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BiP: Namely that I didnn't intend to suggest that a category of 'whiteness' is a single, simple entity, *or* that it holds 'the key'/is the over-riding identity for someone who may come under this umbrella.
Xoc: Like Lurid, I think skin colour is and should be irrelevant in every single way that people try to make it matter. I don't think of myself as "white" in any way that says anything important about me as an individual
The trouble with not interrogating whiteness, as I think BiP put more beautifully in her first post than I'm about to, is that it allows whiteness to become universalized, in a way: if white people say that their race does not signify, it runs the risk of turning into the racist discourse that whiteness is 'empty', blank, 'normal', and only non-whites are the bearers of 'race'. Richard Dyer - thanks for linking to White, Mr Disco, it's a fantastic book - talks about how odd it is for a colour group to be able to signify itself by the blankness of a piece of paper: white people aren't white but we still draw our faces by outlining them, and allowing the emptiness of the page to signify our skin.
I think the way forward with all identity categories - I've been thinking about this in relation to the 'marriage' thread, so it's unsurprising that similar disagreements are almost certainly bound to arise between me and Lurid here - is, as Judith Butler says: "I am happy to appear under the sign 'lesbian', so long as it is permanently unclear what that sign means". That is, as people have pointed out, defining a group by a taxonomy of skin colour in terms of permanent, fixed qualities is inherently racist, because it shores up the notion that race/skin colour, as a biologized* category, determines various characteristics that actually have nothing to do with 'race'.
However, whiteness certainly circulates as part of our** identification as white people. If I say "I feel like this because I'm a white woman", it's not that I think all white women feel like this, in a deterministic way, it means that I, inside myself, experience this feeling in relation to the categories 'whiteness' and 'femaleness', which I think is quite different from the taxonomizing of which people are very rightly suspicious. 'Whiteness', that is, is a sort-of-objective social category to which everyone will have a particular relationship, and it's those relationships, on a micro level, which it's important to examine. Not constructing a quasi-scientific definition of whiteness which will hold in all circumstances, but looking at the way whiteness plays out in specifically located moments and myths.
So, how do I relate to whiteness, or how do I think my being-white plays itself out in the encounters and experiences I have? Eep. I'm going to have to think about this one. There are two main areas I'll be thinking about; firstly, that as a white person in a mostly-white area I can sort of take it for granted that most of the people I encounter will be 'like me', so that race won't explicitly play out across our relationship (though of course two white people talking to each other has as much 'race' going on in it as any other configuration of people, it's just that whiteness in large part consists of denying that one is a carrier of racial characteristics). Secondly, in terms of music, since I think I'm quite unusual in listening to music which is overwhelmingly made by white people: when I'm asked to describe my tastes I usually say 'guitar-based music by angry and/or depressed white men'. Leaving aside the question of rock'n'roll's having been appropriated from African-American music in the first place, I do think music is a place where racial identifies are fragmented and remade, and it sort of intrigues me that I only listen to music by white people...
*I say 'biologized' to mean that kind of racism which thinks of race as a natural, fixed, pre-cultural bundle of qualities, even though most of the beliefs connected with this 'scientific racism' are not actually backed up by real biological/genetic studies.
**'Our' feels very uncomfortable to type - it sounds like I'm positioning myself in an all-white group - but I can't say "my" because I don't just mean me, and I can't say "their" because that sounds like I'm excluding myself, which I'm not. I wish English was one of those languages with more than one pronoun for 'we'. |
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