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Did you get hacked, Trips? Something similar happened to me. They Do Not Have the Technology, it would seem.
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Guy who I will not name (he's not on here, mind) can fuck off with his fucking anti-women crap. I'm getting really bored of it now, especially because people like him (young, hip, happening men) are unfortunately one of the reasons young women give for not being into feminism - a female friend recently said she found it interesting but didn't want to "get into it" because she wouldn't be able to "get a boyfriend" - I mean, you've got someone with so little self-confidence that they're basing their views on how other people will receive them, not on what's right...fucking university-level kids shouldn't still be fucking be racist sexist homophobic idiots...why don't you all fucking grow up, you fucking middle-class dicks...I know a hundred and one lads and lasses who now steal cars and do junk who could have done something with their life if they'd had a chance at the education you've got...and then you fucking do nothing with it, and end up all working at Homes 4 U or Barclays reading Nuts behind the desk you fucking idiots...you fucking, fucking scumbags...I'm going to go postal.
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And you know what? You know why I joined this (ex-polytechnic) university instead of the several "real" ones who offered me a place? Because I really, really, really had a lot to give to the fucking course, and I come here and two years in I'm struck by the fact that it's full of people who might as well be working at McDonalds - who would rather be working, and making some kind of career. It sometimes doesn't feel like a proper fucking university at all. People fucking sit in a workshop with gawping mouths, with nothing to say, and no interest in socializing or having any sort of debate. And then people show me stuff, in private: really good, promising stuff that they've written, and say "Well, I didn't want the rest of the group to see it because they might think I was trying to be an intellectual..."
Add to that queer-identified kids who join in with homophobia, and non-white students who join in with casual racism in order to fit in - and I've said time and time again, look, you don't need to try and make those jokes around me, I'm not a fucking dickhead like all those fucking shiteaters, and sometimes I think, what's the fucking point? And not so much in terms of my grades - that's all good - but in terms of them.
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AND, AND, this fucking Israeli's been hanging about my house, friend of a housemate, and fucking hell, he can fuck off as well. On seeing me eating a curry he demanded to know why I was eating "their" food. I asked him what he meant. He meant, why was I eating something a muslim might eat? Fucking dick. And then I find out he's been running up and down the local strip haranguing and abusing the people who work in the takeaways and sheesha joints. Why? Oh, because he and some of his friends got "a nasty look" when they were going to Shull one day. And, what, he thinks it's okay to blame these guys who are just doing their job for something someone else did and that might well have just been a misunderstanding?
And then I find out he's been stealing stuff from the house as well. Not my stuff - stuff belonging to my housemate, his friend from childhood.
I know he got drafted into the IDF as a kid, and I know he's had to kill in the line of duty, and been stabbed and shot at (allegedly), and I know that role was forced on him by ideology - but fucking hell, it's hard not to hate the guy. |
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