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Wow, great thread. Lots of interesting points. I definitely can relate to the "feeling of futility;" it is depressing when you look back on 1999 as a "gentler, more innocent time."
I, too was filled with optimism when the Berlin Wall came down and the Soviet Union collapsed and apartheid ended - don't laugh, (ok, laugh if you want, I guess) but that stupid Jesus Jones song, "Right Here, Right Now" still gives me chills when I hear the bit, "I've seen the decade end when it seemed the world could change in the blink of an eye..." because cheesily enough that nicely summed up some of the euphoria I felt at the time.
Similarly, I remember the joy I felt the day Clinton was elected and how wonderful the prospect of the Reagan/Bush years FINALLY ending was. (Little did I know!)
Little did I know.
But looking back, I think a lot of that euphoria was actually false. Everything that is happening now, the seeds for all of this were sown a long time ago. Back then, Bin Laden was our friend, remember. Back then the U.S. began its sanctions in Iraq. Yeah, everything felt good at the time, but I think that feel-good feeling was mainly in the Western parts of the world. Shit was still going down everyplace else, it was just nicely tucked outside our line of vision.
I find everything that's happening right now - "the war against terrorism," the impending and inevitable war against Iraq, the Bali bombing, the hostages in Moscow, etc. terribly depressing and frightening, but I actually think what's happening is some sort of huge shift in world ideology/power structure something. There are big changes going down, I think, and I don't know if those changes are going to be good or bad.
Shortly after September 11, I had a feeling in my heart that said, "get the hell out of the U.S., because things are only going to get worse." Now a year later, and having lived outside of the U.S. for most of the year, I have to say that so far, it seems that gut feeling of mine was right. Sometimes I feel I took the easy way out, but it just made me so mad - that patriot act, "people need to watch what they do and watch what they say," propaganda EVERYWHERE that I basically thought, fuck this and screw you, I'm not sticking around for this shit. Have I copped out? Maybe, but I still actually think I have more freedom to express myself here in London than I do in the U.S. at the moment.
But, anyway. I think we ALL have a responsibility to do SOMETHING. I took part in the "stop the war" march. We all know it's fucking futile. We all know the war's gonna happen anyway. But at least I've gone out and said, "I disagree, this isn't my war, don't fight it in my name." You have to make your voice heard. You have to say something. You can't just lie back and say nothing.
But how do we make protesting and changing the world effective? Hmm... dunno. But I'm convinced it IS possible. |
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