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| First met Susan on December 16 1999. Along comes May on February 24 2001. Then Susan disappeared on start of 2002. Now it's December 2002. Called May last Sunday and she said she's not in a good mood. Wouldn't want to touch May with a 10 feet pole. Cause you don't go around messing with people when they're in bad mood; especially those who can speak 3 languages. Helpline counsellors have said I ought to reconcile with myself to get over the hurt and I ought to know if May or Susan have taken me for a ride. But all this while, I felt as if I've taken May for a ride, or does that look for like it? But at least I still call May up last Sunday.................Maybe that's not enough, maybe that's not the way May sees it, maybe she needed something else.............But the last time I meet up with May, I've given her 50 bucks. But this was after she has told me that she still couldn't recover from her flu after seeing 2 doctors and she has not been working for 1 week already. And tis not the first time she told me she couldn't recover from a flu attack. Is May watching me how I'm dancing on her palm or what? Is it true when thay say that when you dances with the devil, you don't just stop until the tune is up? God help me as I dunno what I'm in for...........Anyway, if things don't get anywhere, I might end up calling May once a month (which she has mentioned it to me before) and I might be occupied with painting the house. |
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