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| ok, so I know you guys don't actually care, but ya know I'm starting to think that this stuff isn't coincidental. Ok, so coincidence #4 just happened about 15 minutes after I posted (the coincidences I posted about all happened within the last 8 days or so, which makes it weirder, ok?). Ok, so there was something wrong with my car. I hate to be vague, but I really want to be vague so it won't be too easy for a certain 2 people to figure out which Barbelith member I am, if in fact they are reading Barbelith to try to spy on me (I'm so fucking paranoid. sorry. and ya know I don't even act paranoid. I'm always saying way too much personal stuff on barbelith. but I still don't want them to recognize that I'm fuckbaked. eh) Anyway, so this thing that was wrong with my car, well, it wasn't something really serious, but more of a convienience thing, for the most part. Except I figured that once it started raining, it might become more of a safety issue than a convienience thing. I keep thinking it's summer, so I figured that wouldn't happen. And anyway, I was going to get it fixed in a few days. And no, it was not my windshield wipers. If those broke, it would be a serious safety issue, rain or no rain. It was something much more minor, that I think is very important for when it's raining. Sorry, vagueness. hehehheh. anyway, today as I was driving down the street, the thing that was broken just suddenly fixed itself. It's not fixed in a "it's going to break again tomorrow" way, but in a perma-fixed way. So anyway, it started raining 5 minutes later. As if it isn't cool enough that my car fixed itself before I got the chance to pay someone to fix it, um...well, I wanted it done before it started raining. Coincidence? can I even spell coincidence? I don't know. but I don't even know if coincidences exist anymore. I know this is weird, but not too long ago, something entered me (like some sort of entity or somesuch) and I tried to make it go away, but then it told me it was here to help, so I let it stay. My friends say I'm totally not possessed. I don't know why on earth an entity would want to help me, but I sort of have to wonder what the fuck is going on, ya know? I mean, ok, so I didn't mention the thing that happened last week, because it wasn't supposed to be a coincidence. It was the most feeble attempt at magic ever. I didn't do anything. I just asked for something, and hoped it would magically happen. I was in a hurry, ok. Yeah, stop laughing. Anyway, so I had a very bad cough, which I had had for months (it's not the only thing that was making me sick) and I thought that I could get rid of that gawdawful cough if I could just stop getting all these colds. And then tuesday night (last week), I started coughing up blood again. arrrg. wednesday morning I woke up with a fucking horrible cold. Runny/stuffy nose, sneezing, etc. I wouldn't usually care about a cold, but I really wanted the cough to go away, and getting another cold would mean another month before it might go away, unless I got yet another cold, and I had something to do that I really needed brainpower for, and being sleep-deprived and sick didn't seem like a very good way to have to do it. Anyway, so I asked for help with not getting colds. Just sort of asked. I asked a different entity than the one that entered me, but I don't know if that one could even hear me from there. An hour later, the cold was gone. Now the cough is almost completely gone. (if you've heard me complaining elsewhere on Barbelith about health problems, I was probably complaining about my other health problem, which I don't expect will ever totally go away). I know, I should quit smoking...but hey I've never had a cold go away in an hour before. You wouldn't believe how awake and healthy I felt when I was doing that thing I needed brainpower for. anyway.....sorry.......you all think I'm getting crazier. I probably am. But this is way more fun than my usual craziness. This rules. |
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