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I ended up doing the DMT in a liquid form, which is something I hadn't heard about on here, or elsewhere, so I'm not sure if it's similar to the archetypal smoking DMT experience. However, it was still pretty intense, and was a good experience.
The taste of the liquid was rather nasty, but once I got into the experience, it was pretty much all good. To me, it felt like just a really amplified version of trance meditation. Like, instead of having to exert a lot of mental effort to numb my body, and conscious mind, it allowed me to just slip into that state. And, gradually, I separated my conscious mind from my body, and while this was going on, saw all kinds of colors and patterns when I closed my eyes. It reminded me a lot of the early parts of the peyote sequence in Animal Man. I felt like I was operating at another mental level, making all sorts of associations I never would have made before, but also forgetting the trail that led to those associations rapidly.
It went on for a long time, about three and a half hours total, and by about the 2.5 hour mark, I was sort of getting tired of it, and just wanted to go to sleep, but gradually it wore off, and I was basically back to normal.
It was a really intense experience, and I definitely became more aware of the way the body works, independently of the mind. Like, I had to take about a five minute walk back home, while still under the influence of it, and when I was doing it, it felt like I was navigating from my memories of the places I was passing, not the places themselves. And time felt sort of messed up, like things were taking forever to happen, but were also passing incredibly quickly.
Doing it in the liquid form had its downsides, namely throwing up, but it was worth doing, though not something I'd make a habit of. If you're not prepared for it, it could go really wrong, but I felt up to it, and came out ok. I'd still want to try smoking it at some point down the line, since I never felt the sensation of completely leaving this reality, and going into the DMT dimension. |
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