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I think you are almost certainly bringing a lot of fear and anxiety into this, due to being so immersed in the situation, which is probably not going to help the magic. You describe it as "heavy work" and talk about people potentially dying as a result, but your intent – as far as I can tell – actually just seems to be to get your dad to sort himself out. Looking at it from an outside perspective, there's a lot of dissonance going on here between the actuality of a working to sort out a wayward family member, and all of the fear and death and horror that you seem to be wrapping it up in.
It's not terribly clear from your post above what it is that you want to happen in a best case scenario. It reads like a miasma of lots of different interrelated things, which you're trying to solve with another miasma of "heavy" but very undirected magic. The place to start, before you go to deity, would be to get your ultimate intent clear and unmuddied in your head. The basics of what you want to happen. However, to do that, it's often better to try and break the problem down into its smaller component parts and work on each of these as a separate item. One obvious thing would be to make a doll of your dad and do a binding or even a series of cooling works on him. Another angle might be to look at what unhelpful practical situations are surrounding him or other family members and exacerbating aspects of the problem. What sort of work could be done to change that general landscape?
Effective sorcery is often about understanding the various angles of approach, and figuring out what levers you can pull to get things moving in a more positive direction. As opposed to looking at the problem as one massive thing that swamps you, and which you try to sort out with an unfocused generic cry for help to a deity whose connection to this sort of work is tangential at best. Break it down into smaller chunks, and work on the things that are achievable and measurable, rather than just sending vague prayers for "healing" towards something that's probably rather complex and will require more focused untangling.
Importantly, there is a strong subtext to your post that seems to want, at least on some level, for some violent crisis to occur in this situation and sort everything out. You say you don't want that, but the way you talk about it tells a different story. Your tone of voice is practically hungering for your fierce and terrible Goddess to swoop down on this problem and rend it into pieces. You might want to engage with some of this before you take that to the Morrigan. There are almost certainly other ways to tackle the domestic situation/s you describe, apart from tapping into all of your suppressed childhood rage and serving it to a death Goddess...
Regular weekly ancestor work, a doll of your dad that you do some uncrossing or even some blessing work on, some magic to get him into a new job, something to tie up the mouth of the person that is spreading rumours about him, some work to make the sale of the house go through quickly and smoothly, some work to get him into a more positive environment, stuff buried in the ground of the place where he moves that will bring a positive influence, and probably some basic cleansing baths for you - as it comes across that this is taking its toll on you – and a healthy daily practice that will nourish and ground you a bit more.
Sorcery should not be something that you "resort to", but a very basic healthy way of engaging with life's challenges. There's all sorts of stuff that you could do in this situation, but you're probably not going to get very far unless you break it down into it's component parts and tackle each one individually in this sort of way. Hope some of that is useful. |
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