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The Late Shift… like,… Whatever…. Talk to the hand…

 
  

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Saint Keggers
23:54 / 03.07.03
I dont know about 'we'..I'm irked but no longer either pissed or bitter..rather feeling more pity towards that person than anger.
 
 
Saint Keggers
01:21 / 04.07.03
Was that one of those uncomfortable silences you hear about?
 
 
Tryphena Absent
01:45 / 04.07.03
Only a slient acknowledgment I expect. Pity is the best emotion to feel when considering the hidden bitch. It implies their inferiority while making the pitier excuse him/herself as a nice person. I like to bring out the pity gun when dealing with people I might otherwise feel physically abusive towards.
 
 
Saint Keggers
01:49 / 04.07.03
I like to bring out the pity mallet and go Thwackity-thwackity-thwack-thwack! Then laugh. Oh how I'd laugh.
 
 
paw
02:18 / 04.07.03
yawn
 
 
paw
02:22 / 04.07.03
just noticed it's dawn. the sky is dark grey outside and the countryside is dark green. how was everyone's day/dawn/night etc. goin by the way?
 
 
The Return Of Rothkoid
02:51 / 04.07.03
Well, I got asked to be in a short film the day before yesterday, so that's relatively exciting.
 
 
paw
02:57 / 04.07.03
excellent roth, what's your part?
 
 
The Return Of Rothkoid
22:43 / 04.07.03
I'm The Talent.

No, a security guard. That'd be it. It's the lead, though, so that's kinda interesting. I think there may be dream-sequences...
 
 
Mazarine
23:18 / 04.07.03
That's unbearably nifty. Did you check to see if Neil Gaiman was involved? : )
 
 
Mazarine
23:31 / 04.07.03
Well, given the number of fireworks accidents I've heard about lately, not to mention my dislike of crowds, I've decided not to press my luck. Anyone around?
 
 
bio k9
05:34 / 05.07.03
Barry White died tonight.
 
 
Mazarine
23:27 / 05.07.03
Well I tried last night to no avail, so I'm tryin' again. Stop having lives, curse you!
 
 
ONLY NICE THINGS
23:41 / 05.07.03
I'm around, although blessedly unGaimaned. Sleepy, though... have been hurtling.
 
 
Mazarine
23:45 / 05.07.03
Hooray! Jumping hurtles, or hurtling as in hucking?
 
 
that
23:58 / 05.07.03
I'm awake, but not much use because I can't stop fucking crying. I never used to cry at all but since I came off all my fucking pills I've been getting fits of hysterical laughter and bawling my eyes out at everything. It's weird, and actually really horrible, because I'm used to being as tough as old boots and this fucks me up.
 
 
Mazarine
00:02 / 06.07.03
Yipe- what occasions the coming off the pills, Chol? And how long's it been?
 
 
ONLY NICE THINGS
00:07 / 06.07.03
Maz - hurtling from city to city; I had a lightning stopoff to make in Brighton

Bah, Chol - that sounds discombobulating. Coming off meds has weird effects, and v. hard to predict what individual reactions are going to be. If you've been keeping the tops and bottoms of your emotional response systems tamped down, maybe they are manifesting with a vengeance now. How often are you feeling out of control?
 
 
that
00:10 / 06.07.03
It's been a few months, I guess. I came off them because I was sick of them, after I OD'd...and it actually hasn't made any difference to my general state - I'm as balanced as I ever was, possibly more so - more up than down, too. Except I cry at bad fantasy novels, I cry at Buffy, I can't even go *near* Lord of the Rings...and, for some reason (I know what that reason is, but it doesn't make it better), Harry Potter slash makes me weep like a little girl, which is very distracting when one is trying to do bloody research. It wouldn't be such a pain if I didn't feel inclined to hide from everyone else the fact that my tear ducts have got a hair trigger...because I'm blokey as fuck, really.

Aaannnyway... ne'ermind. Sorry for dribbling on about it...
 
 
Mazarine
00:13 / 06.07.03
Haus- was it fun?
 
 
that
00:13 / 06.07.03
Haus - I'm fine, as long as I keep away from anything with *feeling*, basically. So it's controllable, just...annoying, and I hope to god that it doesn't bloody last or I'll have to go to the cinema alone for the rest of my life.
 
 
Mazarine
00:30 / 06.07.03
Aaannnyway... ne'ermind. Sorry for dribbling on about it...
Oh, sweetie, please don't fret about it, I've whined over trivial nonsense, as have most people on the board at some point, and what you describe doesn't sound at all trivial.
 
 
Mazarine
01:06 / 06.07.03
Well, good night all, and Chol, I hope you feel better.
 
 
that
06:13 / 06.07.03
Thank you, Maz...
 
 
Bear
11:39 / 06.07.03
Anyone around on the grey Sunday afternoon, I just completed an upgrade and there were no major problems and I get to smoke in the office and it makes me feel like a big man...
 
 
ONLY NICE THINGS
11:47 / 06.07.03
I'm back on Earth...just about, anyway (hi Chol - sorry to bail - exhaustion). Up far too latre last night, and in fact short on sleep all weekend. Will try to get head down earlyish tonight and go from there...

What were you upgrading, Bear? I'm thinking of upgrading my computer, because, I guess, I was going for something good but reasonably inexpensive when I bought it 9 months ago, but am now thinking it would be not too expensive to bulk it up a bit.... hoom.

Also still tormented by desire for new laptop, but the "I" and "H" keys have unsportingly started working again, making it far harder to justify.
 
 
Bear
11:56 / 06.07.03
Update at work whole system so it's always a bit worrying that you might mess up the system for a few thousand people but it's all been cool...

Laptops are cool, one more payment and I finally own mine totally outdated now though....I have 32 MB of RAM if you want it's no good to me...

Double of Smallville tonight! And double 24 because I didn't see last weeks.
 
 
that
13:34 / 06.07.03
No worries, Haus - I felt better, actually, after confessing the depth and strangeness of my wimpiness to Barbelith, and went to bed myself... thanks to you and Mazarine for listening to me...
 
 
Mazarine
13:35 / 06.07.03
Anytime, sugar.
 
 
Bear
14:07 / 06.07.03
Just like Witches at Black Masses...

Done and dusted and now I can go home.

Have a nice Sunday everyone!
 
 
Mazarine
22:21 / 06.07.03
Speaking of Black Masses- Hildi and Doug on Trading Spaces Family. I'm waiting for Hildi to destroy the childrens' minds, and for Doug to make one of them cry.
 
  

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