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.M.A.R., your post interests me. I can only speak what I feel, without proof.
first, using the example of the woman I met who claimed to be Dante's lover previously, well, it's possible- somebody must have been! however, I am inclined to doubt such a famous and interesting example. however, this doesn't neccessarily discount it for me. I think people use all kinds of means to explain their place and position in the universe, and this to me is valid. so I honour her for it. it's interesting to me that I still often think about it, ten years on. it's just such an interesting thing for a woman working as a domestic cleaner to say. does that sound like I am making a value judgement about cleaners? it's not intentional, just that I worked as a cleaner for 3 years, in various hospitals and old people's homes, and mostly we all just talked about the humdrum.
a few years ago, when I was still cynical, I engineered a past-life experience, through visualisation, with a friend. I saw a great marble staircase. I was walking down the staircase! it seemed to be in some huge stately mansion. at the bottom of the stairs was an immense mirror. I got to the bottom of the stairs, looked into it. I was Errol Flynn!!! wow!
I checked up later. Errol Flynn died after I was born... so, hokum, I thought.
my real past-life experience hit me out of the blue, while meditating last year. I was neither famous, nor at all nice during this life. to think of it makes me feel somewhat naseous. the chronology fits as well. still, I couldn't swear it was real, but I fully believe it to be. It makes full sense of my current life in karmic terms, and believe me, nothing else makes sense of it.
and so, onto belief!
belief is the flip side of doubt. belief implies doubt. it is a dualistic condition, and therefore, according to Buddhist doctrine, a part of samsara. there is a knowing that transcends belief. the knowing is non-dualistic, and I don't know what I would call it, but I think various people call it the Tao, Ultimate Truth, union with the Godhead, Krishna conciousness, Nirvana etc... the knowing is non-dualistic, and if experienced, belief and doubt become irrelevant.
peace to all, f.f. finger |
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