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Lateshift...with pie and cake and huggles and tarot and animal fights and ...

  
  

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Bed Head
20:53 / 13.03.04
It’s lateish. Anyone shifty?
 
 
Saint Keggers
20:56 / 13.03.04
I just happen to be around but Im outta here in about 5 minutes. St-Pat parade tomorrow. Ahhh...the memories...that were lost due to the alchohol...ahh the alchohol!
Have a good lateshift and catch you all on the flip!
 
 
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21:04 / 13.03.04
I'm here but i'm in negative, troll, no-one likes me, i wanna war on assholes mode.

I need a cig, and people keep giving me shit, what the fuck have i done? Goddess is my karma nearly done yet?
 
 
Bed Head
21:31 / 13.03.04
Just out of curiosity, what exactly is this ‘no-one likes me mode’ stuff supposed to be about? There’s been 24 hours worth of Zeep Meep going “why are you picking on me? I’m poor and sick” and “I don’t understand. Please love me”, and “No doubt he's more intelligent than me so i'll look stupid”, it’s a bit weird, Jack.
 
 
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21:53 / 13.03.04
Yeah yeah, i'm a big attention seeker an all that. I'm wierd at the moment, i dunno. Maybe because...........nah i don't know.

It's not attention seeking though, like your 'please love me' thing was supposed to be about, i just feel fucking wierd!

Ignore me if it pisses you off, i'm sure it won't be that hard to just ignore my posts for a while. Hell, if i'm annoying you that much, ingore my posts for a week or something, i'm sure you won't be the only one.

My worlds working on wierd lately.
 
 
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22:01 / 13.03.04
Maybe i figure that losing it online's a good way of shattering my ego?

If i make such a fool of myself that it's beyond belief, maybe something good will happen.
 
 
cusm
22:08 / 13.03.04
Baa. Another 4 hours. Tonight, my sentence for having blown off work all day yesterday. But I had my reasons for it, and they involved sex, sushi, and psionics. So, its time rightly served. But blast it all if saturdays aren't slow as shit for tech support.

How long have you been off the nic, Jack? Have you tried lollypops? It worked for Kojac.

  
 
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22:13 / 13.03.04
Nah i have cig in hand right now, i failed.

I'm trying to cut down though and have had some success so i'll stick with that for now and gradually wean myself off such a big addiction.

I don't wanna hear no cutting down don't work either! It's possible.
 
 
Grey Area
22:17 / 13.03.04
 
 
cusm
22:21 / 13.03.04
When I kicked them, the best trick I had was to pointedly not light one when the fits had me, waiting until they passed. Then, having one at my leisure. It had the effect of deprogramming me from the fit=lightup response, loosening the grip. I figured, if I managed to disassociate feeling like shit from needing a smoke, that would help me wean off it.

Damn things are evil incarnate. Cocaine is easier to put down.

But I do love a good clove now and then.

*smacks self*

Sorry, I still slip a bit at times, and its been near 7 years.
 
 
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22:23 / 13.03.04
That's a real good idea, i think i'll give that a go. Have one at my leisure instead of when the meat decides.
 
 
illmatic
22:24 / 13.03.04
Evening peeps, just got in from my mum's birthday dinner, am incredibly fat and will probably go to bed any second. Hey Cusm, how's it going, ain't seen you around the Magick much lately.
 
 
illmatic
22:43 / 13.03.04
No one there then? Hey Jack/Zen, just wondering what do you actually do*, are you on the dole, working, at college, waiting dor a course, whatever?

*not an attempt to take the piss
 
 
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22:55 / 13.03.04
I just have to recommend this as one of the best night cheeses around.
 
 
illmatic
23:00 / 13.03.04
Don't talk to me about food. I've just eaten an industiral size portion of tiramasu and am about ot collapse, if not prolapse. Night folks.
 
 
cusm
23:02 / 13.03.04
Naa, been off in "deal with the shit of my fucked up relationships" land for a bit now, been having a time of getting back into the Magick again. I look at the forum, and my eyes just blur. I think my brain needs a break.
 
 
illmatic
23:04 / 13.03.04
I think it's all going hunky dory over there again. Best threads lately IMOhave been one about counselling and the gender specific one - some really good stuff over there. I still luurve this place.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
23:04 / 13.03.04
I've been o a total feta jag this week. I love that shit. Mind you, as with most of my food phases, I'll probably get really sick of it soon.
 
 
cusm
23:04 / 13.03.04
Pie. Tiramisu.

*sigh*

These things are denied me now, since I've been diagnosed Type II Diabetic. Its been no sweets for me lately. Though I've lost a fair bit if weight from it. Idea here is, if I loose enough, my insulin levels normalize and I can enjoy pie again. If nothing else, I'm looking trimmer for it. But crackers are sweets for me anymore. Rice is like candy. Its a strange transition.
 
 
cusm
23:06 / 13.03.04
Yea, it does look the liveliest I've seen it in awhile. I've just slipped behind and not had the time to catch up with it yet. I blame Vegas. I lost a week there, and haven't been on top of things since. But I met a lovely stripper named Bianca who was happy enough to take Black Jack winnings, so it wasn't a wasted trip.
 
 
illmatic
23:08 / 13.03.04
That sucks dude. I promise myself I'll give up shit food at least 4 times a month and regularly fail. Hang on in there, one day the pie will be yours again.

Evenin' Stoatie.
 
 
illmatic
23:09 / 13.03.04
Vegas? Bianca? See if you can work that into a magick forum related thread, I think we've got a winner on our hands.
 
 
cusm
23:10 / 13.03.04
Well, I did make heavy and abusive use of a luck sigil to claim some of my winnings...
 
 
illmatic
23:14 / 13.03.04
Sounds like a great holiday mate....

Now I am going to bed. Really. Goodnight all.
 
 
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23:18 / 13.03.04
No one there then? Hey Jack/Zen, just wondering what do you actually do*, are you on the dole, working, at college, waiting dor a course, whatever?

Yeah i'm on the dole and am starting a Design IT course in a couple of weeks.

Wierd synchronicity, i just told someone this about an hour or so ago.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
23:39 / 13.03.04
Night.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
23:47 / 13.03.04
So who's still around? Zen? cusm? cube?
 
 
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23:48 / 13.03.04
I'm here Stoat. Heya!
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
23:54 / 13.03.04
Hey! I'll be here on and off (all fucking night) because I'm at work. Again. But hey, I'm listening to Half Man Half Biscuit, so it's not all bad.
 
 
Baz Auckland
00:06 / 14.03.04
Half man, half-biscuit? Is that like a Miéville thing?

(sorry.. been reading Perdido St. Station all day. My brain is filled with half-man half-x creatures...)
 
 
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00:06 / 14.03.04
Half man half biscuit? What type of tune's that then? I'm just finishing off my pack of Walkers Squares, salt n vingar.
 
 
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00:07 / 14.03.04
HAHA JINX!!! We both need Half man half biscuit info!
 
 
Baz Auckland
00:08 / 14.03.04
Ooh! 2 posts in the same minute!
 
 
Baz Auckland
00:08 / 14.03.04
Just missed it again... does that mean I have to eat the biscuit?
 
 
cusm
00:13 / 14.03.04
Half shark-alligator half-man?
 
  

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