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I'm going to give this posting thing a try.
For me, I think, it's got to do with how you approach those magical tradition that have been entrenched, added to, and deveoloped over the years running from antiquity. It seems to me that the imagery that surround MOST magical systems is so complex, web-like, and associative that after an indeterminate number of years it will become possible for individuals percieving it in a different age in which is was developed will be able to draw on their experiencial background and form connections with what was known to the sages/mystics who created the systmes in the first place.
I've been getting into magick for the last two years now and it has done nothing but depress, alienate, and de-evolve my ways of percieving/thinking about the world based on experiences that had previously created a very comfortable, articulate space with which to live my life. Those experiences, whether they be based on the Toons Pantheon, gaining insight from athletics that can be somehow tied to yogic breath work, need to do just that, be associated develped with ALL those ideas/beliefs that have been developed before the nEw mage decided to enter onto the path he/she decided on.
As of now it is my goal to work with my limited experience and see what it can teach me about the ridiculous myriad which makes up the vast corpus of occult knowledge; western, eastern, space age, etc. Some shit just doesn't work because it too damn remvoed from the practitioners experience thus they have no deep, thought out imagery with which to draw from in order to keep themselves involved in a meaning relationship that honors their past personal experiences, but at the same time allows for their "comfort level" to be challanged so that new information may be assimilated into what they already know, changing what's there already if need be.
I completely echo the gut sensation and random intuition that must permeate every magical life, however it decides to manifest itself. This is the one thing that seems to tell me the Truth about what I'm experiencing. Does it make me feel unhappy to the point where I'd like to get a gas can and a match? If so I'd say that I've definately say I've hit a tender spot in my comfort level. Or does my intuition tell me that being a kandi raver, who reads your Angel cards while on E, is just a little to fucking frivolous to really engage with the world on a larger scale.
Any practice that lulls one into a sense of stagnation needs to be replaced, whether that stagnation be comfortable or not; because some comfort levels are acceptable i.e. the one that comes with the serious adoption of a fulfilling practice. But the intuition, feeling, general perception of one's direction in life should indicate whether or not that deep level is a useful one for the time being, or not.
Does the rocky road up the mountain have to be initiated (i hate that damn word) at the genesis of the magickal life? Or, for some people, does it help to start with something a little more immature?(In the sense that working with shit that's only been around four and half months just hasn't had the time to really evolve into a deep way of engaging with the world)
Which is more effective reading the RgVeda and writing an exegis or scanning cliffs notes, then giving a lecture? I'd think that going to the source, of whatever it is your practicing would be the most effective way of doing anything. With that in mind start soaking your Fluffy Winged Tarto Deck in gas.
i'm gonna go wank it to nothing in particular now. Swet Dreams. |
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