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OK. two pictures really is enough, but there is reason behind this.
As Lurid Archieve mentions with regards the magickal effect being one that is inherently internal, which I have to say is the primary access or gateway to meta-creation. I do have a few examples of rather direct external energy effects.
And before you cry 'charlatan', hear me out.
Many moons ago I was married to a rather fiery Scottish lass, who currently runs a piercing shop in Edinburgh. (Knew I shouldn't of shown her my copy of Modern Primitives). Our energies were creating flash points in social interaction, generating psyche demons that would do battle, creating arguements and emotional dramas, where our logical/lucid selves would be shocked by the situation. Occasionaly a form of dual communication would occur, with teh combatitive energy continuing over our heads, literally. Now there are two situations that really freaked me:
1. My ex-wife used to, under certain conditions, have water, clear and tasteless, appear between her knees. I would even bubble up, though not hot. Often this would occur, whilst she was asleep, during the time when see would automaticaly astral project. The eyes shut, a little while later a quick twitch and she was off, and it would take an elephant to raise her. I read up and investigated into this, and discovered that it was a known/recorded phonomenon.
One night I am lying in bed, next to her and notice the twitch of her leaving her consciousness leaving her body. My back and rear were uncovered by the bed clothes, so a start to shift the covers, as I do this I get the distinct impression that water is squirting/pissing onto me. My instant thoughts were that our young cat was in teh room and had lost bladder control, but....
The direction the water was emminating from was a little above me, and from teh direction of teh wall, which stood 6 inches away from the bed. There was no raised surface for the cat to be on, and then I heard teh cat racing up and down, playing, in the hallway. OH My God(s). I was gripped by panic and fear. It took me what seemed minutes to shake it off, until I was able to get up and switch the light on. Suprisingly my ex-wife woke, during the commotion I was making, and stands witness to the starnge blotchy red patch that was left on my thigh, from the water sensation I had experienced.
2. After these experiences I would occasionaly try tests on different forms of energy manipulation for my wife, to help her focus her ability. One test was the creation of energy balls, with the hands. Early experiments resulted in her generating a ball and lobbing it through the air towards the television, distrupting the signal to static, whilst it passed through. This phonomenon was witnesed by a very sceptical DJ that I worked with, who happened to be pooping over with some cash, at the time. My ex-wife repeated this several times and his reaction was classic. Have you ever seen the face of a person whose reality just melted?
3. Just the other year, my Reiki and Mystery school friend Malcolm and I were drawn to hold a meditation ritual at a sacred place set up in some wonderful woods. He had had a rather intense dream, with regards drawing out some primal beastial ego energy from me, so without hesitation upon him recounting it, we planned the nights practice. The manifestation occured whilst we sat opposite our fire, which was a good 3-4 foot in diameter and we sat at least the same agian back from it, not to be burned. It blazed about 2-3 ft high. We were both practicing a breathing technique to synchronise our energies and deepen our state of meditation, this involved the combined drawing and expulsion of three deep breathes. On the third out breath with my eyes closed, I noticed the fire had flared up incredibly and received a warm flah across my face. Instantly I opened my eyes to witness the rising and depleting fire ballfrom the fire. It quickly died off, leaving sparks and smoke in its wake. My eyes quickly looked over to Malcolm, whom was at that moment looking over to me, his eyes were filled with a mix of astonishment and shock. We tested our sanity by both blowing, not breathing, but blowing onto the fire to try and achieve that same results, without success. the nights practice was continued and was extrememly eventful.
Energy manipulation, Chi generation, whatever you want to call it, as far as i have found exists as a distinct phonomenon. This I see as teh bridge between a totally internal magickal practice.
Quote Lurid Archieve
'All of which perhaps says no more than what I said before, that I don't really believe magic directly affects the external. Its probably because I haven't seen it first hand and I have seen (christian) healers who were at best ineffective and at worst actually harmful. '
may I suggest that you look into some reputable healing practitioners. |
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