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the cat's iao
05:32 / 14.08.04
What sort of smokey? And where do you have to go?

I go out to the balcony to smoke...I have been thinking of smoking a joint--something I haven't done for several weeks.
 
 
Bastard Tweed
05:44 / 14.08.04
Yeah, I don't hit the ganja any more. I tried it for a few years but I have an extremely low tolerance for THC so it was only ever fun when I didn't have to talk to anyone and could just eat Ben+Jerry's and watch Conan O'Brien or the Marx Brothers.

I like the drink a whole lot more. With that I can very specifically decide exactly how intoxicated to get and I can still interact with people even up to the point (and this is a rare point, mind you) when I'm five minutes away from ruining someone's shirt and passing out.

So, yeah, tobacco. I have to sit on the side of the mountain to smoke.
 
 
Bastard Tweed
05:47 / 14.08.04
Eskimo pies are good for your brain.
 
 
the cat's iao
05:57 / 14.08.04
Hmm...I've been "chronic" off and on for about thirteen years now. Although, latley I very rarely smoke the stuff. I can count on my hands the number of joints I've smoke this year. Back in the hayday, there were times I couldn't count on all my fingers and toes the number I'd smoke in a day!

However, I don't really drink too often. Never been a drinker really. I do like to get loaded every now and then, but other than that, it's pretty uncommon for me to even have a couple drinks. Although, earlier this yer I drank a few glasses of scotch on the rocks pretty much every day.

I ended up twisting one up after all. Did you catch my last post on the page before?
 
 
Bastard Tweed
06:25 / 14.08.04
Scotch is a beautiful thing. If I never find a woman that I love, I am going to marry scotch.

Yeah, well, whenever I (god only knows why) try to explain Chaos Mahjicc to people who don't read the same books that I do, the first thing I do is jokingly say "applied schizophrenia" because being founded upon a foundation of reality being defined by perception and in turn a way to change reality is to change one's perceptions of it and so chaotickle regularly attempt to effect a perceptive shift, i.e. become a crazy person for a brief duration of specified time.

From an early age I learned that, in spite of all of my pride and obstinance, I am an extremely mutable person. Couple this with my career goals (also developed at an early age) and I learned that the whole concept of a single true persona is something of a mug's game.

And yet I still manage to be infuriatingly stubborn.

Blame it on capricious youth.
 
 
Bastard Tweed
06:56 / 14.08.04
Awright, I'm gonna get in a little Bill Gibson before doin the sleep thing.
 
 
the cat's iao
07:07 / 14.08.04
Mmmm-mmm scotch.

You’ve got me thinking in several different direction--it’s nice, thank you!

I can be quite stubborn too. But when I think about, I feel that this might be fairly ubiquitous--like part of a human being might be. Of course, I haven’t met nearly anyone, compared to all the people on the world, but I seem to feel that people can be stubborn in many different ways, and each one displays this in their own pattern.

Pattern--like personalities, I suppose. And perceptions. Patterns of seeing, thinking, feeling, acting, and etc.. One empty pattern unfolding into an infinite self-similar pattern. But yes, the limits of this. In cultivating the ability and discipline to become, as you say, an "applied schizophrenic," each role or personality appears as a finite patter--each is distinct. But (I feel you mean this more metaphorically, so excuse a more literal reading), how can it be "a crazy person"? It seems to me that to anchor a sense of sanity to any singular or finite group of patterns is a judgment or assessment from an attachment to that pattern(s). Thus, it misses out on a part of order within chaos: that of self-similarity/self-reference with respect to an unfolding empty pattern. In other words, it defines a sense of sanity at the exclusion of itself, but is itself all things.

And BAM! We hit a contradiction/singularity/generator. So there is something to be said for integration. Although I do feel that this too would eventually get us to a similar sort of phenomen...
 
 
the cat's iao
07:13 / 14.08.04
Oops. Missed your goodnight post while I was writin'. See ya' later!
 
 
Ariadne
21:24 / 14.08.04
Anybody about?
I'm just in from a press junket - comedy on the fringe (Alastair Barry? I liked him) and then drinkies in a swank hotel. I'm mildly drunk and feeling chilled.
Cripes, but i have to find a CD though - i just turned the radio when I came in and Radio Scotland is majorly... well, Scottish. All pipes and women warbling. "I had a dwelling, by a moooountain stream..."
 
 
the cat's iao
21:26 / 14.08.04
Hey word there Ariadne--a good evening to you. Did you find yourself some music that was more to your taste?
 
 
Bed Head
21:29 / 14.08.04
All pipes and women warbling. "I had a dwelling, by a moooountain stream..."

You say that as if it’s a bad thing, A.

I’m listening to Bob Harris. I dig his frizzly rock dinosaur stylings. It’s like travelling through time.
 
 
Ariadne
21:33 / 14.08.04
you think you're travelling through time? I'm listening to Elvis here. i think it's probably annoying the neighbours.
Anyway, glad people are about. What have you both been doing today? I rode out to North Berwick (little coastal town) and back with my sis. Gorgeous. But I now have ridiculous cyclist tan, brown from my teeshirt sleeve down to my gloves.
 
 
the cat's iao
21:37 / 14.08.04
Well, my day began about four hours ago...

I am currently having a bite to eat: some naan and baba ghanouj. I went to the post office today to pick up a parcel that was waiting for me there. It was really hot and sunny earlier, but the clouds are rolling in. I think there is going to be a thunderstorm soon.
 
 
Ariadne
21:44 / 14.08.04
It's finally stopped raining here after a very damp week. And it's hot. As I was coming home, the streets were packed with people in teeny clothes. Well, that's just the girls, really, the boys were still in the usual jeans-and-t-shirt or trousers and 'pulling shirt' combos.
 
 
Bed Head
21:44 / 14.08.04
Well, the weather’s been rather dull here, but I walked into town for a big shop and then spent the afternoon tinkering in the kitchen and listening to the football. Made a pasta sauce and a pesto and a dahl, and now they’re all sitting quietly in my fridge while I decide their fate, ie which to freeze and which to have tomorrow.

And now I’m about to leap in the bath. Well, I am when it’s finished running, anyway (Running? Drawing? Filling? - Whatever. When there’s enough hot water in there that only my nose, eyes and hands break the surface, anyway. Add a book and a glass of wine, and it’s a very cheap Saturday night).
 
 
the cat's iao
21:51 / 14.08.04
AHHH Books in the bath! I can't do it. My partner, well, she does it all the time, but I can't. do. it. There's something about all that steam and water that makes me overly concerned for the condition of the book. Sigh. But I am sure it makes for some fine enjoyment!

I'm currently contemplating the idea of doing some laundry. I'm supposed to be off to an African music festival tomorrow, so today seems like the day to accomplish some tasks at home.
 
 
Ariadne
21:55 / 14.08.04
I do like reading in the bath. Especially with wine to hand. but I'm a bit careless with my books.
Isn't it a bit ... late for bathing, bed head? You're in the UK aren't you? I'm worried you'll fall asleep and drown. Hope it's an exciting book.
 
 
Ariadne
21:56 / 14.08.04
where's the African music thing, cat's iao?
 
 
the cat's iao
22:03 / 14.08.04
Extra! Extra! Read all about it--Afrikadey 2004
 
 
Ariadne
22:07 / 14.08.04
Wow. Looks cool. I really ought to be ough day and night doing Edinburgh Festival doodahs but, em, I'm not. Too lazy to check what's on, too mean to pay a tenner a time and too obsessed with cycling every spare second. I've only seen a couple of things so far. But i will make an effort! Soon. Really.
 
 
Bed Head
22:07 / 14.08.04
Y’know, I think I've always just assumed any slight drownage would be enough to wake me up. Were I to fall asleep. Which I’m not going to do. Hell, no. It’s Saturday night, and I have a book! Woohoo, party central. Don’t fear for me.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
22:08 / 14.08.04
Hello!
 
 
ONLY NICE THINGS
22:10 / 14.08.04
Ariadne - yeah, I was in Edinburgh (briefly) last week, and was consistently overdressed for the weather - every day it looked gloomy and overcast, and every day it turned out to be hotter than it looked, and very muggy indeed. As Boothby Graffoe said, cold, wet and hot at the same time - how d'ya manage that?

Still, better than London, which after a lenghty period of being like walking around in a hairdryer has now become like walking around in a shower room - hot and damp, pulling the sweat from one's body the moment you step outside. Not much fun, but it beats a hurricane warning...
 
 
Ariadne
22:10 / 14.08.04
Hmmmm. I'm not so convinced of your reasoning but I'm sure you'll be fine. So - bubbles? bath salts? bath bomb?
 
 
the cat's iao
22:13 / 14.08.04
Hey Stoatie! Another evening at work? How's the new department supervising thing coming along?

Bubbles are always best in a bath, but then, I rarely jump in the bath. More of a shower sort.
 
 
Ariadne
22:14 / 14.08.04
Hello stoat!

And yeah, I saw you were here, haus, hope you had a good time. Where did you stay? It's very weird weather, defintely. Plus plagues of wasps and bees, and apparently midges in midgey sort of places.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
22:17 / 14.08.04
The weather's been odd everywhere recently. Okay, so it doesn't kill quite as many people in the UK as it does elsewhere, but by George, we don't half love moaning about it!
 
 
Char Aina
22:18 / 14.08.04
th pipe band championships(with added highland games) were on glasgow green all day today, so that may explain your overly pipey radio listen.
i was there.
it was awesome.

and there is little more rugged than the games, i reckon...
massive geezers in kilts throwing 'sticks' as long as a bus is high; four stone iron weights over a bar fifteen feet up... hammers... stones...


i drank cider all day, which was odd.
good, but unusual.


wanna barbemeet it next year?
 
 
Bed Head
22:19 / 14.08.04
So - bubbles? bath salts? bath bomb?

Raw. Raw water. And the shampoos and soaps only come in right at the very end of a loooong soak, just before I get out. Like a coconut-scented dessert after an improving meal.

Righto. The bath beckons. Next time I post I shall be scrubbed and glowing with my hair all a-fluff. Goodnight to you all, lovely lithers.
 
 
Ariadne
22:27 / 14.08.04
Highland games, eh? Em, mibbey. It was actually fun, then?
I got to see a parade of sorts today, in North Berwick. it was a bit weird, something to do with the RNLI. there was a float thing with a 13 year old queen and two maids, and then just a bunch of old cars. Very strange.
I watched it with half an eye mind you, as my sister was bonking* after pushing it too hard on the way there. Some cold sugary drinks were needed.

*I love that word. As in 'losing the plot due to lack of fuel' as opposed to doing dirty things.
 
 
Char Aina
22:36 / 14.08.04
well, the games was a sideshow, like the dancing.
the pipe bands were the main thing, and were from all over the world.

i went with my wee bro, dad and step mum, and yeah it was.
fun, that is.
 
 
Ariadne
22:39 / 14.08.04
It sounds cool. I like pipes. That was the best thing about today's parade in NB, in fact.
I think bed is calling. I have hills planned for tomorrow.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
22:43 / 14.08.04
You plan hills? Is this like landscape gardening on an incredible scale?
 
 
Ariadne
22:47 / 14.08.04
ha. something like that. just hope I don't plan mountains.
I'm off to bed now, toodle pip everyone. someone check bed head doesn't drown in the bath, eh?
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
22:52 / 14.08.04
Night, Ariadne.

Interesting piece of trivia gleaned from the Sunday papers- Bagpuss was originally supposed to be orange, but they fucked up the dyeing process.
 
  

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