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ok... wtf? i'm a little drunk right now, so could be misreading slightly myself, but i think that i've been seriously misread...
i wasn't "hinting at" anything - hinting is not something i do. Ever, about anything. Any obliqueness that may be found in my posts here, or my communication in any form and anywhere, comes from me myself being not entirely sure of what i'm saying, and not from any desire to communicate and not communicate something at the same time (a desire that's totally alien to me, since most people here probably actually have no idea how often and so hard i struggle to get as close to total clarity as i can, or how upset it makes me when i don't reach it... in fact, that's the reason that i actually post on Barbelith less often than i start to write a post and then abandon it, and far, far less often than i abandon the thought of posting long before getting anywhere near clicking the reply button).
I honestly meant nothing more than i said (basically, that the relationship described in the thread in Conversation strongly reminded me of the relationship depicted in the film Secretary, and that reading it motivated me to search Film, TV & Theatre to see if there was a thread on that film anywhere in it). I didn't think i was hinting that, i thought i was plainly stating it. The "make of that what you will" at the end of the sentence was merely a disclaimer equivalent to "i am not making a moral judgement" (ok, so those 6 words should probably have been left off... i honestly forget that other people do hint, so i'm just not "programmed" to factor the existence of hinting into the equation, or to realise that someone else could interpret something i said as hinting... i don't even have any idea what, other than what was stated, people think i'm hinting on most of these occasions anyway...)
Fuck. I knew my period of acceptance on Barbelith would end (if it ever began). I don't know what else to say except that, if i offended anyone, i'm sorry... |
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