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I find it strange, that, whenever somebody wants to try something like that, people come along quick and basically say: no, don´t do it.
Most magicians (that´s my experience) fool themselves. They believe, they do magic, but what have they ever done, that cannot be explained "scientifically"? For example, all those sigils. To get richer, or cure the flu, or "be more centered". All of that can be explained with self-fullfilling prophecy, luck or chance.
But a demon appearing before you. Now, that can´t be easily explained away. Certainly not, when it happens. That´s real magic. And it changes your life, your world will never be the same.
With the "dull, boring, safe" stuff, pentagram ritual, sigils, etc you can still be "normal", share the world with the rest of the status quo.
But I believe, most magicians are afraid to really plunge into magic, to leave the normal world behind. Because they subconsciously know, there is no turning back, and it is not safe at all.
Crowley said something to that effect: that, when you have decided to go that route, you can´t just wish yourself back to that armchair in front of the fireside, when you are swimming for your life in the ocean in the middle of a hurrican.
So, I don´t want to alienate anyone. I just wanted to share my perspective, that I believe, many of us are too afraid (= not ready yet), to take that irreversible step, where magic can just be put aside, when magic is disturbing and frightening instead of an interesting pastime.
And nobody should be afraid to get mad because of the magical life. Ordinary life will make you break down much faster. |
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