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Hi Haus, thanks for your reply. As you replied in the thread, I thought I would reply here- if you had replied by PM/email, I’d have also replied by PM/email, and not posted. If it helps with not thinking I am reneging on my statement about not posting, think of it as a Private Message that just happens to be in the thread.
My feelings for you are like a river of warmth, and I feel compelled to write one last time. It seems appropriate to post a kind of summary into what appear to be the last few glowing embers of the fire of this thread.
I may have an answer for you- as to why you are, for some, a lightning rod for aggravation. I see you as like a the main centre pole that is holding up the multicoloured marquee that is barbelith. As such, you become the axis, the focal point for all kinds of feelings- in this thread alone, there is love, anger, amusement, and so on…
Actually, I think you already know this. I respect your strength in being able to hold this position.
(of course the above is just my opinion, and I hope you will not be offended if you see things differently. It is meant entirely in a positive way)
I am somewhat in awe that a thread you have posted to discuss ‘you’ has had over 400 replies in just a few days- I doubt that anyone else here could create such a response… I guess you truly are an underground sensation
Glad you enjoyed.
I am not sure if ‘enjoyed’, would be quite the right word- I got a bit tense at times… but as I said in the PM, from my perspective now, it was a damn good spar… and I smile now at the different ‘thrusts and parries’…
Myself, I feel I played the part of the fool pretty well. It is a part I have been playing for a long time now. However, in the last day or so, I am starting to feel it may be a role I have outgrown. Sometimes when you choose a role early on in life, you can forget that it’s just a part you are playing. I think I might want to be a bit more serious from now on.
Yours Aye,
V
PS, to everyone- after posting this, I am gonna go and fuck up my password, so this is definitely my last post. However, I’ll still be around as reader, probably forever…
PPS- Dupre, I apologise for being extremely sarcastic toward you. I did this because, in my role as ‘fool’, and in the light of your ‘fucking fuckwit finger’ comment, I thought you might enjoy giving me a kicking, and so I wanted to give you a big easy target.
That you didn’t rise to the bait makes you the better man by far, in this instance.
Although I guess it is possible that you have me on ‘ignore’, which in some kind of ironic way, might be poetic justice. |
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