Ganesh, pardon me for confusing you with Gypsy, I am not used to seeing your name in the Temple.
No problem, but this sort of thing is part of the reason I'm wary of coming here very often.
Ganesh, I am in NO BLOODY WAY blaming Seth. Where did you get that out of my posts?
Have you read your posts? I'm sorry if that's flippant or rude and, as flagged up earlier, I'm aware that I come to the table here with relatively little preconception of the political history of individuals rubbing abrasively against one another in the Temple - but, in the 'Personal and Global Workings' thread, it certainly appears to the callow outsider that you're focussing first of all on the Transducer as the source of personal misfortune, then, since Seth was majorly involved in setting up the Transducer (as I understand it), on him.
Apologies if this is a simplistic reading. I don't believe, however, that it's such a wayyy out, WTF reading that it engenders much surprise in anyone. I'm really not up on the individuals concerned, so I'm not equipped to speculate on how your apparent suspicion (re: the Transducer and, subsequently, Seth himself) actually arose, but the fact that you evidently feel you've been "ignored, deceived or flamed", are prepared to accuse Seth of dishonesty and readily insinuate that there exists a "smear campaign" (of which Seth's behaviour is "proof") suggests a sense of victimisation on your part, with more than a little gesturing toward those you feel are responsible.
Ganesh, read my posts again if all you are getting out of this is that I am blaming Seth. I am concerned there is something wrong with TRANSDUCER as was brought to our attention by Badha Catha, who unfortunately never had the gumption to add anything productive to help the situation ze raised.
I've read your posts again. Initially, they appear to be relatively unfocussed expressions of resentment that bad things are happening to you, that this relates to the Transducer, and that you intend to "get to the bottom of it"; implication being, there is a malign influence associated with the Transducer.
Leaving aside the issue of Seth himself, what's your evidence for this? I barely have a sense of what the Transducer actually is or is meant to be, but I'd hugely appreciate it if you could explain, slowly and carefully, why you think it has affected your life for the worse, and lay out the evidence for this. If I'm completely barking up the wrong tree I'll accept that, but as things stand, it seems to me, Strix, that you're very angry indeed, and searching for a receptacle in which to dump that anger. I don't understand the grounds on which you've apparently decided the Transducer is that receptacle.
Maybe this is all about politics, maybe nothing did happen, or maybe is functioned satisfactorily and the reason for criticsizing the Transducer is a personal attack, (especially since there is so much discouragement to change the issues raised). Whatever the case, I want to get to the bottom of it.
All of which presupposes there's a bottom to get to, an agenda to be uncovered. I'm not convinced this is actually the case, and would welcome any evidence to support the assertion that the Transducer has any connection with unhappiness or bad luck in your life, Strix. |