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I had been Wiccan for quite a few years before going on to what I now simply call "magick". I remember being on a pagan forum after taking up chaos magick, identifying on it, and having the owner of the forum post, "There are things that are OK, and things that aren't OK, and what you do is simply evil. I'll have none of it!" I wound up posting a full page on chaos magick, and what it entailed. She apologized and said that she hadn't realized what it was actually about. She said that it was the word "chaos" that had influenced her view. On the same forum, a poster wrote in that a friend of hers was going down a "dark path". That was the only info given, "dark path". She asked whether she should magickally bind the person. I was shocked at how many persons chimed in, "Yes! Of course you should!" I pointed out to them that they were telling this person to attempt to restrict the freedom of another person without any knowledge of the situation. I also pointed out that this was no different then christians praying for them to convert. Things were strained after that.....
I think that many of these problems come out of our inherent difficulties in stepping into each others shoes. Ultimately, our experiences are uniquely personal. I've encountered misunderstandings about my magick with persons who are heavily into western modalities, as my practices are eastern based,in Tantra, specifically Kashmiri Shaivism. When I talk about casting a sigil, some people assume that the magick that I do is shallow, a mere scribbling onto paper of a symbol. They say, "Where is the beauty in that?" For me, having practiced a system where the simple act of awareness takes one ever deeper into reality until all things vibrate with life, power and beauty, casting a sigil is the sacred act of writing a symbol on the heart of the universe. It lovingly opens that heart to me, and allows me to write upon it. What could be more beautiful? Many things are equally so, but those are the things of others. They have their own beauty that unfolds to those that practice them. The western ceremonialist talks in the same way about their rituals. The Wiccan talks in the same way about their circles. Still, we can not experience directly the beauty of another's experience. We can only take their word for it, and that is part of the problem. |
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