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Hear, hear, SMS. I agree 100%.
About Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold: I've never been entirely convinced that they were bullied. I feel (and felt at the time) that the media were making excuses for something they couldn't understand, namely that a lot of kids (and not just the ones wearing trenchcoats) feel fucking empty, and that fulfilling violent fantasies fills, at least temporarily, the void that nothing else can. There was a really interesting article in The Atlantic Monthly about this in March. I'll try to dig it up...
Columbine really affected me, for a lot of reasons. I was just barely 20 at the time, and could identify with H & K: Not with their actions, mind, but with their anger and emptiness. I remembered all too well what high school was like, and the fact that my friends, who were all significantly older than me, couldn't identify at all caused a really big rift.
As gentleman loser says, I thought about blowing up my high school (thanks, Heathers...), and I know that many of my friends did, too. That's not, necessarily, a response to bullying: I wasn't bullied at all. What it was, though, was a response to a world and a culture which, I felt, didn't have anything to offer me , which was false and plastic and heartless (hooooo! Call me Holden!). I've since changed my mind about that, but know lots of people who haven't.
To get back on topic a bit, I don't believe in evil. And I do believe in compassion, for all beings. As SMS says, compassion and right action are mutually dependent. People kill for the same reasons that they do everything else: To teach themselves something. It's unfortunate that we live in a world where people feel it's necessary to take such drastic steps...
I really recommend Colin Wilson's League of Assassins (and let me know if you find it: I've been looking for another copy for 10 years...). It deals, mostly, with the Manson family, but has a lot to say about societal responsibility for the creation of murderers... |
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