I keep getting strange 'fluttery' physical sensations when I do the archangel invocation part of the LRP, both banishing and invoking, as though Certain August Personages are hovering out there. (I suppose that's the point!) Feathers brushing back, or occasionally burning or freezing hands with a certain degree of pain; that sort of thing. I tend to be tactile with the (very) little energy work I've done so far, but could use more experience with it, and frankly am in over my head when it comes to angels.
Any suggestions for long-term practices aimed toward eventually sitting down and having a cuppa and a nice chat with said Personages? This feeling them but not being able to actually initiate contact bit is very annoying.
Current practices: LRP morning and nightly, sporadic I-Ching questioning which ranges in answer from very appropriate to "Huh"? I've got a decent repertoire of essential oils laying about, and actually I think I've got a recipe around here somewhere for St. Michael oil, which would probably be a Good Idea. Also, I've a bit of experience with the Tarot, with which I am certainly more comfortable than the I-Ching, but also have been very touchy about since my dad died. I was a Job's Daughter, back in the day, for all of a few months until our Bethel self-destructed in Waves of Drama, and have been considering joining the OES and Amaranth since this all started, especially since a dear old family friend is Grand Patron for our area at the moment, but am concerned as to how much said Orders would be little old lady clubs and how much actual useful ritual work they do. Ehrm. That all might be a bit much information as far as a basis for soliciting suggestions goes, but then, it might be helpful, so I'll leave it and hope you can make something of it.
I've been an armchair magician for many years now, and have had dream-friend visitations sporadically since extremely early childhood (2 years old +), but this is a whole new ball of wax.
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