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I'm not saying they shoudn't speak their minds, I just think it would be good for them if they had a sense of humour about themselves for a change. It really helps. And, in a thread called "lame joke and puns", they could be more understanding. Go back to the first post and read my reasons to start the thread in the first place. I created the thread so I would stop being annoying to them in other threads (which I sincerely regret, I do), and I tought, for once, I would find a safe place to be, well, childish a bit, but noooo. They had to turn a thread that's not serious by definition into another endless bickering. As they do everytime. (and I'll quote myself from the very thread that originated the joke which ruined it all: Appearantly, people will always think people who don't tkink exactly like them are full of s%$#, regardless of them being gay, straight, or anything in between or beyond. I wonder how much of that is inevitable "human nature".)
They even came to the point of stating that, just because they didn't like the joke, it was not a joke at all (Tought Police much?). But humour is supposed to go where it hurts, you know. That's why I find it to be the best, and most concise, way to make one think about one's own opinion. Of course, one needs to be willing to question oneself for it to work.
And I said in that thread they were more than welcome to tell me to fuck off, as long as they tried to be funny about it (as some of them did, inclusive Ganesh once, and I enjoyed when they did). But, again, noooo, God forbid the PC people to laugh at themselves for once.
I tired of this world of bricks and stones, of blades and fire, of fingerpointing and self-righteousness. Hell is always the other, ain't it?
I just needed to joke around with my friends a bit (and I do consider all of you folks friends, even if not very close ones), but they won't let me, will they? When I felt pissed about their attitude, I came here (the miserable thread) to vent a little, instead of extending the argument more and more, instead of trying to ruin the joke for others. I even tried to move on, make jokes about other stuff, but they kept doing it, they kept bringing the subject.
And they way they talk, it sounds like the entire thread is about that one subject, when I made a single post about it, with no intention to come back to it. Heck, if they said they were hurt and asked in a polite (or even funny) way, I would have erased it, without giving it a second thought. Now, there's a whole page about it, and I can't make that go away.
And I'm fighting the fight too, make no mistake. Their fight as well as mine. That doesn't mean I'll let the Dark take my soul. I'll gaze into the Abyss and laught at its utter emptiness, its unrelenting cold. For one speck of light will fill it all and make it be no more. I just wish more people felt like that too. Do they? |
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