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Oh no, it's not a terribly personal question at all.
To be honest, while not automatically love at first sight--something I'm not entirely sure I believe in anyway--meeting and spending time with him felt right. I knew that I loved him; I just wasn't sure how much. But I do. It was weird for me to think that after that first time that this was going to be the person who would change my life forever. He has. He's the most amazing man I've ever been with and I feel very lucky to have found him, albeit in an unconventional manner. (Of course, as though there is anything conventional about any of us on the board.) Before Matt proposed--which was a wonderful surprise--he and I had a long talk about the possibility of marriage weeks ago. I wanted to marry him, but I also wanted him to be sure he wanted to marry me. (Remember: the idea of marrying was brought up by him way before I ever thought of it because I am skittish kitten when I want to be.) We agreed that it was in the cards somewhere. That was as far as it went, I think. In any case, I am thrilled, anxious, excited, and happy.
I love him so very very much. |
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