Urghh, I'm a bit gutted that this has surfaced again, but I guess I caused it, so I really hope that this clears up any further confusion :
I was vaguely starting to think of you as someone who'd got off to a rocky start here but who had demonstrated a real willingness to listen to what people were telling him, take it on board and make changes in their approach.
Yeah I do, seriously. When it comes down to it though, I just had a stupid moment and posted the image, and like Haus pointed out in a lot more detail, the consequences of doing that at this site were something I'd totally forgotten.
Te, if you ever read this, please note that I find all your talk of random posting extremely suspect. You're either being very dumb or very disingenuous.
To be completely honest and recall the reason I did it as much as possible at this moment in time : It was a mixture of a lot of things, as most things are. Mainly though it was a pretty selfish way of posting it and then laughing at the post like a stupid kid would, and hoping some others would also get the nonsensical nature of it, and that the thread would just carry on as it did. And yes, I have my very dumb side, and it was maybe disingenuous because of the way that I'd again got pissed off about the site recently and I didn't really care about posting it, and maybe even a childish dig because of the way I've been finding the music forum a bit crap recently, apart from one or two threads. (which is one of the reasons why I've spent a lot more time at music sites lately, where I found the gif that just made me laugh, and still does, maybe because it reminds me of the way that adults will often leave serious issues unspoken in fear of causing a shitstorm, and a kid will be around who'll just point out very clearly that something is wrong, and say what the adults never had the courage to say in the firstplace. It's something I love about kids and that nearly always makes me laugh.)
And yeah, it was the wrong way to go about it, but when I think of the way I'd been wasted the day before, and recent personal shit like going through two courses of depression on meds and my mate pointing out to me that my hair was thinning out and I was maybe starting to go bald the previous night, things kind of fit together a little more..
On Leave: I still think that your heart is in the right place, dude, but your head isn't. Your future round these parts rests on your ability to extract it from your arse.
Yeah I know, and if I carry on having stupid moments and get banned, I'll accept that with no probs at all, because I'm sure there'll be nothing I can do about it and I'll deserve it. Will try and remain unbanned though with a lot more effort this time hopefully. It'll probably come down to leaving my stupider side to express itself in other places, which I'm fine with.
and from the beginning again, something I missed :
Right. Christ knows why, On Leave, formerly Te, formerly the Cosmic Neo Fireman, you've seen fit to post about this in two threads if you're really not that wound up about it.
The second post was me wound up, admitted, but the first one came about after Haus wrote :
Otherwise, Conversation.
...which resulted in the gif following two of his comments instead of one, about two minutes after I'd seen his post. (as I doubled or tripled my asshattery, however you want to quantify it, gifs or posts.)
I'm just gonna hope that this is about done now, because I can't really think of anything that I haven't tried my best to explain. I think that accepting the nature of the site will probably be the best thing I can remember from here on out. |
