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Billy Corgan
16:38 / 27.06.02
BLIND AMERICA


I taste
your fear
it feeds me
I am blind
I cannot see
anything
I have no
vision
all is darkness
no sight
but when I look at you
I see the world
and you don't
when I look at you
I see love
but you shrug
please
tell me what it would take
for me to have your love
maybe we could trade eyes
would that work?
if we traded eyes?
maybe you could
see me
the way
I see you
you should love me
because I love you
we are meant to be
MEANT
TO
BE
TOGETHER
FOREVER
AND EVER
FOREVER
TOGETHER
so be wary of hatred
or you may find
that this thorny bush
without a flower
has slithered
its way into
curling up in your heart
and is quietly sucking
your blood
as vampires in horror stories do
and you want
the high feeling
of dirty lying immortality
red-eyed strength
it gives you
it feeds
be wary
be wary
be wary
or hatred might bite you
like on September 11th, 2001
or should I say 911
a day that will forever stick out in the minds of us all
the act that no one expected
we must stand tall and united
mourning the deaths of those lost
praying for the souls
of the firefighters and policemen who died
a war is needed
we must destroy them
for what they did
the sunshine smiles upon us
telling us we are right
and they are wrong
if we do not do what is right
they will do what is wrong
we must do what God tells us
in our hearts
 
 
Rage
17:21 / 06.07.02
I'm Not One of Those Peons

I'm not one of those peons
I swear it on my life
I'm not one of those peons
I eat popcorn with a knife
I'm not one of those peons
I've surpassed the brainwashed herd
I'm not of those peons
I see order as absurd
I'm not one of those peons
I've seen Fight Club 50 times
I'm not one of those peons
I've hopped over social lines
I'm not one of those peons
I don't fall for "wrong" or "right"
I'm not one of those peons
I don't watch TV at night
I'm not one of those peons
I don't work from 9 to 5
I'm not one of those peons
I don't buzz among the hive
I'm not one of those peons
I'm a brand new breed of freak
I'm not one of those peons
I am unafraid to speak
I'm not one of those peons
I use words like "us" and "them"
I'm not one of those peons
I drink gasoline not gin
I'm not one of those peons
I am truthful of The Lies
I'm not one of those peons
I don't wear a false disguise
I'm not one of those peons
I don't wear no khaki jeans
I'm not one of those peons
I reprogram their machines
I'm not one of those peons
I allow myself to think
I'm not one of those peons
I won't be your Weakest Link
I'm not one of those peons
I have fresh ideas to give
I'm not one of the peons
I've already seen They Live
I'm not one of those peons
I know how to write a song
I'm not one of those peons
I know how to hit a bong
I'm not one of those peons
I'm an artist with a vision
I'm not one of those peons
I'm an ostrich not a pigeon
I'm not one of those peons
I don't own a blue Nokia
I'm not one of those peons
I will change societia
I'm not one of those peons
I'll announce this till I die
I'm not one of those peons
I subvert instead of buy
I'm not one of those peons
I'm an agent with a brain
I'm not one of those peons
I am one who's truly sane
I'm not one of those peons
I'm a different drummer's beat
I'm not one of those peons
I'm a rebel of the street
I'm not one of those peons
I will hold my flag with pride
I'm not one of those peons
I'm the revolution's guide!
 
 
Billy Corgan
19:13 / 06.07.02
chemical weirdness
amazon draconian give away
the maniacal jester laughs
in your beautifully ugly face
kiss me, freak girl
let's make believe we're in a
world of dreams gone sour
in satellite beams with power
a naked grope fuck in the afternoon
show me your nipples
I will howl at the moon
teenage girls are the best in the western world

I'm not a bad man
I'm not a bad man
I'm not a bad man
I'm not a bad man
I'm not a bad man
I'm not a bad man
I'm not a bad man
I'm not a bad man

kiss me now
because later it won't be a choice
oh how I love you, baby
but I hate to hear your squeeky voice
telling me I am wrong
I am never wrong
don't tell me I wrong
just sing along to my songs

in your mind, we are glued together
in your soul, I am your godhead
we eat tea and biscuits on a porch in hell
and I think it is just as well

YOU ARE A CORPORATE DRONE
YOU ARE A CELL PHONE
YOU ARE SPITTING ON MY REVOLUTION
YOU ARE A PEON SLOP
YOU ARE A TIPPY TOP
LET'S LEAVE THIS WORLD BEHIND
 
 
Billy Corgan
20:22 / 08.07.02
I scream at your zombie mind, baby
you pretend to be pretending
are you pretending at all?
are you simply a fake illusion of normalcy?
fuck away your coolness
everyone wants to be cool
no matter what you say
I piss on your conformity
I shit on your flags
zombie zombie fuck slave,
that's what you are
zombie zombie fuck slave,
that's what you are
buy another Big Mac and smile
buy another Big Mac and smile
 
 
Captain Zoom
13:12 / 24.07.02
Filter onto the street,
blinking away the smoke of the night,
the pink blush of dawn heralding the morning.

The night is finished,
the party is done,
embarassed and silent we shuffle off home.
 
 
Billy Corgan
13:54 / 24.07.02
That's a very pretty one, Captain Zoom.

Here's my latest poem:


night whispers
something foul
something rude
something nude

why must this end,
our dream of tomorrow
is yesterday's news
and I love you
forever

but it's time to say goodbye
to all that we've loved and died for
a little every time
I shiver when you kiss me goodbye

why must everything end?
I miss forever
why must everything die?
I will miss you forever

say goodnight, say goodbye
don't look at me when I cry

why must this end,
our dream of tomorrow
is yesterday's news
and I love you
forever
 
 
Strange Machine Vs The Virus with Shoes
19:05 / 09.08.02
Cancycle exis
can sail eyes
space range
fascination
text relic delete
cloud fire bomb
food is wrong
crystal red
black paper
kill ill space
joy despair
hate ingrate
yourself
relax cloud
flown 237
out of here
 
 
Strange Machine Vs The Virus with Shoes
21:46 / 09.08.02
mighty peon
exalt in fury
kill the judge
and fuck the jury

take heed
avoid the main-stream
defy the code
be your god
and reap the results

burn the cults
assault the culture
save the world
and make it home
for lunch

follow the herd
but not the herders
and burn down all
those plastic girders
 
 
Strange Machine Vs The Virus with Shoes
06:23 / 11.08.02
I cant accept this situation
my tide is coming in
i cant explain the real meaning
my tide is coming in
i forsake the truth, again
my tide is coming in
i walk on glass to feel something
my tide is coming in
i turn my back on those who care
my tide is coming in
i walk a tightrope of despair
my tide is coming in
i face the future, its nowhere
my tide is coming in
my tide is coming in
 
 
deja_vroom
15:38 / 23.08.02
The Sax Player

Harriet's head floats above the saxofone - it's one more key in the alluvium.
The sax player doesn't notice her.
The sax player shakes the colors off like a soaked dog.
Slits of ripped smoke in the sky the band.

The band undertakes an arch.
The band falls and it's captured by the doors and windows of sleep.
The fingers rip
The forever-blue of the sky.

Blue splinters.
Fall like tired parakeets and are left behind.
The dancers ripen and are reaped.
They are sold by dozens in misty streets.
The dancers are in a hurry.
What they don't have is weight,
Hence they don't suffer the action of gravity.
They know that somewhere in this immense country
There's a train crossing the plains,
And with it travel their hopes.

The dancers shake like coins,
The dancers are happy coins
In the pockets of a beggar touched by wine.
They're 50-cents ghosts of the Savoy, of Minton's.
Towers collapse with a swing of the hips
Serpents are crushed under heels.
The country's purpose is to grow.
The marquees smile in the middle of democracy,
State of glory all over the nation!

The sax player sleeps in the Autumn.
We know that he sleeps as we know of a garden that's just there.
In the Spring he wakes up, melliferous,
And drags Ganesha in a dance.
(How bellows the sax player!)
And the dance spreads as an ancient wave
In a photography of a beach,
Well-behaved inside the compact picture.
And each obstacle
Dances uncontrollably,
And each obstacle laughs and is demolished.
The notes are electrical wolfpacks, nervous
They take the highways all of a sudden!
The ghosts at the Savoy bounce in the walls as if receiving shocks.
It´s the signal for the old ballrooms
To start vomiting ghosts in a convulsion like a shriek.
We can't even know for sure
Where the dance ends and where the tracheotomy begins.

The sax player is not responsible for his acts.
He is the conduit man, he's just a subway map.
The sax player has sub-levels and access routes.
He is the between-the-three-and-the-four,
He is a piston, or a row of them,
Or a wheel, or a collision,
Or maybe just the possibility, for now.
The sax player inhabits the Pneumatic Machine.
He is a rip in the tissue,
An hemorrhage vibrating in the Universe's trachea.

230802
 
 
Captain Zoom
21:47 / 23.08.02
I hear the notes well up in me before the hand can move
and relive the dream time and again
before it devolves into something hideous

tighten the chord
turn the key
change air into beauty
and leave it hanging
 
 
remorse
23:02 / 23.08.02
fortresses crumble when the breath leaves the body
empires are left to beg
sea fearing stomachs writhing knotty
golden states shift to lead
not one but all do taint this soil
teemed with vital force and flame
shame sweeps 'cross as blood boils deep
beasts long for naked terrain
we are not encased solitary or safe
dictators among the stars
fear is tasted time we faced it
this life devoured is ours
 
 
Strange Machine Vs The Virus with Shoes
22:10 / 24.08.02
An understanding of London’s night bus scheme,
Is all that is needed to view the dark sick underbelly of the London scene.
You’ll wander lost in the city of dreams, never knowing what it all means
A sickness follows that cant be tamed’ your minds a sewer there is no drain,
Revulsion comes, is accepted as real.
Revulsion flows within your vein.
The streets they hold you, try to detain,
Your soul, your longing, you wont be the same.
I laugh at your torment
Stuck in this glue,
You’ll be fed to the pigs and eaten like slew.
 
 
01
07:30 / 18.10.02
Your irony-based engine is dead my friend
Your schoolgirl laugh is fucking over
This city is a hive
The explosion will make it collapse in on itself
Your thoughts are darts
Your words are sweet honey venom
Your actions are a school dance
In the past I would have tried to pull up a chair like some spiky jelled hair 13-year-old Don Johnson
Now I’d just smash the fucking thing with a baseball bat
 
 
brokenlink
01:50 / 19.10.02
old-fashioned burgoise simbolism:

Flower-Bed

You’ve got shivering lips, like an early flower
that blooms in the winter of your frail skin,
amidst the mists of the coldest hours
in the ghastly nights that precede the spring.

The first-born button, of fire and crimson,
rekindles the stars and opens the season.

And melting the snow and thawing the rivers,
your beautiful blossom so slowly begins,
warming my heart with your burning shivers,
and melting my soul in the sweetest sins.

So I will play loves-me-not with your lips,
stealing a petal in every kiss.
 
 
..
16:52 / 19.10.02
My sick friend
will your suffering ever end?
You took my flu
and I gave it to you

But I never knew

Now falling from our nest
The sun warming my wings
Our parent's chirps fading
The ground approaching

West I must fly
and I'm not sure why
Goodbye and Goodbye
 
 
01
17:32 / 24.10.02
This place just about killed me
This place just about tore my limbs off and left me for dead
Food for the buzzards
The sun shakes hands with the Chilli’s high tones
I eat home-made Huevos
 
 
01
07:25 / 26.10.02
My hands are cut to ribbons
Typing is the little girl barbed wire scene from Cyborg
There's a dull laughing knife and a stoic cupboard handle telling me not to be so fucking stupid. Not to react like The Incredible Hulk at five years old.

Guitar & Bass. Out.
Cabal. In.
Not enough action
Too much analysis
 
 
..
15:32 / 06.11.02
She turned and left the room
leaving me as I was

the description of an animal
posted on the wall
beside an empty cage

I hissed in relief
 
 
microcitoyen
18:35 / 23.11.02
I am
microcitizen
of the
macrosystematomic
system
of Adam:
the originaloquacious
atom
who spoke
respoke
and unspoke
the Universe
and my story
rebegins
and I've
already
reforgotten
the end.
 
 
01
05:00 / 09.05.03
So bitter
My team sucks
They blew it
Squandered their lead
Refused to win
Not because they didn't have the talent
Or the skill
Or the desire
They didn't believe
They thought they didn't deserve to win
So they fucked it up
They were their own worst enemy
Just like I am mine

I hate this city
It wreaks of "world class" wannabes
It is a prepetual Columbine the day before the final straw was had
The day before the scales were tipped
The day before the camel's back got broken
The same old day

I love her
She hates me
I don't blame her
I tried to destroy her
I am an idiot
I had the best times of my life with her
I threw it all in the gutter
Alongside some dirty needles
Blackout loaded
Screaming into a cell phone
I think about it everyday
The day I turned into a monster

They tell me that its not true
That I didn't mean to do it
That I didn't mean any of what I said
Doesn't matter
I still feel like vomitting up my soul and what's left of my humanity and flushing it down the toilet
How could I have said what I said?
 
 
01
05:05 / 09.05.03
I" piss on your conformity
I shit on your flags
zombie zombie fuck slave,
that's what you are
zombie zombie fuck slave,
that's what you are
buy another Big Mac and smile
buy another Big Mac and smile "

Zombie fuck slave!
you rule
 
 
Regrettable Juvenilia
10:48 / 09.05.03
Dude! You've taken this thread to new heights. Congratulations.

Thinking about it, between this:

I love her
She hates me...
I am an idiot


And:

I piss on your conformity...
zombie zombie fuck slave


You've pretty much summed up most of this thread, the 'Lyrics Of Your Life' thread, and two themes that reoccur throughout the Conversation and occasionally elsewhere. An excellent achievement!
 
 
01
01:49 / 10.05.03
Hey what can I say? Sometimes you can't contain the howling teenager within.

"Zombie fuck slave" is Billy Corrigan's brilliantly ironic barb.
My literary contribution however, was written out of complete honesty, warts (or should I say teenage acne) and all.
 
 
Captain Zoom
15:21 / 20.06.03
Day 100 x 10 + 7, June 20, 3002

Elasticated
I snap back to you
Unfree and unyielding
A rock wall
Upon which I dash my brains
Gladly
 
 
Billy Corgan
15:34 / 20.06.03
you can say that I am devoted to you
you can say a lot of things
you can say it
so say it
if I could wish away my feelings
I would wish them away
so so so far away
wish them away to a wishing well
where sorrows swim
take me
take me, my head down
fill me up
fill me with your love
fill me up, make me cry
make me scream and moan
a love so strong, a love so powerful
tears are better than words
words just bring me pain
my words bring you pain
painful, painful words
words words words
words pain painful painfully
painfully painful pain words
you make me love you
fill me up
 
 
Billy Corgan
22:36 / 22.03.05
RABBIT HOLE 2005

I went down a rabbit hole too
it was some crazy shit
like being high on shrooms
inside of the Matrix
I saw babies in bubbles
it freaked me out
eat a piece a cake
travel through an Italian chick's 'gina
it's all good

won't you ever love me
like I love you?
won't you ever love me
like I love you?

knife through my paper flesh
like a glum goddess
teach me how to beg
I will be your pain apprentice
in the rabbit hole
yeah, in the rabbit hole
in the rabbit hole in my soul
 
 
Captain Zoom
20:40 / 25.03.05
There is a space in time
where I've sat for aeons
regarding life
and waiting.
A place of mine
where there's no tomorrow
just eternal now
and waiting.
I forget my past
disregard my future
look into the perfect moment
and smile.
In my space in time,
this solitary space
that I would gladly share
with you.
 
 
chiaroscuroing
22:27 / 01.06.05
the window clasped around her ankle.



it's the distance between you and that far away tree.

the gaps between the leaves.

that fill your lungs - that let you breath,

as your shoes clasp on.
 
 
chiaroscuroing
14:26 / 02.06.05

and so,


what does everything you know mean?
 
 
astrojax69
06:03 / 03.06.05

my i-pod
nestles unquietly
at my side

pedals and wind
swirling
unheard above
tricky rhythms
beats and bass

lake lies
sullen under
blue skies
darkening now...

i am crying.

'no, not again'
her name
no longer

a poem
i want to hear:

hell
is round
the corner.
 
 
chiaroscuroing
08:47 / 03.06.05
Touching Cochlea.


You feel like you've been licked with a tongue full of malice,

A tongue that's slicked, sticky floors,

With the cliched, clicks of crushed insects,

I stroke your guilded neck with hands of a thousand small, viscous, black bubbles,

As my untangled toes dip into your eyes,

If only to glide the face of my nails over your lungs,

And bite down on your gums,

Breathing in skulls,

A vortex of coccyx,

To wipe your dry tongue with tissue,

And drag my teeth across your displaced hair,

To flutter my hungry eyelashes inside your throat,
To coax.
 
 
Alex's Grandma
13:35 / 04.06.05
'Why ?'

Why
Do you
Play squash with
That person
Who is here on secondment
From the office in Bristol ?
I watch you
During my lunch break
Through my binoculars
 
 
chiaroscuroing
13:40 / 04.06.05
seranades of smiling ghosts descend to ruffle your hair.

when there are no clouds,
you can see the sky,
the sky covers the Earth,
and you become phantasmagoria,
until pins of clouds return.
and so do you.
 
 
chiaroscuroing
13:45 / 04.06.05

be clear to me. as i smell your lingering kiss.
and the burst of sunshine from your mouth that makes me smile.

clarity doesn't claim the day, her lips taste of shame.
 
  

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