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Still, if you thought that's what the situation called for, more power to you
Well, not really, ‘cos I don’t see it as a “situation” as such. I’m not really engaged in trying to sort out your problems, I’m just responding naturally without going out of my way to be nice. I’m not your bloody therapist, mate, and as such, I’m not particularly interested in your Reichian self diagnosis (dodgy ground at the best of times) or how I should react to your reaction to my reaction to your reaction etc – I mean, really, I couldn’t give a fucking monkeys bollock. Perhaps you should stop seeing it as a “situation” and yourself as some kind of “wounded” or “damaged” individual – what purpose do these beliefs and self identifications hold, I wonder. That’s a rhetorical question btw, I’m not interested in reading another painfully acute (but kind of touching) self-dissection from our tragic hero.
If I really am as annoying as you say I am I simply won't post at the Temple or Conversation at all, until I "go through a change", "become illuminated", whatever
I may moderate the Temple but I don’t own it. The more contributions we get the better, as far as I’m concerned, but I reserve the right to comment as I see fit. Like a lot of others here, I think you’re a good writer and you have a nice style, and you’ve got a bit of insight into yourself. But you seem much more interested in using this to write about your problems online rather than trying to deal with them. Note I said “a bit” not “a lot” reading through this thread just before posting it struck me how narcissistic and self obsessed you come over. I think Ganesh has said it best so far - “obsessively wallowing”. Who said anything about becoming illuminated? I’d just like you to change the fucking record.
believe it or not I actually have adapted some stuff to my own life.
I hope you have, and I hope it encourages to do more. I sincerely hope it encourages you to push out of your comfort zone and do something you find challenging and a bit difficult. Like asking someone out for fucking coffee. Try sending him a copy of this thread. That’ll generate a few laughs.
BTW, I couldn’t agree more with on the inadequacy of the internet to assess what a person is like, I also agree with you on the slow process of self change but y’know, a big part of this is because of all the crappy excuses or rubbish behaviour we indulge in. If you can’t see any of this in your comments above, then God help you. |
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I may not be able, at present, to use magic to cause dramatic change in a social context, but I have saved a lot of money on replacing appliances!
It's weird but it seems I can usually get them to work when I don't care about the end result too much... I just know it will work, have complete confidence it will work, and somehow it (usually) does.