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Anyone else get home and totally fucking lose it?
fucking hell. i wasnt there, in london, but i was there in nyc on 9/11; things come slowly and not all at once. i didnt get home until early evening that day, and when i did, i went straight for the bar. soaked head to toe in water because they wanted to get all the/any chemicals/asbestos off us. bartender poured me free drinks for an hour.
it's ok to totally fucking lose it. everything is ok. not going to harp on psychobabble here or try to say i understand. but just to say everything you think is ok. trust me, dont wonder what the right reaction is. if you really want to know what the right reaction is, look in the mirror - there you go. thats the right reaction. dont wonder anymore, just get on with reacting.
cnn.com has really sensationalist headlines so far today - really crazy. they're really trying to up the POW BAM BOOM factor, i guess. sick. it's all sick.
i've taken my xanax for the first time in months today, and i'm gonna go home soon and get high and drunk and maybe try to write a bit about this thing. and i'm thousands of miles of ocean away, so to totally lose it, wherever you are, i think is perfectly fine. |
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