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Chiropteran
21:01 / 01.06.04
This thread is an update to this thread about Halloween-themed magick. In it we discussed Universal Monster-themed banishing rituals, Trick-or-Treat candy enchantments, Jack-O-Lantern sigils, and invoking Jack Skellington as a godform. Some of us seemed to really *click* with the "Halloween Current" and talked about trying to preserve the spooky-ooky goodness through the off-season so our skills would be honed for next October.

So.

How's it going?

My own relationship with the Pumpkin King continues, though on a fairly quiet level. I did have one fairly intense ritual with him a few months ago, though, when I finally bought The Halloween Tarot. I decided to consecrate the deck to the Halloween Current, so I set my altar with all my various Halloween gimcracks and gew-gaws, lit some orange candles and communed with the Bone Daddy. To sum up, it went really well. My magickal technique has matured a bit since I started experimenting with "Autumnal Magick," which helped.

Other stuff...

Well, I discovered the T.S.O.L. song Silent Scream, which makes a perfect invokation of the Halloween vibe:

"I'm the cobwebbed stairs, the ancient bones
I'm the shadow rippling cobblestones,
I'm the stagnant swamp, the black lagoon
I'm the branches scratching at the moon..."


...and it just gets better from there. I have yet to use it in ritual, but I catch that little magickal frisson just reciting it.

I also just programmed (*woo* FruityLoops!) some ritual trance music for an upcoming Pumpkin King ritual -- a loop of 13 measures of 13 beats, deep resounding "temple bells," howling wolves, rattling bones, the inimitable laughter of Vincent Price, and, uh, a vibraslap ('cos they're spooky). The uneven measures give the whole thing a beautifully disorienting stagger, which nicely kicks off the trance. I've also been experimenting with Autumnal incense, using myrrh and dried oak leaves (gathered last Halloween) as a base, and trying out various other ingredients. The smell of burning candy-corn is almost hypnotic all by itself.

So, maybe this all smacks a little bit of obsession, but it's just a very compelling and effective aesthetic for me to work in, and one which has seemed to resonate with other people as well.

Anyone else have any Halloween-oriented magickal experiences to share (whether you were part of last Halloween's thread or not)?

The little hand is on the six and the big hand is...well, hovering near the eleven, so I'm going home. If anyone has stories or workings to share, that would be delightful. Otherwise, you'll hear from me next October 1st.

Have fun! Don't get caught!

~L

"No trick - only treat!"
Mr. Moundshroud
 
 
Skeleton Camera
23:28 / 01.06.04
Yes! I've been a Halloween nut since I was very young and it's always held a deeper-than-normal resonance. The extends to the Autumn as a whole but usually peaks with Halloween. My first (recalled) 'satori' experience was a rush of energy upon reaching the top of a hill while biking, then looking back into the wind, at the setting sun...
Anyway, moving on, last Halloween (much inspired by the previous thread) I held a ritual to 'send off' my crumbling persona. I carved a pumpkin-king figure of my own design into a jack-o-lantern at the beginning of October. Throughout the month I would burn incense and candles near it, invoking said figure, and stating my intent of dispatching the persona. It was getting gooey by the final week, so I froze it (figurin' it had enough mojo built up to last, and continuing the rituals sans the actual object.) On October 30th I went out to the bay in the dead of night and sat at the end of an old stone pier. I meditated, stated my intent one final time, worked myself up to excitement and hurled the pumpkin onto the rocks below. As it shattered (and BOY did it shatter, being frozen) I felt a rush of energy from the spine up...

...and have been in a steady identity crisis ever since! But that's beside the point. It was one of the most effective rituals I've ever held. My Halloween costume was also powerful - a trickster-death synthesis invoking the Pumpkin King, el Dio de los Muertes, and a handmade candycorn necklace. Almost met a new love that night save for the tragi-comic hands of fate.

Halloween consistently proves to be the "power-point" of the year. Spring is also strong, but not close enough to truly match. And I have yet to match these rituals in strength and wholeness.
 
 
Chiropteran
13:42 / 02.06.04
Seamus: I love the pumpkin ritual! (And I'm sorry to hear about the identity crisis -- unless this is a good thing??) And, as with the old thread, it's really affirming to hear that I'm not the only one who feels this way about Halloween. I would've loved to have seen that costume, too.

Last night I took out my bundle of Autumn leaves (from a particularly mighty maple tree in the Pine Hill Cemetery) and set them to steep (in sweet almond oil) with althaea and mullein leaf to be the base for an Autumnal annointing oil -- it already smells gorgeous. I'll probably end up adding anise, myrhh, and a few other things (in a month or so). I plan to use it mainly for dressing candles and ritual tools, possibly for self-annointment.

Meanwhile, I'm trying to get my head around another post re: Ghosts and other Things that go Bump in the Night, as viewed within the Halloween paradigm (and contrasted with beliefs about the Dead, particularly ancestor reverence, another important practice in my life). More on that when I'm feeling more coherant. I'll just kick it off with a somewhat relevant observation (partially "received," FWIW): it seems that, despite his skull-head, Jack is not a Death God, nor even a god of the Dead -- he is a god of Haunting, itself, taken as a sacred domain and discipline. He wishes to be quite clear on that point (so far as I can tell, from my work with him).

Oh, last bit for now: I recently started reading about hoodoo "sweetening" spells using things like sugar, syrup, and apples, and it seems that this family of related spells [the basic idea of this spell family is to "sweeten" a relationship, whether romantic, professional, or other] can be very easily worked within a Halloween framework with candy, and especially things like caramel apples. I'm very interested in broadening the scope of "Autumnal" magick to practical ends, to keep it from being stuck in a little self-referential loop, and this seems like a good start. Anyone have any other ideas?

Have fun!

Don't get caught!

~L

"I'm the late night air, exhilarating,
I'm with you in the darkness, waiting"
TSOL, Silent Scream
 
 
grant
15:36 / 02.06.04
Silent Scream -- holy crap, dude, I played the hell out of my tape of that song in 1986. Senior year of high school. I've got an interpretation of it that you may not like, since it kind of takes out the Halloween vibe, but you can ask or not ask about it as you will.

I feel weird talking about/thinking about Halloween stuff in late spring. Everything here is dank and hot and busting out with new growth. Or would be, if it was raining like it's supposed to.

I like to think my Halloween is asleep now, waiting for cool air and the smell of woodsmoke.
 
 
Chiropteran
16:36 / 02.06.04
Yeah, it is a little strange to be bringing up Halloween now, but the ball I started rolling last October has kept on going, and every once in a while it starts bouncing around demanding to be noticed. As one example, it hit really hard over the winter - there was snow on the ground, colored lights on all the porches, and in the space of a couple hours I find a small Halloween candy bag lying in the sidewalk in front of me, and then practically trip over a pumpkin half-buried in the snow -- followed by the unmistakable sense of Jack's presence. He was looking for some attention, and he made it clear on that and several other occasions that he exists year-round and likes a little company. Each round of heavy Halloween synchronicity is followed by a brief but productive period of magickal work, so I don't knock it.

The Halloween aesthetic is something that permeates my everyday life (as a goth/deathrock fan, classic horror movie addict, horror 'zine fiction reviewer, etc.), so the magickal model based on it is available (and appealing) to me year-round.

I actually would be curious to hear your interpretation of Silent Scream, if you want to share (you can PM me if you don't feel it's appropriate to the thread). I am perfectly happy to take the lyrics at face-value for my purposes, but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate an alternative view.

with a blood-curdling shriek,

~L
 
 
Skeleton Camera
20:42 / 04.06.04
Leo..., excellent points, especially the one re: Jack not being a God of the Dead. Indeed he? isn't! And that's the crux of Autumn and Halloween that is so difficult to communicate. Jack is skull-headed because he deals with death but he is not a god of the dead. He is a god of....what?? Passage? Transmutation? Not quite, at least not in the usual way those qualities are considered. IE Jack is not Ganesh nor is Halloween the Chapel Perilous.

So what is it??? I don't know, but this too is something from childhood that I have long felt (and not understood). Halloween is amoral, neither good nor evil, and fundamentally mutating. Death seems to be the vehicle or the gateway. So maybe it is, er, "just" transmutation.

But what a powerful transmutation it is.

And the use of Hoodoo elements is equally great. The two are associated in my mind, probably due to the amorality and earthiness of them both.

Unfortunately I haven't been keeping up with the Halloweening - probably due to that identity crisis. But also due to it simply not feeling right. I can't force it. I have a vial of autumn leaves, and some pumpkin and skeleton objects, but I haven't done any rituals or ceremonies for the Pumpkin King.
 
 
Chiropteran
05:54 / 06.06.04
Seamus: of course, never try to force it. It will come when you and it are ready for each other again.

As I write, the orange candles are burning down on my altar, and the incense still clouds the air (myrrh, autumn leaves, clove and althaea and sugar). Jack was in the air tonight (UKOMA PEFIGU NOSA LEHITU ROBA), and it was good. I opened with the Four Monsters, then lit the candalabra one candle at a time during a recitation of Silent Scream. I made no attempt to invoke the Pumpkin King into me tonight, and just laid out the offering for him (candy corn and a clove cigarette, as well as the music, candles and incense). I made a semi-formal reintroduction and asked him to guide me to resources that would help me grow along the Autumnal path. Finally, I read aloud extensively from Bradbury's From the Dust Returned, a Halloween favorite, repeated the Four Monsters Banishing, and now I'm here, grounding in front of the computer.

Seamus, I hope we're both still on the board in October - when the season draws closer, we should maybe talk about a coordinated working or something. There are at least a couple more of us who would probably be interested (judging by last season, and things said in the interim).

I don't want to overload the 'lith with my personal obsession, but as long as there are people who are interested, I'll keep on writing.

Walk the night proud, everybody.

Have fun - and don't get caught!

~L
 
 
akira
19:40 / 06.06.04
Just a quick question. Can you start something now and slowly build up the energy untill halloween? It'd be like a rocket going off.
 
 
Chiropteran
11:13 / 07.06.04
akira: I see no reason why not. I think that it would be a good idea to attune one's "build-up" activities to the season one happens to be in, rather than try to recreate (or anticipate) an Autumn feel. It will likely feel more "natural" and avoid some of the dissonance of trying to be all "pumpkiny" in June. Let the languid, feverish summer nights work their own magic (local climate allowing). It might also just be a good thing to establish the spirit relationships before things hot up in the Fall, so you can work together with greater confidence. That's more or less where I am, now.

Do you have any specific ideas in mind? I'd love to hear them.

~L
 
 
Skeleton Camera
19:06 / 07.06.04
I agree with this idea, Akira, and we could tie it in to Leo's (???) earlier idea of a collaborative ritual. I don't have much going on right now, well, not magically (see "Magic and Mental Illness"), but a few friends and I are cooking up a Midsummer idea that could tie in to Autumn. It is about channelling the energy of the specific season, slingshotting the power (warmth, laziness, potential) of summer in the crackle of Autumn.

More later.
 
 
grant
19:06 / 07.06.04
I actually would be curious to hear your interpretation of Silent Scream, if you want to share ....

Well, "Silent Scream" was the name of a pretty well known pro-life/anti-abortion documentary in the 1980s. The whole bit about "the cross you forgot to wear" and that seems to fit in with contraception, unwanted pregnancy, and (possibly) guilt over an aborted fetus. I think it's a first-person song from the fetus' perspective, myself.

I'm the late night air, exhilarating...
I'm with you in the darkness, waiting
.

Sex (and fertility) as death and menace, see.

This may map handily over memories of Cromm Cruach, the baby eater. I dunno. I do think it's more than just spooky-ooky stuff, though.
 
 
Chiropteran
12:02 / 08.06.04
grant: I was wondering if that was what you were thinking of. It's certainly a compelling reading of the text, but the dates don't line up for the song to be directly referential of the film: TSOL released Dance With Me in 1981, and the documentary wasn't released until 1984. I don't know how long before that the "silent scream" phenomenon was publically known, though, so it's possibly that both song and film took their titles independently from the same source. Either way, I don't think that it harms the literal interpretation to entertain deeper meanings.

Seamus and akira (and anyone else who feels like chiming in): since we're talking about extended/collaborative ritual, how do you actually see all this Halloween stuff fitting into your own cosmology and pre-existing practice? How would you like to see it intensified, and to what purpose? Let's do a little brain-storming.

Before I scamper back to work, I'll close with some snips from C.J. Brennan's Secreta Silvarum, apropos of Summer workings:

1 Oh yon, when Holda leaves her hill
2 of winter, on the quest of June,
3 black oaks with emerald lamplets thrill
4 that flicker forth to her magic tune.
....
13 all night, while the black woods in mass,
14 serried, forbid with goblin fear,
15 fay-revels gleam o'er the pale grass
16 till shrill-throats ring the matins near.

17 Oh there, oh there in the sweet o' the year,
18 adventurous in the witching green,
19 last feal of the errant spear,
20 to seek the eyes of lost Undine
....
29 Oh, there to drowse the summer thro'
30 deep in some odorous twilit lair,
31 swoon'd in delight of golden dew
32 within the sylvan witches hair;

33 the while on half-veil'd eyes to feel
34 the yellow sunshafts broken dim,
35 and seldom waftures moth-like steal
36 and settle, on the bare-flung limb:

(Brennan is my favorite new-discovered poet; at his best he is intoxicating...)

Have fun, and don't get caught!

~Lep (with a 'P')
 
 
Sekhmet
18:37 / 10.06.04
I just wanted to thank Lepidopteran for bringing this up and for linking the old thread, which I've been breathlessly reading all afternoon. Fantastic stuff!!

I love Halloween, largely because I jump at ANY chance to dress up in a costume, or to scarf chocolate. But a few years ago a friend invited me to a small Halloween ritual that involved banishing the bad from the old year and invoking hopes for the new (it was a Samhain ritual technically, but it was dressed as a Halloween ritual; we dressed in costumes to symbolize what we wanted in the following year, and we burned scraps of paper bearing things we wanted to get rid of in a jack-o-lantern flame). Ever since then I've seen Halloween as a good time for bringing out new energies via costuming. It works startlingly well for me.

I was going to dress as Ragged Robin last year, but I wussed out at the last minute (and went as a katana-wielding schoolgirl anime chick instead). So Ragged Robin is the plan for this year again - just finished re-reading the Invisibles, and I'm determined to go through with it. I'm just hoping I can get the results I want without having to spend two years in an asylum...

Many thanks to Lep for the inspiration; I'd been thinking about Halloween already anyway, but now I'm fairly drooling for October to get here...

Mrowr!
 
 
Chiropteran
11:27 / 11.06.04
Sekhmet: thank you. There was a little discussion last season about costuming, but I think it's still an area wide open for exploration. Do you wanna riff on that a little?

Meanwhile, in semi-related news, I just had to (painfully) pass up a huge lot of dozens of old Universal horror (and Godzilla!) movies on eBay - there was some really good stuff in there, but it just got too pricey, and there were still a couple days left... Too bad, that.

I have a ceremony to Legba planned for the weekend (along with my birthday), but I'm going to try to do another ritual with Jack before/on the New Moon. I'll be sure to report.

Have fun!

~L
 
 
Skeleton Camera
00:31 / 12.06.04
I don't know how I'd fit a long-term Halloween working in at this moment. But I am in a relatively free-and-clear spot to start something up. The tremblings of the past year-plus are beginning to settle, allowing for some serious and foundation-level work. What all this means is that now is a good time for me to begin a longish rite such as we are describing.

I have my Halloween paraphenalia available and was considering starting up a daily devotional ritual. I am also going to begin a series of shamanic exercises, inspired by Gypsy's "Drift" essay and could tie those into a Halloween or seasonal working. My first begins tonight and I'll take direction from there.

For our group working, however, still don't have a clue. I will say that it shouldn't have a "goal" in the sense of 'making stuff happen'. Perhaps a hard-core invocation of the Pumpkin King, the trickster-haunter, into our lives? Fire away...
 
 
Skeleton Camera
00:30 / 15.06.04
I conducted my first drift the night of that post, and came back with an overwhelming impression of SMELLS. Odd, since I'm usually visually oriented, but clearly an important distinguishing factor. While walking through a deep, black stretch of trees I smelled a strange combination of fried onions and skunk cabbage. This ring any bells? I can't pin it down better than that but such was the flavor. (Immediate thought was Lovecraft's Old Ones and "by a foeter you shall know them..." but fortunately nothing like this came about) As I continued on the smell shifted to a deep, wet 'natural' smell, like a dense cluster of leaves in midsummer (that one makes sense). Then there was the cow and sheep dung from a local farm. A tidal wave of EARTHY, NATURAL smells, all extremely intense and appropriate to the area in which I live. The sky was spread out above, filled with stars and streaks of clouds.

The Earth, perhaps Goddess, angle, seems to be one to pursue. It's appropriate enough for summer - with its fecundity and almost overwhelming green abundance - and would seque well into Autumn.

The other, more directly Halloween angle I came upon, is related to costume. I am emerging from this year-long identity-crisis armor-collapse period and am ready to step into ME. Mind you at this stage I cannot pin down what ME is defined as, but it's there as a blur on the psychic horizon. How would I/we tie this into a larger Hallowmass ritual? And are you two (Lep, akira) thinking anything the same?
 
 
Sekhmet
02:19 / 15.06.04
Halloween costumes make fantastic magick... choose your meme and put it on, mold your psyche into a new shape, and why not eat an entire bag of Tootsie Pops while you're at it?

Masks and costumes are an ancient tool for stepping between worlds and into the time outside of time... in plays or rituals, at festivals or initiations... kachina masks, wolf skins, deer horns, robes... modern people put on costumes for ritual purposes without even realizing that's what they're doing: think about baptismal robes and bridal gowns, graduation robes, prom dresses, tuxedos. Anything can be a costume, even if you wear it every day. A suit and tie. Your Sunday best. Your clubwear. The costume is sacred dress for effecting change. The costume alters your identity while you're wearing it. And depending on your intent, the change can be permanent, or can provide a major step towards a permanent change.

Just decide what you would like to change about yourself. Or, alternatively, what feature would you like to bring to greater prominence? What symbolizes that principle to you? How can you enact it?

The first year I approached Halloween costuming as magick, I decided I wanted to bring out a wilder side of my personality, become more willing to take risks and flout authority, be a little stronger, braver, and self-reliant. I rummaged around in my closet till I found a Harley Davidson tank top with a dragon curling around the logo. Sterotypical biker images flowed into my mind; the open road, freedom, lawlessness, Easy Rider. Tossed it together with a black leather jacket, worn jeans, combat boots, studded black leather armbands and dog collar, and a bandana. For some people this would be everyday wear; for me it was a costume, and it symbolized the fuck-all attitude I was trying to evoke. I wore it in ritual that night. Looking back on the subsequent year, I think it was fairly effective.

Of course, a side effect of getting into costumes is that your closet fills up with odd collections of things you simply can't use every day. My friends come to me when they need a costume for a theme party or a play - I've recently loaned out a belly dancer outfit, several graduation gowns, and assisted another friend in dressing for a "Pimps & Ho's" party; I was a little abashed that the outift she settled on was, in fact, one that I regularly wear to clubs...

I think this is one of the most important things about Halloween, and it seems to me that the chance to really use it is often wasted. Just because it's fun and silly doesn't mean it can't also accomplish something.

Anyone have costume stories or ideas to share? Ever had an outfit influence your personality, or used costuming in a ritual? Share share share, all you Halloweeny people out there, awaiting the October moon, though it's the middle of frikkin' June...
 
 
Chiropteran
12:08 / 16.06.04
Sorry, I've been away for a few days, but I'm back.

Seamus: I am reminded of the recurring phrase in Shea/Wilson's Illuminatus!, "and over all there was a smell of fried onions." Beyond that, I just don't know.

I have to say it: regardless of what you might think of it as a movie, classic monster lovers owe a debt of gratitude to the new Van Helsing -- it comes along and suddenly there are new bonus-packed DVD re-releases of Universal Monster staples, new monster-themed toys, and a slew of new "classic" monster movies (like Tomb of the Werewolf and Vampires vs Zombies). I wonder if it has anything to do with, well, this thread - the little surge of interest in all things monster.

Meanwhile . . .

Uh, I'm gonna have to get back to y'all - work beckons.

Have fun!

~L
 
 
Skeleton Camera
19:04 / 20.06.04
Alrighty, I'm back - having as much busy-work-requirements as Lep, from what it sounds like...

QUEEN MAB! has been a strong presence recently. Or rather, she is a figure who has most recently revealed her name, having been in my life a LOOONG time. And just last night, amidst swirling winds and a bare, starry sky, I communed with her in a nearly-ecstatic state.
I've also dedicated recent writing to her and burned incense to her almost daily.
Point being, while she is a perennial figure, she is particularly prominant now and I see my involvement with her sequeing into pumpkin rituals come Autumn. Talk about a buildup of power!

Any thoughts? This probably needs clarification. It's not 'faerie wicka' but a very primal and deep involvement with earthy deities (for Mab is an aspect of goddess-at-large). Very much the way I feel about Autumn and the Pumpkin King - he is an aspect of god-at-large, and Autumn is when "the veils are thinnest" in my reality tunnel. Hence my interest in the hoodoo work you mentioned, it being very earthy and primally Autumn.

Dig?
 
 
Chiropteran
18:20 / 29.06.04
Seamus: Sorry to leave you hanging like that - I've been elsewhere (more or less). Would you share some more about Queen Mab? I'm terribly interested.

Truth is, after my recent Pumpkin King ritual, the Autumnal vibe has subsided to "background" level -- the itch was scratched, so to speak. My request, though, that my steps be guided toward certain useful resources has been granted in a big way, though. A hoodoo spiritual cleansing bath (pine, rue, and sea salt for those keeping score) helped a bit, too. In fact, it's been a busy time of active learning - I'm starting to wildcraft certain herbs (with care for mimimum eco' impact), blending more annointing oils, and drinking hoodoo teas for "second sight" and "dreaming true" (get back to me on that).

Have you done much hoodoo work up to now? It's really something quite different than anything I had done before - in feel as well as practice - and it's really satisfying. If you're interested, I strongly recommend cat yronwode's book Hoodoo Herb and Root Magic, and her website luckymojo.com, which has a really good introduction to the whole deal. The word "hoodoo" is getting thrown around a lot right now in the Llewellyn-esque world of popular magick, but cat really goes back to roots (she's as much a folklorist and historian as a rootworker, which gives her site a sense of perspective).

I guess that's all for now... And in closing:

Behold the chariot of the Fairy Queen!
Celestial coursers paw the unyielding air;
Their filmy pennons at her word they furl,
And stop obedient to the reins of light;
These the Queen of Spells drew in;
She spread a charm around the spot,
And, leaning graceful from the ethereal car,
Long did she gaze, and silently,
Upon the slumbering maid.
~P.B.S.

Don't anybody get caught!

~L
 
 
Skeleton Camera
22:15 / 29.06.04
Wooo! Your hoodoo work sounds extremely impressive. I've perused LuckyMojo several times but have not yet gotten the book. Next on the list! As such I haven't practiced any hoodoo work...aside from candles-n-incense, which I've been doing for a while.
Anyway, Queen Mab ("The Battle of Evermore" playing into my ears), without egrigious personal background:
Mab is the Fairy Queen, the Queen of Magic, and a patron figure. She is almost invisible, skin colorless (rather than pale or white, I just realized), with a huge mane of curly, flaming red hair. She travels and laughs on evening winds and across the grass in silver fishtrails. She watches in trees as their leaves turn over in an oncoming storm. She is the wind deep in the forest, moving like distant traffic. The silver and transforming radiance of moonlight. She is tricky, powerful, laughing and abundant.

I identify her with a crackling presence and an unexplainable giddiness. Delirium from Sandman and Tori Amos' musical persona.

I've done a few simple circle rituals to commune with her, but more often the communion is "informal." The aforementioned ecstatic experience was one evening during the aftermath of a storm. I invoked her only verbally and was almost overwhelmed by refreshment, giddiness, and uncontrollable laughter. There have been other times, earlier rituals, in which I've addressed her simply as The Moon or The Wind and gotten distinct, uncanny responses. Latent skeptic that I can be, it's nevertheless something undeniable when an otherwise calm evening wind suddenly rushes across your face and howls in your ear.

That's Mab in a nutshell (hahahahaha!) Doesn't do her justice, of course. But you can see the connection and segue into October Country from here. In fact I have done a few drawings of an "Autumn Queen," clad in leavy gown and with a face of mottled, terrible leaves. She may be the entropic Mab, she who takes the old away to make room for winter...I should scan these drawings.
 
 
Chiropteran
12:35 / 30.06.04
Well, I wouldn't say impressive so much as pervasive - I'm really just a beginning student, but I'm trying to really immerse myself in it while I learn the ropes (or roots ).

Your description of the Queen is lovely and inspiring. Speaking seasonally, I've found some writings on the net relating Queen Mab to Mabon, the Autumn Equinox, but I don't know if that's historically accurate or if it's neo-pagan revisionist mythography*. Either way, there is at least a poetic connection which is directly relevant to Autumnal workings.

~L

*I can sling a euphemism with the best of them
 
 
beautifultoxin
03:34 / 02.07.04
Re: Mab and Mabon, that's more of a link to the old Welsh "Mabinogion," which I admit I have not read in full (bad witch!), but concerns the transformation of one Gwydion into a powerful magician/shaman, funny strung together consonants and all. (Bloudewedd = Blood-eye-weth? Sure!)

Queen Mab is with me, almost always -- and not just an alter ego on my Faerie smut site (as Queen Maevve). One friend of mine and former coven sister told me a wonderful story of a drawing down ritual in which Mab appeared an told her:

1. Don't look for me in books.

and

2. Wear more leather.

There you have it.

Mab's "Wild Hunt" coincides with Beltaine, I believe, that is: the changing of the courts of the Daoine Sidhe, from Unseelie (Samhain to Beltaine) to Seelie (Beltaine to Samhain). I am sure this also connects to Walpurgis Nacht (May 5th), which, spooky of spooks, is the night Jonathan Harker arrives at the Count's place in Dracula. May is dark and scary? Yes!

That's enough now, I think.
 
 
Skeleton Camera
21:24 / 02.07.04
THANK YOU for that, particularly the "don't look for me in books" comment (and straight from the source). I'm big on books and, despite my previous description of Mab, would probably have spent a lot of time trying to "find her" in texts and "get it right" per rituals etc. Thanks for the advice otherwise.
To jump into the overly analytical: it's difficult to 'trust yourself' for much of this stuff, particularly when dealing with gods/goddesses/etc. Even after an amazingly strong ritual, give me two weeks and my annoying skepticism will begin to doubt the experience. Good to have that guy around as a tool but not good as a major player in my existence.

Tonight's the full moon! Time to get Mab-core.
 
 
Skeleton Camera
14:05 / 04.07.04
Right, that last message was sort of pointless.

Beautifultoxin, can you give any more details as to your, or your sister's, Mab workings?

This feels BIG somehow, perhaps the long-term working gelling into shape. It's coinciding with the identity crisis and Abyss experience of the past year-plus finally coming to a close. Which means, however logically or not, that Mab and her phenomena and the Pumpkin King in October seem more close, and more intrinsic, than e'er before.

This could be obsessiveness but it feels more ACTUAL somehow, not just an idea I'm clinging to.

I spent the last week dedicating incense to Mab and performing meditations, with some strong effects. I also invoked her support for the sigil working on Friday (see "No Bush" thread). That was sort of tangential to just getting to know her, but the preparation was a good exercise in patience and charging, and I'm psyched to keep the work rolling.
 
 
Skeleton Camera
14:51 / 04.07.04
Here are the aforementioned drawings re: the Pumpkin King, Mab, et al.

the couple

Mab figure (cropped)

Pumpkin King

The first and last are from the previous September/October, right when all the Autumn magic was taking off. The middle picture was done last summer and not explicitly linked to Mab at the time. "Recent research indicates, however..." The Queen in the "couple" picture is who I referred to 'entropic Mab', ie, the Queen of Decay and thus late Autumn.
 
 
Chiropteran
12:47 / 06.07.04
Seamus, I wasn't able to follow the links you gave above.

At the end of last week I was driving around thinking about the 'lith in general, and this thread in particular, when I pulled up behind a car bearing the license plate: "MAB"

Seamus, I know well the feeling that you describe, that Something Big is going on. Right now you (and each of us) is engaged in mythopoesis, the organic and sometimes tumultuous (re)birthing of fresh myths into the world (as mothers or midwives? Both, likely). Books can tell us the stories of others who have gone before us, but they give us a glimpse (only) of what we might expect as we trace our own paths into the wilderness. Sometimes what we find will take unexpected (and unprecedented) forms, but they inspire our trust and devotion, nonetheless.

Beautifultoxin is a good person to converse with on this subject, preferably over a cup of tea.

~Lepidopteran
 
 
Skeleton Camera
01:11 / 07.07.04
Alright, working links if I'm not mistaken:

the couple, the Pumpkin King and entropic Mab

Mab

Pumpkin King

Enjoy!
 
 
Chiropteran
11:41 / 09.07.04
Nice work with the pictures! I especially like Pumpkin King, but I'm biased. (Unfortunately the links have gone down again, for administrative reasons...)

I would, of course, love to hear more about your adventures with the Queen (an old friend of an old friend, as it were), if you feel like sharing (thread summary be damned, it's related)?

I went out on my bike last night, herb-hunting (wipe that smirk off your face, I was after mullein). My first little thrill of the evening was what very well may have been a glimpse of a little Eastern Screech Owl (we can hear them over our house, sometimes, but I hadn't yet seen one) - I may also have been very close to one of the local foxes, but I'm less sure about that (it's been a big summer for fox sightings, though - three within a week or so, two of them traveling together). The thing that really moved me, though, was when I pedalled off into the darkness on a service road leading behind the tobacco fields to the abandoned train bridge---- I have never seen so many fireflies! Surrounding me on all sides in the near-total darkness (to my unadjusted eyes), they were thick as Christmas lights amongst the trees. It was really terrifically amazing.

Was all that relevant to the thread? Yeah, I think so.

So, where would we like to go from here? Some of us have expressed an interest in coordinating (or at least correlating) workings, but I'm at least as interested in sharing and documenting experiences with this particular whatever-it-is. So, what's going on in your corner of the woods?

"I'm the late night air, exhilarating
I'm with you in the darkness, waiting"


~L
 
 
Skeleton Camera
20:10 / 09.07.04
Indeed, the pictures are down again. I'll have a domain-based website up in a month or two, so I can put them up again. In the meantime, contact me if you want them individually.

Your firefly story is YET ANOTHER eerie coincidence in this thread. I too have been making late-night wanderings, and have had a few moments of meadows SWARMING with fireflies. The effect is staggering - and agreed! it's relevant to the thread. There is something nearly awe-inspiring about the patterns, the intricacy and the PRESENCE there. It occurred to me at last sighting that fireflies were often associated with faeries. Now, I personally don't take that literally - but nevertheless the, er, MAGIC of the scene is definately related to Mab and her presence.
More later!
 
 
Skeleton Camera
20:48 / 14.07.04
Another B&O shot in the skeletal arm!

The Autumn Current, then. This is gonna weave from pipe-by-the-fire intellectuality to freeflowing poetry..but that's how I think!

Autumn and Halloween in particular have for so long been associated with "the veil thinning" that our Autumn Current doesn't seem much of a surprise. What's amazing is how innately powerful it is for a strikingly large number of people. Validates my faith. There were Autumn cliques around the Net before, particulary at nocturna.net (which was GORGEOUS and inspiring and now gone), kindred autumnal spirits all recognizing the chill and the fluttering leaves and the early dusk as powerful presences.
Etc, etc. Autumn is an extremely powerful gateway time.

But being so, the Autumn Current must be distinguished from the season. Not separated but distinguished. They're like a spectrum. Of course the Autumn Current is most strong during the Autumn season but its various manifestations may appear at any given time.
MAB - the Fairie Queen - what role does she have? I see, and experience, Mab as both a "representative" of Autumn and a gatekeeper figure. Then there's Jack Skellington...or the Pumpkin King...all three of them are ESSENCES condensed into entities.

(I'm boiling over here! Sorry if this is not coherent but I should probably write six drafts and then post it...)

The experiences of Autumn have always been spiritual in my life. There is not a KINGDOM OF AUTUMN but there is an ESSENCE that is an expression of the Divine. And that essence can be felt in many ways.

("They think in emotional aggregates.")

I hope some of this makes sense. Here's where words really run dry. Mab and Bone Daddy and whomever else are distinct entities but also condensed forms of Autumn itself, which is itself a particularly powerful form of the Divine. Maybe that's it in a nutshell.

As for the magic itself...all this comes from an increasing sense of the symbolism of things, being out and about and watching the trees flutter or cars go by and feeling there is SO MUCH MORE "behind" them, practically stretching and bursting with its own significance. Continued practical devotions/meditations with Mab. Her name is even a mantra of sorts. MMMAAABBB...

I still don't have concrete plans for 'the big group Halloween working' but I don't think it matters anymore. This current is rolling, and the mythopoesis is strong indeed. Autumn is so greatly a time of change as well - and all the associated dieties are at least partly tricksters. Any effect on the US election? Rolling things over...definately building a charge here.

Stay haunted and keep haunting!
 
 
beautifultoxin
09:06 / 16.07.04
Just quickly, and then I'm del.icio.us'ing this to come back to later...

Seamus:
Mab and fireflies go together in my experience.

My coven sister is part of a British Traditional Wicca trad, named Blue Star, itself an offshoot of Alexandrian Craft. Take a gander at the Farrar's description of Drawing Down the Moon in The Witches' Bible Compleat and other works. (This is one time when I bow to Wicca; these BTW's know their stuff back and front.)

Brother L.
I think of you, in "Diamond Dogs," esp.:

The Halloween Jack is a real cool cat
And he lives on top of Manhattan Chase
The elevator's broke, so he slides down a rope
Onto the street below, oh Tarzie, go man go

Meet his little hussy with his ghost town approach
Her face is sans feature, but she wears a Dali brooch
Sweetly reminiscent, something mother used to bake
Wrecked up and paralyzed, Diamond Dogs are sableized
 
 
Chiropteran
14:39 / 16.07.04
beautifultoxin, you've made the 31st Reply!

YOU WIN!!!

I'll hopefully have something more substantive to post in a little while.

Devant la caserne
Quand le jour s'enfuit
La vieille lanterne
Soudain s'allume et luit,


~L
 
 
Chiropteran
17:37 / 16.07.04
For those of you just joining us in The Twilight Mystery Theatre (*grin*), this thread is quickly departing from its somewhat glib thread summary into something more evanescent (and journal-ish).

It seems that there are a very few of us actually involved in the thread, but I wonder if there are others that are quietly following it with interest? If, indeed, we are merely conversing amongst ourselves for our own benefit, then we can find a place to take our conversation off-board. If, on the other hand, this unfolding mythopoesy is relevant to your experiences, or if it offers a glimpse into a certain way of relating to the magickal world, drop us a line in the thread or via PM, and we will continue to share.

We are dancing somewhere in the Interzone between "narrative hypersigils" and religion, embracing synchronicity as omens, wandering into sacred driftwork, calling on entities both pop-culture and ancient, and warding off the temptation to indulge in obsession and self-importance. If nothing else, it's a way to synthesize in practice many of our common discussion topics on the 'lith. Call it a 'lab section' in our Invisible College curriculum.

Does anyone remember how it was in this thread, when you realized that you weren’t the only one having those kinds of dreams, and all right around the same time? This is kind of like that. It’s kind of like the feeling you got while reading The Invisibles or Cities of the Red Night for the first time, then looking up from your diner booth or park bench and seeing everything in hypercolour.

Now, do we maintain that Queen Mab and The Pumpkin King are banding together and mustering an occult army to fight in the coming Doomsday Battle? No. (Why, what’ve you heard?? ) That kind of Apocalypticism is dramatic and tempting, but really doesn’t do anyone a whole lot of good.

What I do suggest, though, is that there are people who are having interesting “weird” experiences, and that these experiences seem to increase in intensity and perceived significance when these people come into contact with each other and cross-pollinate (or syncretize) their personal mythospheres --- we can speculate on an “objective underlying reality” or wider “real-world” significance and impact, but this is all that we can say with any confidence. (Myself, I’ve been through the “what does it all mean, and is it real” stage many times, and I’ve never come out of it any happier – it just pushes me back out of the flow, so: fuck it, for now.)

Now, some of these experiences also seem to be related, with people being joined together in apparent webs of synchronicity, and this thread (and its predecessor) focuses on one (increasingly broadly defined) “current” or imagery-set that some of us seem to have an affinity for. And the points of intersection (the nodes of the web, if you will) seem to be where the action really is.

Like GM said in an interview quoted in yet another recent thread, ”’life’ plus ‘significance’ equals ‘magic.’” Setting aside for the moment potentially tangled definitions of “significance,” this seems particularly relevant here. This is our magic, this is our significance, this is our life, our personal mythos – by which I don’t mean that it is exclusive (or exclusionist), but that it is being lived and experienced by us now instead of being handed down.

So, I guess the thread is at a turning-point. Does it spark anything in anyone reading now? Do you care to add your own spice to the blend? Let us know if you’d like to see us continue, otherwise we will wrap up our show (then it’s off to the cast party… heheh).

If we shadows have offended,
Think but this, and all is mended,
That you have but slumber'd here
While these visions did appear.


~L
 
 
salix lucida
18:26 / 16.07.04
Carry on.

Someone's got to watch from the shadows in this sort of tale, mustn't they?
 
  

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