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...I'm feeling particularly low and in need of support at the moment. I must seem like a fucking fisher, and I guess to a certain extent I am, but there's been a fundamental change for (I feel) the worse in the world of Rothkoid, and for me it's a big one. After so much good stuff and grief and work to be at this point is just terrible. Pretty much everyone I know is overseas or going overseas, and so there's nobody I can really talk to about anything. I just... a fundamental chunk seems to be missing from me. (Not, as some would imagine, the frontal lobe, but there's probably a high chance of that, too.)
So. Um. yes. Empathy or sympathy would be nice. Am just feeling very lonely and fucked at the momnet. And I know it's not a big drama for most, or particularly Big Issue on the scheme of things, but it's important to me. And I just feel a bit lost.
Feel free to consider this the threadkiller post and let it drop like a motherfucker if y'all like. Maybe I'm just a whinging ass who should listen to more oxbow and toughen up. Or something. |
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But if I stay inside here, I may kill my family, and that would not be good.
Over the next few years you'll probably have flocks of 'lithers flying over to see you in weird geese-like droves and you'll feel extremely irritated by the whole lot of them! Sometimes you get what you wish for... muahahahaha.