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I was doing ok despite the weed that I smoke until rather recently, and I think it's possible for me to get things back to how they were.
we, sorry to say this, but the advice on this is right. i spent quite a bit of the last year 'self-medicating' with a little weed, and social drinking or worse, and reached a point recently where i finally hit meltdown - i seemed only to have a choice between go in and take the pills and third bottle of gin i had prepared, or phone a friend.
obvious which route i took now, but i have since come to value my friends and their advice and strength even more than i ever did. and i have eschewed all drugs, dope, drink, caffeine, everything since and feel massively better. friends will understand.
i know it will be hard - i had many times before meltdown where i thought 'ok i'll give it up for a couple days and i should be ok' but patently it never worked. i never regained the equilibrium of drug use i enjoyed when it wasn't for self-medication. if that is its purpose, then you have a problem. i did.
go see your doctor, tell hir you are quitting dope and write it down in your journal. give any you have away and give away your papers/pipe/bong or at least put it in a box and put it in the back of a cupboard. really. you'll thank yourself for it soon and that is all you can ask.
other than that, how are you feeling today? i hope there are some sunny thoughts and feel free to pm me if you want more of my story. any time.  |
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