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can someone help? I've been doing the CM thing for about 6 months and was really concentrating on the dream aspect of self exploration etc. i developed a technique of waking and sleeping in quick succesion giving me brilliant, long, detailed dreams. i kept a dream diary, but after a few months, i lost my job and was kicked out my flat (am now sofa surfing) and suddenly my dreams just stopped. and i have barely had memorable dream since.
I am so frustrated, as towards the end, i was regularly meeting and talking to a little fellow (whose name escaped me seconds after waking up), and was given detailed sets of information, including numbers, names and maps which seem on the verge of meaning something and. it was almost randolph carter-esque (unfortunately no cats to rescue me though).
Is there a particular godform/deity who might be able to help? or some sort of exercise or something i can do?
im also really jealous as my friend has 3 familiars and i only had one and now i dont have any!!!!!!!!!
(p.s. this is my first post so chide me gently if im being stupid)
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