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*starts awake*
Oh, that's right, Halloween. Now, where was I...
I think I was talking about my Firs- Second Night work. Anyway, after watching Werewolf vs Vampire Women (which is every bit as bad as it sounds), I walked out to the bridge, slipped under it, and set up a little altar in the dark. Try as I might, I couldn't get the candles to stay lit (on all but the stillest nights, the wind rushes along the waterway), but (heck) I set them up anyway. I gave the Pumpkin King a food offering of a Hostess Glow-Ball (in shocking Halloween Orange) and a handful of roasted pumpkin seeds, then went through the Halloween Rosary (see previous post). The recitation was quietly powerful, in a cumulative way -- and I grew increasingly convinced that someone was going to suddenly scream right behind me. Oh my, I was sure of it, neck prickles and all. I got through it, though, and helped myself to the second Glow-Ball while I had a good heart-to-heart with Jack. I talked to him about the changes in my spiritual life since the beginning of last Halloween season, and how much I attribute to going with the flow of the Halloween Current. And I talked about what I hope to get out of this year, and what I hope to put into it, and thanked him for what he has shared with me. It was beautiful, and relaxed, and there were strange shadows gathering, and occasional odd noises. Finally, I closed with a recitation of (the miraculously memorized) Silent Scream.
I made it home and wrote a big post to tell you all about it, but my computer ate it. La.
And since then? Well, last night I was once again too tired to function (going to bed early Sunday morning rather than late Saturday night has something to do with that - also, I have a hard time really getting into ritual when there's anyone else awake in the house, and my wife has had insomnia for several nights). Not tonight, though - I'm doing it up right, tonight. So says me. Woo.
[Now, if I could work in a nap this afternoon without my students noticing... maybe a tape that just says "keep your wrist straight, curve that fourth finger, now do we really have to take it that fast?" over and over? Unless I snore... Hmmm.]
Good Haunting, all! Don't get caught!
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