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Forgive the lack of introduction, suffice it to say, I'm new enough to need one.
I've been sigiling for a while, ever since it was first introduced to me in Invisible Ink (like a lot of people, I bet/hope). But it took a while to get the hang of it. I saw the process as being a slow confidence build, not so much waiting for it to convince me it worked, but convincing myself.
My earliest sigils, failed all, were too grandiose right out of the gate. I started taking careful date/glyph/intention notes, and cast out my will for something a little easier to come by.
I sigil'd to find a quarter, and a few days later, when I stopped trying to forget about it, I forgot about it. While emptying out drawers days later, I put my hands on one and said to my roommate, mundanely, "Hey, I found a quarter." Then upon hearing those words aloud, I repeated to myself, "HEY! I found a QUARTER!" about a minute later, I found another, a nice little confirmation. This is by no means a miracle, but I had a change dish right on the nightstand because I spent quarters constantly for trains and laundry, and I can't conceive of myself tossing two perfectly good coins into a cluttered drawer. Unless I was setting myself up.
Supernatural or not, internally or externally validated, that's what I've accepted as magick. At its most mundane, a system of metaphors and habits to create a more organized and mutually beneficial interface with practical reality.
And if the quarter story doesn't impress (and it shouldn't) the reason I have the confidence to post it is because tonight, I made some pretty unmistakable progress in the steering of coincidence (involving a large cast of characters, three states, several unexpected phone calls and instant messages, one highly symbolic song on the radio, and one minor house fire).
If there's an existing thread to post this kind of phenomenon/potential-success-story, I'm probably still excited enough to type it out.
Sorry for the lack of brevity, let me know if it's frowned upon, and/or if this place is intended to be more newspaper headline-ish. |
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