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Urgh! Fuck!: A thread for untamed hate and anger [PICS]

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15:52 / 29.04.03

AAAAGGH! I just almost finished two posts in the Switchboard with links and thingies and THE POWER DIED IN THE HOUSE! Bloody hell.

17:52 / 29.04.03

I'm fucked off because I missed my appointment yesterday at the mad dr. because I went to the wrong FUCKING PLACE. And now I have to wait A WHOLE MONTH for another appt. even though I am going fucking nutso. CHRIST.

Tryphena Absent

19:11 / 29.04.03

Erm- Mary Wollstonecraft is totally fucking unquoteable- and I can't spell anymore. I need to borrow someone else's brain.

20:02 / 29.04.03

I love the world. Isn't it beautifully rosy and special. I want to hug everyone and everything. Aaaaah, how wholesome.

20:15 / 29.04.03

GINGERBOP'S UNFETTERED HAPPINESS MAKES ME SCREEEEEEEAAAAM!!

20:24 / 29.04.03

Have I mentioned how much I hate DH Lawrence's Sons and Lovers? Sodding crappy book. At least three quarters of it are BADLY WRITTEN BADLY OBSERVED BADLY IMAGINED BOLLOCKS. BOLLOCKS, I tells ya.

Tryphena Absent

20:44 / 29.04.03

Yuk, what on earth made you try to read a D.H. Lawrence anyway? We're progressive young women, we're not meant for that chauvinistic rubbish!

pointless and uncalled for

06:35 / 30.04.03

Fucking testicles.

Now don't get me wrong, most of the time I find mine quite enjoyable, despite a slightly desenfranchised relationship.

But sometimes these little bastards really piss me off. One moment your sat happily typing up productivity reports and then next moment your in extreme agony because one of them has crawled underneath your thigh. What the hell does it think it's doing? Panning for jellybeans?

Grrrrr. Why so I have to put up with so much for so little.

Disco is My Class War

06:44 / 30.04.03

Oh, this could get personal. Those four ex-collaborators who began a magazine including the work of almost everyone in the 'hood but me, and who just had a meeting about it in the same space as I'm in. The fuckwits who won't give me a job interview. The political economy I live under. The ticket inspectors who keep busting me for not buying a public transport ticket. The cop who busted me for not wearing a bicycle helmet the other day. The people threatening to cut off the phone. Me. For being, argh, 'angsty', 'self-indulgent', 'self-absorbed', 'ungenerous', 'unintelligent', etc etc etc (repeat the litany until blue in the face.)

Anyone else find that often, one's rage at others turns out to be sublimated rage against oneself?

07:35 / 30.04.03

Anna: I had to read Sons and Lovers. For my OU English Lit. course which starts in Feb. Sigh.

07:50 / 30.04.03

Mister Disco - definitely.

My personal agony today caused by being woken by the sound of a builder enthusiastically wielding a pneumatic drill, on the very dot of eight (why is it that builders leave their pneumatic drill work to do first thing in the morning? An unholy glee in the misery of others?), and therefore being deprived of my last hour of sleep and getting a cracking headache into the bargain. Nnnnngh.

09:34 / 30.04.03

Passports! I fucking hate paying for a passport!
I pay my club membership, which entitles me to benifits: roads, education, policing = fair enough.
But then I have to pay a shitload of cash for my fucking membership card! That's ridiculous!

Less searchable M0rd4nt

19:00 / 30.04.03

1) Two guys spent most of today building a fucking brick wall on my landing. It serves no Eartly purpose that I can see except to make getting to the lift slightly more awkward.

2) Personnel officers. I want an international cull of fucking personnel officers. I want them hunted down and shipped off to some hell dimension where they will be forced to fill in job applications for all eternity, except for an hour or so a day where demons will tear up said applications in front of the personnel officers' faces and laugh.

3) Pointless crappy sucktastic jobs.

20:58 / 06.05.03

This is the first time I've been able to get on Barbelith today and I had therefore actually managed to do quite a lot of work and had saved it I thought UNTIL the network came back up, my computer decided to randomly reboot itself, and I recovered my document to discover - AGAIN - that I had lost about 600-700 words which I am now going to have to rewrite. AGAIN. I'm so fed up that not even my stripy socks can cheer me up.

21:17 / 06.05.03

The relationship thing fucks me off. I am a walking doormat. A FAT walking doormat. I am stressing currently about my weight, my meds, and the fact that I have 101 things to do next year, and I'm already freaking out without having even started yet...can I get and keep a job? Can I afford to move out? Will my dog be ok if I move out? Will I survive the two university courses at once? What about the life coach training I want to take? Will I be that bloke from 'Sorry' FOREVER?

12:18 / 07.05.03

Gah!!! Why is that every time you completely bust a gut running to the bus-stop when you're late - almost giving yourself an asthma attack in the process - the driver drives as slowly as he can and then randomly stops for fifteen minutes FOR NO REASON!!! AAAAAA!

Also, why do I find it so impossible to pull up friends who are used to getting their own way and will use every stupid, lame-ass excuse they can think of to keep it that way? And compulsive liars - what the hell is with that?? (Yeah, okay, I used to be a bit of a compulsive liar but at least I don't do it any more. Telling the truth really isn't that difficult, and neither is stopping making up completely falsified facts about your life!)

*Ahem*

14:05 / 07.05.03

Another bus one, fidrich:

Why can't people undestand you can't smoke on the top deck of the bus? It's been no-smoking for at least five fucking years, so you'd think they would have got the message by now.

Grrr.

14:41 / 07.05.03

Oh, yeah, that pisses me off too - probably not as much as it should, what with me being asthmatic and all. Yet another bus one:

Those neds who sit at the back of the top deck singing in very loud songs about how "pure mad mental" they are, and how they're going to knife anyone who fucks with them, etc, etc. Either that, or they sing football songs.

And occasionally they piss in the bus. GAH!!!

10:53 / 08.05.03

Old people fuckin bad smellin dissapproving look sneering old people, they treat the bus like a mobile social club just goin round and round to keep them selves warm, and if they do decide to get of the bus it takes them 20 odd fucking minutes thats if they dont fall over and break a hip or something, but woe betide the person who trys to manouvuor themselves on with a heavy art folder then its dirty looks all round for holding them up FROM WHERE YOU OLD FUCKS!? WHAT DEADLINES CAN YOU POSSIBLE HAVE THAT I AM HOLDING YOU UP FOR! THE ONLY THINGS YOU HAVE TO DO NOW ARE DEATH AND BINGO.

I swear we should introduce the spinny death machine from logans run any one over 50 dragged away and span to death leaving a buetiful wrinkle-free utopia.

and occasionly THEY piss on the bus too.

12:52 / 08.05.03

People who say "the funny thing is...." because it NEVER actually is.

gotham island fae

16:46 / 12.05.03

Fucking judgemental, assuming, uninformed, narrow-minded, party-line fed, conservative, bastard fuck-wits who think that anything with a star that isn't fluff-Wicca is Satanic! Who with one look at a site that contains esoteric understanding beyond their pathetically limited ken judge that it must be droppings from the Adversary's warty arse! When the truth of the matter is that the work being done with that site is a far cry closer to GOD's Will than most all of the atrocities currently being enacted in the "name of Good"!

!!May there tight-asses herniate and spew their lame-souled entrails upon the blasted ground of their falsely moralized New World!!!

>>Sigh<<

14:30 / 13.05.03

The Disney version of Winnie the f***ing Pooh. Not the film itself, but the bloody image, which any parent of toddlers will know has been plastered on every product imaginable, from quilts to hats, from ruck sacks to jet skis. I'd lay good odds on the US air force having a Winnie the Pooh stealth bomber. You cannot glance out the window without seeing a dozen Winnie the Poohs. Winnie the f***ing Pooh is every the f***ing where. He must be stopped.

08:28 / 16.05.03

I feel so sick all the time. I'm not sure what it is - too many medications, weird eating habits, weird sleeping habits, not enough fresh air. But I FEEL SO SICK. ALL THE TIME. It's so frustrating I could cry. It's so fucking me up.

Our Lady of The Two Towers

13:35 / 16.05.03

Bloody Badgering Students. Sixth formers AND university students. From early May to late June they make life extremely difficult for the staff here. What I don't understand is why they come here over this period if they aren't going to study but just hang with their mates, flirt with the opposite sex and make a mess. Is this some migration pattern? And why won't the management approve my suggestion of stoning being the valid punishment for these little fuckers making the library practically uninhabitable for anyone else?

13:44 / 16.05.03

Yes, bloody buggering students, indeed.

Little fuckers with their PARTIES and their FUN keeping me awake at night. Me, with my JOB and BILLS and LACK OF FINANCIAL SUPPPORT FROM MY PARENTS.

I live in residential area, no less.

13:54 / 19.05.03

Floppy haired first year fucking lying little cowardly fucking fuck.

ohhh, the truth will out. Mark my words, the truth will out.

13:59 / 19.05.03

Grrr students, they make me feel old and poor and ugly. For my work I have to go to a college and interview the staff, and in the background are hundreds of beautiful rich young things tossing about on the grass drinking beer and having fun bastard students grrr and while I'm in a fucking BUSINESS SUIT fucking WORKING to pay off my fucking STUDENT FUCKING DEBTS! At least they'll be in my place in a few years, hahahaha.....

09:23 / 20.05.03

When I was a student I was a little older than most of them and already hated them and all their pretentions of grown-upness. This meant I did not have the fun I deserved and now it's over and my hairline is receding and I could've had so much more sex with pretty young things than I did. Fuck.

The Return Of Rothkoid

11:50 / 20.05.03

Fucking debt, fucking lawyers, fucking everything shitbox, fucking no escape, fucking fuck.

15:31 / 20.05.03

Me, everything else, my neck.

Apparently I'm not a gentleman, damn right if being a gentleman means you have to pay for sex...Gentle Ben more like - very strange weekend - I've officially had enough.

And it's all my fault too which makes it worse.

08:09 / 21.05.03

People who use the word 'folks' to refer to other people (i.e. not just their parents). The idea seems to be to sound, well, folksy - non-threatening, caring, with homely wisdom, simple-man-with-simple-tastes... which perhaps explains why it is almost always used by uncaring bastards who don't give a monkey's about what happens to anyone so long as they get what they want. It's almost as bad as 'hearts and minds' and it is currently making my teeth water.

08:41 / 21.05.03

Also pneumatic drills.

ONLY NICE THINGS

08:51 / 21.05.03

Just think of the pneumatic drills being applied to the aforementioned folksters, K-CC. It is likely to muffle the impact noise somewhat.

Regrettable Juvenilia

12:38 / 21.05.03

Humble Barbelith poster:

Are you a relative newcomer to the board, who sometimes feels that a certain person or group of people, with whom you're disagreeing quite strongly, is secretly insinuating that you're stupid and bigotted, and deserve to be mocked?

Well, they're not insinuating that. I assure you they're not. I give you my word as a gentleman.

But I am.

Old brown-eye is back

14:09 / 21.05.03

Pneumatic drills. Pneumatic drills! I'll give you pneumatic drills. They've been trying to get through the pissing wall for the best part of three hours now and it's putting me off.

Also, dentists.

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