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mmm. saucy evil.
Been wondering about making a conscious choice to be "evil", lately. An abstract reprogramming exercise; whereas my behaviour has been directed by a desire to do good (or failing that, no harm), and it's probably a significant contributing factor to finding myself at an unhappy place in my life. I can look back to situations and opportunities where I wouldn't (evil), and have been left worse off and slightly embittered. I know this "good" thing is a shallow affectation; that really, my actions haven't been as morally exacting as I think or would have myself believe; that, in many cases, I should have cheated or stolen or lied or not pulled that asshole off the road before the bus zoomed by. True, a balanced approach to life and morality would better suit me. But fuck it, I've gone one way and seen what it has to offer and am finding it wanting. Why not just be evil, even for a day? Using the alarm of my conscience not as a warning, but as a call to action, followed by a quick "Fuck 'em if they can't take a joke. Moo-hoo-ha-ha." Yesss. Excellent.
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