As I was driving home form work I began to fall into a trance. My eyes squinted and sunlight poured into my pineal gland. I felt a change in my perception. Everything was sharp and clear, an endorphin rush flooded my brain. It was as if I had just snorted a gram of coke. Time and space began to melt and then I was at my destination. I looked in the rearview mirror to see two glassy dilated eyes staring back at me. My endocrine system had just been triggered in a way I had not previously experienced.
This must be a result of my kundalini trance work, I thought to myself. What if I can trigger my glandular production, imagine the possibilities. Serotonin, dopamine, endorphins, adrenaline, growth, metabolism, strength are all of these things really under my conscious control?
So with that I began my experiments. At first I focused my energy on specific glands. It seemed to work, but had unwanted consequences. I could speed up and slow down my perception of time yet it would lead to severe muscle spasms and tics as well as pains in my organs. I realized this was throwing my body out of balance. If I was going to master this I would need to seriously elevate my whole being. As I realized this it began to manifest.
Trances began to occur spontaneously multiple times a day. Not in any way were they debilitating, rather they provided a profound sense of focus and drive. My body was becoming the tool of my consciousness it was always meant to be. The energy would rise up my spine into my upper chakras, then hover in my cranium dissolving the blockages between my crown and frontal lobe. My skull felt as if it was actually transforming, elongating, much like the pictures of the ancient Maya. Sights, smells and sounds became much more pronounced. Other peoples thoughts began to slip into my consciousness when I least expected it. I would pass someone at the store and their whole life would flash before me. It scared my wife at first, she thought it was epilepsy. Yet I was always in exquisite control of my body and remembered more than when in my usual state.
Insights into myself and those around me increased as the energy began to make itself present on a daily basis. Day to day problems began to dissolve as focus and passion poured down through my body. The ancient saying in’ lakech, I am another yourself, was becoming my reality. Yet I still bounce back and forth. Occasionally environmental stress overwhelms me and the flow stops, only to pick up again as soon as I remember to breathe. |
