Forty ever. Yes, fore ewe, so listen and don’t see with eyes that are slanted in slopes of self loathing misery, see? You don’t owe me, you only know me, and not even that, ‘cause who am I after all? I’m still working on that one myself! Not much more, I suppose in my sheep’s clothes, than another human husk burning away in the light of the sun. Circles. We move in them. And not you and I or rather, not only you and I, but her and him and them and there and here and everywhenwherewhohowmachinebootstrapgo! So I know that you know that there is no back or front to sink a sharp stick into or a shard of glass or coal or foals. We all choose, we all decide: freedom is what we make of our drearily predictable activities, after none. So I don’t feel that there’s a deal, and I’ve said as much be for yourself—even if you don’t know who that is or isn’t or what. If you know when you are who you aren’t, then you must also know who you are, or at least have an inkling, a tinkling, a ringing in the ear. And it’s OK that you’re not near ‘cause, I hope, we’ll always be dear, even when we’re doing queer and not clicking or tricking, riding or rowing. I’m good with it all and I want to be showing that there’s no worries to fear or scurries to tear. Things are fine in the dark of light, when sun is shining behind the yonder. We can’t see it yet, but the spine knows it’s curve. |