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Actually, primarily, I'm workng on *me*.
Yep.
In that, although I have some other stuff going on, I'm finally facing and trying to deal with some pretty traumatic stuff that I've been burying for years, based mainly around my mother's manic depression and subsequent death (when I was about 12.)
It's frightening and exhilirating and I'm changing in some pretty fundamental ways, through little steps. I'm learning to look after myself and value myself, and seeing what I want from life and how to get it. All very new. And seeing more clearly than ever before what is good for me and what's bad, and working on getting rid of the bad stuff.
I'm remembering things I've suppressed for years, which is pretty scary and strange, but is also really satisfying, as it's frustrated me for years that there seems to be a whole bunch of my memories, from about age 12-14, locked in a trunk, somewhere.
So yeah.
I'm working on a long-term career plan for the first time *ever*, having found a vocation/path... that's a new and amazing project. Think I'm going to do a Shiatsu massage class in the autumn.
Oh, and in my trapeze class i'm working on conquering my fear of tricks that start from stnading on the bar and head upwards. want to kick that. |
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