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So, I've come back to this recently...
I know I explained earlier in this thread that going into Helheim as a Seeress/Seidhkona during Oracular Seidh causes me to get sick. Specifically, two weeks later, like clockwork, I get a spike in my hypersensitivity. The effect is at least enough to make everyday life significantly more difficult, and once or twice (especially in the winter) it's been enough to keep me house-bound for up to two weeks.
I have long since discussed it with Hel, and determined that it's not Her doing, nor does She dislike me at all, but that it's a problem it's my responsibility to overcome.
I have also determined that there is something about the Anglo-Saxon rune Ear that has a significant connection to my work as a Heathen. I recently attended a rune class discussion on this rune which was helpful, though I'm always interested in more input there.
I have recently surmised (but have not yet confirmed) that the circumstances surrounding the death of my life-long companion pet cat, and thus her subsequent appearance in my dreams and journey work, may have been a gift from Hella. I have confirmed with Hella that my cat is now in a position to help me with my work with the Dead and Death, (at least in a Heathen context).
But I still haven't figured out exactly why I get sick, or how to prevent it.
I've been discussing it on one of the mailing lists I'm on, and getting some interesting suggestions, but I'd like more perspectives on the subject, so I thought to bring it up here as well.
Does anyone have any suggestions as to why Oracular Seidh in Helheim consistantly causes a hypersensitivity spike two weeks later for me? Does anyone have any suggestions as to how I may better care for myself and potentially prevent this, other than to totally avoid doing Oracular Seidh in Helheim (which is my current method, but I've been told that's not a viable long-term plan).
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