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Intresting noting the interactions of the above mentioned personas, as i removed there power objects from my environment they have been protesting loudly, mainly in the form of people embodied as memories that i used to associate with.
Now i have found in the past that thinking these are direct involvements of people can lead to a kind of magical paranoia, but considering them as my own mental constructs seems to be working well so far, i can then engage in conversation with these self constructed masks, shells i have worn to hide what at present i can only consider a manifestation of a "true" self. but even this uses the same conscious technology of bound forms to communicate with, yet the feeling is more natural and less assumed.
Also the forms associated with this "truth" are more pleasing generally to my sense of well being, This aspect of my character loves classical music and jazz, bright colours, meditation, martial arts and poetry, gains great satisfaction from helping other people, likes order and union.
Its a "truth" long neglected by the embracement of what i consider to be a rebel or the various layers of rebellion and also a resurfacing of the person i tried to escape, someone who seems on first look to be traditionalist and moralistic, but is actually a more well rounded, grounded likeable person. A very strong person as well, if not a little too stubborn at times. |
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