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Had a very intense day yesterday. I by chance heard of something I really wanted on ebay. A t-shirt with a very cool design (I have something verging on fetish for t-shirts). AND it was a piece of rare memrobelia(sp?) AND it didn't say what it was anywhere, no branding (which I hate). I'm not going to say *exactly* what it was (you'll see why in a moment).
I got so utterly wound up bidding for it I did a 3 card spread, mostly out of interest as I'm not usually so passionate.
Wheel of Fortune | Ace of Wands | 9 of Pentacles
Wheel of fortune - the chance finding it was available. Also the person selling it needed the money, so a degree of "cycle", the item passing on due to their life changing.
Ace of wands - I wasn't sure, except maybe that it was generating a huge emotional/adrenalin charge in me (very unfocused).
Interestingly "9 of Pentacles" is "gain" in the thoth deck. Go me, I think.
MANY synchronisities to the Ace; tv show someone thinks that someone else called them a "lion" (living creature linked to fire), a friend changed their username to "I see you brought the fire" (actually a reference to poi, but still), and a couple of others I forgot.
Auction closed at 5am.
Surfice to say that I was totally outbid ($157) which I could have afforded but was crazy money for a fairly normal short sleeve t-shirt.
I was fairly calm and exausted, all burned out but still a dull glow of passion. My reaction was actually; shit I almost spend 100 quid on a t-shirt which I could just as easily go down the road and have printed for next to nothing.... wait a minute...!!!
So I'll spend the money on having the design printed on some shirts, which means I can have one and give some to friends for xmas. Which is why I didn't say what the shirt was as it's probably what set(h) and Quantum will get for christmas.
Looking at the 9 of pentacles more it's also "self-reliance" and "restraint" which works nicely with losing the auction but getting similar to what I want via other means. So I've added "sticking to your decided limit in an auction" to the meanings for that card. |
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