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Less searchable M0rd4nt
19:32 / 22.01.03
Those slot-together polystyrene aeroplane kits with little plastic propellers that ran on a lakky band. They rocked.

My Bagpuss mug that I got for crimbo always cheers me up too.
 
 
The Return Of Rothkoid
21:46 / 22.01.03
PJ Harvey.

I think I'm her bitch.
 
 
ONLY NICE THINGS
22:31 / 22.01.03
"American McGee's Alice". It's so *pretty*.....also, that Foust's post in the Head Shop has helped me to crystalise something I was vaguely tossing about in my head....
 
 
Goodness Gracious Meme
14:42 / 23.01.03
Once upon a time there was a sofa. It was brown and soft and covered in plush fabric. It was the most comfortable sofa in the *world*.

After a long and well-loved existence with a family, the sofa was passed from mother to son with love, on the occasion of his moving into a beautiful flat with a bengali in platforms....

*cue 'our tune' music*
the elf and the bengali and the sofa were very happy together at first, but things began to go wrong, and finally, the elf took his sofa and left...

*wobbly lines indicating the present*

but now the elf is heading Japan-wards, which means I've got the sofa again. to care for until he returns...

Yay!!!!

I am gonna miss him an' all, but you haven't sat on this sofa.

 
 
Shortfatdyke
17:25 / 23.01.03
BiP - you may have a comfy chair (no, no! Not the comfy chair etc) but do you have a sibling who just saved one of his fish by giving it mouth to mouth resusitation and heart massage?

[smug]Didn't think so.[/smug]
 
 
Persephone
17:29 / 23.01.03
WHAT?

And stupidly, the other question that pops into my mind... How big is the fish?
 
 
Goodness Gracious Meme
22:16 / 23.01.03
that I don't.

But at least I can spell resuscitation.

and you a writer too. tcha.

 
 
Our Lady of The Two Towers
17:50 / 27.01.03
After about a year or so of prevaricating, in July I sat down to start writing my Professional Development Report, summing up what I'd done to make myself a better librarian since leaving university. It was exceptionally hard work. For some reason, though I can explain in clear, concise sentences what I had to do to prove this, doing it was extremely difficult. This went beyond writers block, it was like a mental block at the point of thinking about the issue. I only had to do six thousand words and it was hell every step of the way. I think part of the reason I had such a relatively easy time writing a short novel at the same time was the pressure of this report pushing me on.

I would have an average of two hours a day, five days a week, to work on this, and often didn't manage much more than a sentence. Then, in December, the first draft was done. So I sent it to the guy at work who oversees our training and he sent it back with some valid criticisms. So I went through, making the changes he suggested, and organising the information that goes into the appendices. A fortnight ago I sent it to him again and he suggested a few minor things, but said it was otherwise okay. So I made those changes, and printed it all out in neat.

And today I got the three copies I have to send in bound, then sent off from the post office by registered mail. And I walked around the town wearing a skirt and didn't let any wisearse wanker freak me out.
And (SFD take note), I've been trannying at work and not heard a peep from management.

They better accept the report now I've written the fucker.
 
 
Whisky Priestess
13:36 / 28.01.03
I have to say that if you're going to be a transvestite at work, a library is surely the best place to do it. Not only do most female librarians dress in quiet, figure-hiding cardies and skirts, but imagine the scene:

Reader: "Blimey! Isn't that a bloke in a skir -"
Reader 2: "Shh! People are trying to read!"

You go, MITOTF.
 
 
The Natural Way
13:41 / 28.01.03
Flux and Bear: because they send me (MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!) nice things. That's: ME.
 
 
ONLY NICE THINGS
13:41 / 28.01.03
From Jeremy Hardy speaks to the nation:

For those of you who don['t know who Douglas Bader was, I'll have you know that he was a hero of the RAF....that is to say the Red Army Faction, also known as the Baader-Meinhof, which he founded with Ulrike Jonsson.

Also, 170 pages in, Harry Potter and the Gobbets of Malfoy has just made me smile. Now if JKR can just find an adjective for Cho Chan apart from "pretter". Even "Prospective Potter Pork-Partner" would suggest some characterisation...
 
 
Our Lady of The Two Towers
14:05 / 28.01.03
Whisky Priestess I have to say that if you're going to be a transvestite at work, a library is surely the best place to do it. Not only do most female librarians dress in quiet, figure-hiding cardies and skirts, but imagine the scene:

Reader: "Blimey! Isn't that a bloke in a skir -"
Reader 2: "Shh! People are trying to read!"

You go, MITOTF.


Contrary to cosy stereotypes no members of staff have their hair in buns, and only one has half-moon glasses or is over 50. And i think i was the only member of staff yesterday wearing a skirt. However, I did have to go walk around outside a lot for various reasons which meant walking past lots of students who seemed to be standing around rather than being in places studying stuff.

And it transpires that the person who complained about me wearing nail varnish before Chriostmas was in last night and saw me wearing the skirt. Ha! In her face!
 
 
Goodness Gracious Meme
14:57 / 28.01.03
Yay for you, Lada. Good girl.

And am v. glad to hear the camo number has been in full effect.... We need to do some more shopping, methinks....
 
 
Tryphena Absent
15:21 / 28.01.03
Oh I just had the best Derrida lecture in the world - naturally it was only outlining the rest of the course - but I understood it ALL! Hooray pat on the back for me (finally!) and everyone else looked so worried when they walked out of the room. Alas I have to wait 9 weeks for the discussion on psychoanalytic reference in his work and we're starting off with boring old Sign, Context, blah blah blah. Still - yay, this term is going to be overflowing with the lovely Adorno and Hegel on aesthetics and conduct literature and Derrida and fashion. I love having fun work to do!!!!!
 
 
Saveloy
15:29 / 28.01.03
I know it's irritating when people talk about their nippers, but f..k you, f..k you all. This puts a big smile on my face every time I see it; I won't go into details but this is a portrait my son did of the first shite he did in a potty. Having waved it goodbye as it was flushed down the toilet, he promptly grabbed his brown crayon and - completely unconcerned by notions of art as a profession or anything like that - did this picture:


Unfortunately a lot of the details are lost in this small version, but I didn't want to clog up everyone's pipes. Looks a bit like the cover to Hex Enduction Hour, doesn't it?
 
 
Baz Auckland
18:42 / 28.01.03
I've been able to pull off a week now of energy! and school work! and learning Spanish! and having fun! Weeeee! It's a feeling like when I was 17, it was summertime, and I had just read Kill Your Boyfriend for the first time! AND I think I can keep this going! As Sebastian Dangerfield would say: Eeek!
 
 
Regrettable Juvenilia
09:44 / 29.01.03
So, recently I finished a whole heap of things I've been writing:

- the script for the third Jenny Everywhere strip (technically part 2 of a 2 parter involving evil coffee companies and ninjas). This means there's now a further 20 pages of script after Name's Not Down, at least 6 of which have been drawn by the Talented Mr Evergreen... All very exciting, and I can now move on to the next one, which features warring subcultures, the evil of the Home Office's immigration policy and the introduction of Jenny Nowhere (East European nihilist and nemesis of Jenny Everywhere)...

- an interview with a couple of DJ-ing, Brighton-based Barbeloids, which has just made the deadline for a young hack competition...

- a couple of reviews which I'm submitting to ace music mag Careless Talk Costs Lives - which may be scorned or ignored, but at least I finally got a couple of pieces bashed out...

Oh, and I got paid today, which means I can pay lots of bills and still possibly have some money to spend on nice things in February. Hurrah!
 
 
Goodness Gracious Meme
11:59 / 29.01.03
Being with someone in class yesterday as they opened up about something really painful they'd never spoken about before, and having them hug me and say thank you over and over... A really powerful moment that taught me something quite fundemental and new.

I love my work/vocation so much sometimes.

Black/Snape slash. appallingly written, most of it, but addictive nonetheless. And I'm getting home access soon. I may never leave the house again.

Putting out a request to Chol, Haus, Deva, Ma'at, Xoc et al, could someone write some decent B/S slash please. It is my birthday... soonish...

 
 
Baz Auckland
12:06 / 30.01.03
Remembering this makes me very very happy:

I can smell your spicy brains!"
 
 
Whisky Priestess
12:41 / 30.01.03
Saveloy: "I won't go into details but this is a portrait my son did of the first shite he did in a potty."

I really think that counts as going into details ...

Gives me a sad: my tooth will probably have to come out
Gives me a happy: but it could be salvageable!
Gives me a sad: at massive expense
Gives me a happy: which I *might* not have to bear
Gives me a sad: also need 2 other fillings
Gives me a happy: at least after that my mouth will be sorted!
Gives me a sad: I don't think I replied in time to get on the Royal Court New Young Playwrights course
Gives me a happy: but one of my plays *is* going to be read in Brighton next month

Oh, the yo-yo nature of my existence!
 
 
Goodness Gracious Meme
16:16 / 01.02.03
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY

I've just spent the day with one of my best and oldest friends, who's returned from travelling and am very VERY happy.

Didn't sleep a wink last night cause I was so excited about seeing her, and got to experience a new and exciting thing: ecstatic insomnia.... just sat up getting more and more excited and knowing that adrenalin would see me through the day.

A day of chilling, eating, walking, talking, staring at each other, laughing ... with three of my favourite people, who haven't been in the same spot for over a year. And won't be for long, as another on is off on his travels in a couple of weeks.

They've just left, I know she's going to be back in a couple of weeks, and have just realised how much I'm going to miss the guy who's going off, and am determined to make the most of him ...

 
 
The Return Of Rothkoid
22:28 / 03.02.03
Finally visiting friends - admittedly in Canberra - is a MUCHLY GOOD THING. Especially as it gives me a holiday from work. Rock.
 
 
Shortfatdyke
13:16 / 04.02.03
I just bought a car. A nice one, you know, with a tape player and everything. It's actually a Fiat Punto, which has one of the most irritating ads on tv at the moment, but it's a nice car.

So who am I going to visit first?
 
 
Our Lady of The Two Towers
13:45 / 04.02.03
Memememe!

OK, during a quiet hour at work, wrote about 250 words of story. Not much at all, but at least I've started writing again and have some ideas about where to go next.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
15:42 / 04.02.03
hah! sfd, welcome to the evil polluting car-owning classes! (btw, Bagpuss paint job still proving elusive).

I've said it before, and I'll say it again- the fact that my dog exists. And that the fact that she's been really lethargic for the last month or so doesn't mean she has some nasty illness, it's just an arthritic leg which pills have made better. (So I can't even shout at her when she gets really boisterous an annoying, cos I'm glad that she can!)

I also seem to have smoothed things out between my flatmates, who were fighting last week. Which is ace.

And the new Nick Cave album, despite what I'd read, is every bit as wonderful as it should be. (Apart from one track, but hey, one track in 15 years that I don't like's not a bad record, is it?)
 
 
Whisky Priestess
16:14 / 04.02.03
Barry - spicy brains is superb! I actually know cats like that ...
 
 
that
16:28 / 04.02.03
I now know the puppy's Kennel Club name. I'm not revealing it here, 'cause I have a thing about names. But rest assured, it's cute.
 
 
Fist Fun
20:17 / 05.02.03
Liverpool 0 - Crystal palace 2.

10 games from greatness.
 
 
Fist Fun
20:24 / 05.02.03
Give and go...

 
 
Saveloy
15:13 / 10.02.03
I bought a fake 'tache at lunchtime, a proper fuzzy one (as opposed to the flat black plastic sort) for only 75 pence. This cheered me up in several ways:

1. It was really lovely to see a variety of styles collected together on a single, perforated sheet of yellow card, all with their own names.

2. The eager assistant put them on the counter for my perusal like a jeweller laying out precious gems for a posh customer in a top hat.

3. I had the pleasure of examining a stout, ginger example and saying to the assistant "hmm, perhaps not, I think I'll stick with The Brigadier, thank you."

4. Walking around town is a much happier experience than usual if you have a fake 'tache in your pocket, especially if it's a self-adhesive one which has the potential to be placed anywhere. Each and every scowling face that bears down on you seems to be aching to have one stuck on it. It's like walking round with a loaded gun in your pocket (a spud gun, at least). I urge everyone to try it. It could change your life!
 
 
Baz Auckland
13:08 / 11.02.03
Saveloy's 'tache story made me smile

It's -18c out but I still feel relaxed, ready to spend the day in class/library, and I've been listening to the Pogues all morning. (sigh of contentment).

AND this thread is slowly catching up to the one on Untamed Anger. Happiness will prevail!
 
 
Mourne Kransky
19:57 / 11.02.03
Feeling pretty rubbish with this flu lingering about still but had a great big happy when I saw this freebie postcard. Have no scanner so have had to recreate it for you:

 
 
Goodness Gracious Meme
14:40 / 13.02.03
The 'tache story and the kitten card are both class.

Being in a good friend's room. She's had a nightmare finding a place to live, months of crappy accomodation and fuckups, and now has a beautiful attic room in a flat with a sun terrace with nice people. And the difference it's made in her is amazing, she's lit up.

And that give me a big happy.
 
 
The Return Of Rothkoid
21:46 / 13.02.03
Coming into the office to find a big flower waiting for me is lovely, indeed.
 
 
STOATIE LIEKS CHOCOLATE MILK
10:02 / 14.02.03
I haven't even begun to formulate my respone to the kitten thing, I'm still laughing (laughing, I tell you! Out loud and everything! Only trying to do it quietly because of sleeping flatmate and excitable dogs) at the 'tache tale. Fan'tache-tic.

Walking around town is a much happier experience than usual if you have a fake 'tache in your pocket should be available on a laminated A2 card with a picture of some lambs or something for people to put on their kitchen walls as a feelgood kinda thing.
 
  

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