Well, generally the bigger the intended change, the longer it takes for the hypersigil to manifest (I've found, at least). I've observed that the changes i wanted to manifest in my life seem to be proceeding in the order in which they appeared in the book I wrote. That is, the main character got out of her dead end job and met some occultists in chapter one, and in chapter two she was initiated into a secret occult society. Now, in my own life, very shortly after the experiment (which took a year to write out) was complete I left a similiar job for a new one (and in this new job I made contact with coworkers who are also occultists) but now I find myself on the verge of joining an occult group.
I've been re-reading it recently and looking at the chapters ahead to see what trials await me. I knida wish I had my avatar shed her character armor and lose her virginity in a chapter earlier then chapter 7. I notice that she loses her virginity AND changes herself after she literally goes through a Chapel Perilous experience. This unnerves me because I'm still slowly crawling my way towards confronting my worst fears, and it seems this change is getting closer and closer to me (which may account for the nameless dread I've been feeling as of recent). However, it's interesting to observe that I myself crossed the Abyss at the very end of the book, chapter 11, the Daath chapter. Something tells me I won't be advancing to this chapter anytime soon.
One very helpful aspect of the hypersigil experiment was it helped me learn the qabalah better, as each of the 11 chapters corresponded to one of the Sephira on the Tree of Life (for example, the book began on earth, mundane reality, the illusion, hence it was linked to Malkuth). Now I can pretty much look at the Tree of Life, pick out any Sephira and recall it's number, attributes, qualities, colors, godforms, whatever simply by recalling the chapter I wrote that corresponds to it. This is a good way to teach yourself the Qabalah, I feel (not that I'm like some kind of master of it of course). |