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Why? Really, why? Are you that unsure of yourself and your attitudes that simply hearing a word on headphones is going to somehow going to affect your interactions with them negatively? How does the fact that they are in all likelyhood listening to very similar music themselves affect things?
Well, I think the difference between a black person using the word "n*gga" and a white person doing the same is similar to a black person hearing it as opposed to a white one. That's the difference in terms of a word belonging more to one community than another, and it having the potential to be used as a neutral or positive by one community, and the history of being used as a negative by the other.
No, I didn't mean anything so direct as that the music will shape what I say or do. I'm sorry if you don't understand it but I was just expressing a kind of unease about walking around black people with some secret voice in my ear saying "n*gga... n*gga". Maybe if you interrogate it, it sounds stupid, but as I said at thread-top, I was feeling OK here about just putting down unstructured, honest, maybe irrational thoughts and responses for discussion.
I work with a lot of black British students
Well, here's a thought. Why don't you actually ask them what they think about these issues? Instead of discussing this in the abstract, on the bodiless internet, in an all WHITE space, with a load of WHITE people, why not discuss this with some real live black people, y'know, the people these issues actually affect?
A few issues here. Firstly, I don't think talking on the internet = some bodiless abstract. We're real live people talking to each other in a space no more virtual and abstract than as if we were on the phone. We're communicating through our bodies' interaction through technology, not through a mind-meld. People often speak very personally and emotionally here. You use "abstract" again below: I don't see why it's more abstract to talk about a Cash cover on Barbelith than it would be in real life.
Secondly, is this really a WHITE space? I don't know. I really don't. I don't know who I'm talking to unless they say so. (OK, that does support your point about abstraction!) I agree that if this thread is all white folks talking about racial language, then it has limits, though I don't think it's redundant. But I didn't assume that only white people would or could post, and I don't know if only white people have posted.
Thirdly, yes you make a fair point. If I really am just putting these ideas and concerns about my relationship with hip-hop and its racially-loaded language out in a safe space with a certain small group of educated Western whites, then yes, that is safe and contained, and maybe as you seem to imply, it's cowardly.
In practice, I can see other problems arising if I were to try to ask some black students how they felt about white people rapping along to lyrics that contain "n*gga". It could seem pretty patronising -- "hey kids, I've gathered you black people here today to ask your opinion".
Personally I do avoid asking questions about racism directly to black students, because I want to avoid any idea that they're the in-house experts to be called upon whenever it comes up -- like if you were teaching Orientalism and kept looking at the one Japanese student as if they should know all about it.
As it would be off-topic in terms of the actual stuff I teach, it might feel a little unorthodox and uncomfortable. Working-class black students aged 20 perceive, I think, a significant distance between me and them in terms of our position at the university, our age, culture and class as well as ethnicity. White students are going to feel a similar distance. And I suspect they kind of like and need that distance, too; I don't think they want me acting on their level.
But... I think it's a genuinely worthwhile idea to think about. If it was more "on-topic" within a straight film curriculum, I wouldn't hesitate so much. (That is, if I was still in cultural studies, it could easily be brought in.) As it would be such a tangent topic now, it is more something to mull over.
Anyway, I take this point on board.
I didn't think the Johnny Cash bit was so irrelevant, as we were talking about how someone from a different cultural position would change the lyrics of a song and still retain its integrity, just give it a different direction. |
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