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At uni ive joined the newly formed MERP (Magic, Earth Religion & Pagan society) and we went out for a drink last night, and a few of us went back to a members flat to watch a vid, which was crap. After much tallking someone suggested that as a group we should do some kinda path working thing...and heres what happened.
my path was initially in old, well established wood-land, it was slightly cloudy, but still bright. along this path i found a little black box, i got the idea something was rustleing inside, so i made the box disapear. Inside was a little turtle, which flew up and followed me along my path, which began to get brighter and wider, untill i reached a clearing with a small hill in the centre, on the opposite end of this clearing was a person, humanoid in shape, but he was just glowing white, with no definable features. i got the feeling that my turtle had gone. As far as emotions go, this person/thing was neutral, i knew he wouldnt harm me, but i didnt want to go near him, so i ploughed a path through the hill with my mind and conrtinued on my journey. I could see a castle in the distance, and then i found an old big brass/goldy key, then suddenly i was at the castle walls, where there was a big wooden door, which i opened. iside was pitch dark, then re-appeared my turtle, but he was standing o his back fins and was 15 feet high and mechanichal and silver, apart from his big black eyes. At this point the place i was in became a tunnel of light, and my perception changed. All that was before was more like a daydream, but now it seemed more real, like lucid dreaming. the tunnel was wide, and po9inting up the way. I flew up it, stoping to touch the wall, which became like a plasma globe and electricity or energy or something ran through my hand...i continued to assend untill i was pass3d the tunnel of light and was in the clouds, going up and up, till i was in space, flying backwards, watching the earth get smaller. I landed on the moon, and breifly looked around, before finding a person, it was the same white glowy guy from earlier, but he'd changed. Now he had a pair of big black eyes and some almost definable features. he floated over to me, and began to morph into a 6 foot high turtle, he came closer and closer, staring into my eyes, untill he was a few feet away. At this point i was very wary, and projected purple spikes from my neck, pointing at his face, to give me a moment to think about what to do, i could feel that he wouldnt harm me, but its emotions were neutral, it was like it was knowledge, or power, or both.
it advanced on my spikes, making them shrink, or i made them shrink, im not sure, untill he (the giant turtle) was milimeteres from my face, staring me in the eyes, then he continued to move towardsme, then into me. We joied together, into one being. his shell covered my chest, like armour, his face was on the back of my head, and his front flippers/fins stuck out of my shoulder blades into the air, like a giant pair of wings. i just stood on the moon for a bit being turtle guy, then it ended and i was back on the couch.
i'd really like peoples opinions on whats going on. A friend was talking about totem animals or spirit guides... im not too keen on the idea, cos ive always tried to stay spiritually independent, but if im stuck with my turtle, how can i use speak to him, or use him, any ideas on mediation or rituals? |
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