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Shortfatdyke
17:16 / 29.07.02
i was going to ask this a while back, and in all the recent hoo-ha i was too glum to remember and something nick said in another thread has given me a push. i can see that a lot of the people here 'do stuff' - all kinds of stuff. i get snapshots of what folks get up to - creatively, politically, etc. since we come here to discuss/debate/broaden our horizons - which is a good thing in itself - i'm interested in what else people do.

i'll start:

i write horror fiction
i write articles on queer activism, mental health and interviews with queer related performers
i do some photography
i'm putting together a collection of short stories
i'm having a reading/performance of one of my stories done by whiskey priestess
i'm learning about the runes/chaos magick/sacred sites and doing practical stuff relating to each.

in much younger days i played in various punk(ish) bands did a few gigs, got an e.p. out and did various political fanzines. i've also had membership of cnd, hunt sabs and the anti-nazi league.

hmm. not much political activism these days, but my health makes such things more difficult. i could say that being visibly queer is activism in itself, but it's not deliberate, so it doesn't count, i think.
 
 
Less searchable M0rd4nt
17:21 / 29.07.02
I just dropped out of my vile degree in electronics.
Now I:

Temp (cleaning/light industrial) while look for something better
Write (stories, articles, poems, weblog, various other odds and sods)
The odd bit of drawing or painting, as the mood takes me
Chaos magick.

That's about it really. Damn, it looks sparse.
 
 
Grey Area
17:26 / 29.07.02
I am trying to get back into photography.
I write short stories, mostly William Gibson-type SF.
I occasionally DJ at parties.
I try and keep my university's International Students Society going from year to year.
I'm toying with the idea of getting back into acting or stage design.
I research the development of children as consumers.
I do a little work in the Students' Union, mostly as The Voice of Reason ("Yes, that will get us arrested.")

What I used to do:
- be an active speech and debate participant.
- play spanish classical guitar.
- paint and sculpt on a regular basis.
 
 
that
17:26 / 29.07.02
Absolutely fuck all. Seriously... so little of consequence that I did not even have anything to post about on the 'can't finish anything' thread...
 
 
deja_vroom
17:33 / 29.07.02
I'm about to start writing my second book for the second drawer of my desk. I just need a computer. I can draw a little bit, too.
 
 
grant
17:34 / 29.07.02
Interviewing an imaginary reverend from Texas with a familiar name.

THE END Times are upon us.
That's the shocking word from a panel of prophecy experts, analyzing today's headlines in light of scripture and astrological portents.
"Of course there's the famous verse that says the day of the Lord comes like a thief in the night," says Reverend Thomas Coates of the Texas-based Universal Church of Christ, Redeemer of the Dead. "But looking at the signs, I'd say the thief is already in the house. We've been given plenty of warnings in the form of Bible prophecy.
"Now is the time to take heed, and do what has to be done to get through it all."
The Tribulation to come will be a time of widespread war, famine, plague and general chaos.
"But it won't last forever", says panel leader Barbara Elithe, "and we all need to take heart in that promise.
"Even when things are at their darkest, there's a special light shining on the faithful."
Elithe, a renowned religious scholar, recommends that Sun readers turn to the Bible to renew their faith - and begin stocking up their shelters for the coming hard times.
"Based on a close study of world events, I believe those days of prophecy are upon us now," she says. "Our research has turned up no less than seven signs of the apocalypse, splattered across today's headlines."
1. CHANGES IN THE WEATHER
"And the fourth angel poured out his vial upon the sun; and power was given unto him to scorch men with fire. And men were scorched with great heat, and blasphemed the name of God, which hath power over these plagues: and they repented not to give him glory." - Revelation 16:8-9

The ravages of global warming can no longer be denied, says Dr. Stephen Akutagawa, a meteorologist and seminarian in Johnson City, Tennessee.
"There are ice shelves in Alaska falling into the ocean, altering the sea level. Wildfires have devastated Colorado, Arizona, and California. Droughts have become commonplace in our farmlands, and skin cancer rates have gone through the roof.
"In some areas, the solar UV radiation is so bad, it's become routine to find mutated frogs with extra limbs in rivers and ponds.
"Personally, I spend as little time as possible out in the sun, and when I do, I wear a wide hat and plenty of sunblock."
2. SIGNS IN THE SKY
"Immediately after the tribulation of those days the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light; the stars will fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens will be shaken. Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in heaven, and then all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory." - Matthew 24:29,30

Strange asteroids - like the one that narrowly missed Earth on June 14, or the newly discovered one slated to cross the Earth's orbit in 2019 - are being spotted in the sky in unprecedented numbers. This level of astronomical activity is highly unusual and very significant, says German astrologer and engineer Dr. Felix Prendergast.
"This month, Mercury is preparing to retrograde, and that negative influence is coupled with a planetary alignment in the form of a vast cross," he says. "But even that unusual event is altered in unpredictable ways, due to the presence of so many flying bits of space rock. The stars are telling us to be on our guard for big changes and dangerous times - and no one can say what kind of catastrophe all these asteroids could hold in store for us."
3. MIDDLE EAST UNREST
"Then as He went out of the temple, one of His disciples said to Him, 'Teacher, see what manner of stones and what buildings are here!' And Jesus answered and said to him, 'Do you see these great buildings? Not one stone shall be left upon another, that shall not be thrown down.'" - Mark 13:1,2

The dawning End Times will be marked with violence in Jerusalem and throughout Israel, the experts warn.
"We know to look for wars and rumors of war, in the words of Christ Himself," says Reverend Coates. "In Israel right now, there are bombs going off, planes firing missiles on children, and tanks rolling through the street. It certainly looks like a war, even though no one is calling it that.
"Could that be what Christ referred to as a 'rumor of war'? It sure seems like it to me."
4. THE BEAST UNVEILED
"Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come, even now are there many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time. They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us."- 1 John 2:18,19

Much of the current escalation in violence can be traced to the diabolical machinations of one man: Osama Bin Laden. But, as the First Epistle of John predicts, he is one among many - leader of a shifting organization of terror-crazed zealots, every one lethally dedicated to their anti-Christian cause.
"One of the key signs that the End Times are upon us is the exposure of the Antichrist," says Elithe. "He's said to be a false religious leader, capable of pulling fire from the sky. Well, even practicing Muslims say Osama and his suicide bombers are violating the Koran's message of peace. And no one in America will ever forget the fire that came from the sky last September."
5. CORPORATE KINGDOMS FALL
"And the beast that was, and is not, even he is the eighth, and is of the seven, and goeth into perdition. And the ten horns which thou sawest are ten kings, which have received no kingdom as yet; but receive power as kings one hour with the beast." - Revelation 17: 11,12

According to several of our panelists, the figure of the Beast of Revelation is linked to corporate giants and billionaire CEOs - the "kings" who rule over buying and selling in the modern capitalist system.
"The fall of Kenneth Lay and Enron, followed by a slew of other big companies - ImClone, WorldCom and all the rest - that's seen in scripture as the end of the hour of the Beast," explains Dr. Noel Gothen, a theological researcher from Toronto. "As they continue to fall, look for far-reaching problems with banking systems and political chaos."
Gothen advises readers to prepare for the hard times ahead by stocking up on food, keeping a supply of gold or other non-cash assets at hand, and getting rid of credit cards as soon as possible.
6. CITIES CONSUMED BY FIRE
"The earth quakes before them, The heavens tremble; The sun and moon grow dark, And the stars diminish their brightness. "And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth: Blood and fire and pillars of smoke." - Joel 2:10,30

The epic Chedeski-Rodeo fire was just the beginning of a terrifying "cycle of fire," according to Arizona-based astrologer Gwen Rutherford.
"It's something the Bible, the stars, and the scientists all agree on for once," says Rutherford. "Thanks to global warming, we're as dry as we've ever been, and the fire season has really only begun.
"Numerous passages in the Bible also refer to this period, where fire consumes cities and smoke blots out the stars overhead, as a sign that the final judgement is at hand. The stars won't be in this kind of 'fire-friendly' configuration for ages. It definitely appears that these are in fact the times of prophecy."
She has already advised her friends and relatives to stay clear of large cities in the Southwest, and to read the books of Joel, Zechariah and Revelation to prepare themselves spiritually.
7. BABYLON SCANDAL
"And upon her forehead was a name written, MYSTERY, BABYLON THE GREAT, THE MOTHER OF HARLOTS AND ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH. And I saw the woman drunken with the blood of the saints, and with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus.... I will tell thee the mystery of the woman, and of the beast that carrieth her, which hath the seven heads and ten horns. And here is the mind which hath wisdom. The seven heads are seven mountains, on which the woman sitteth. And the woman which thou sawest is that great city, which reigneth over the kings of the earth." - Revelation 17:5-9, 18

"In this chapter of Revelation, St. John of Patmos reveals the unhappy truth about the Catholic hierarchy," says Dr. Evan MacKinnon, a Biblical scholar and former priest. "The city of seven hills is Rome, the seat of the church which has reigned over kings throughout history. The church is borne up by a worldly beast, which then, later in the same chapter, tears the church down.
"In our view, this many-headed beast is a description of modern consumer-based society - an amalgam of manufacturers, multinational corporations and the media.
"And as we are seeing today, that beast has turned on the church, revealing a multitude of past sins."
The sex scandals rocking the Catholic church are the birth pangs of a New World Order, as the forces of evil destroy each other and God purges earthly corruption in the name of righteousness, purity and true faith.
 
 
Jack Fear
17:35 / 29.07.02
Barbara Elithe returns! Yay!
 
 
Sebastian
17:40 / 29.07.02
Uhmm, les see how it goes for a change,

- I am nursing a colonic cancer,
- I am breathing highly polluted urban air,
- I drink water that would fry an ancestor's kidneys in a couple of days,
- I drink milk no one in the human race will agree it is milk,
- I am exposed to high levels of acoustic contamination,
- I eat an undisclosed range of genetically modified food,
- I am developing a compounding nausea to standard social encounters,
- I have already developed an impressive disgust towards TV,
- I am conceiving eight ways, at least, through which the world as we know it will come to an end without myself moving a single finger.
 
 
Tezcatlipoca
17:45 / 29.07.02
I:

Recently quit from my position heading a team of writers producing the annual storylines to the biggest LRP (live roleplay (stop laughing at the back)) company in Europe.

Still write for a couple of LRP event companies.

Have had short stories and poetry published in a few small magazines/booklets. Have also been asked to submit for a few magazines (yay!)

Have a mass of story threads and ideas sitting on my hard drive (some of which is good).

Have a half-finished musical sitting on my hard drive (none of which is good)

And am currently working feverishly on my new book, whilst sending the last one around a ravenous band of unruly agents.


Hmmm...that looks like rather a lot when it's written down. I can only take solice in that my total lack of fame for all this output goes someway to supporting my suspicion that my art probably isn't very good.
 
 
bitchiekittie
18:01 / 29.07.02
fairly much jackshit. god, I really do suck
 
 
Shortfatdyke
18:12 / 29.07.02
"god, I really do suck"

[weak joke] well, that's certainly something to be proud of! [/weak joke]

ahem.
 
 
Ariadne
19:09 / 29.07.02
I write, or try to write, short stories.
I have one half-arsed attempt at a novel on my hard drive that I've been studiously avoiding
For financial gain I write about technology and tech companies
I make clothes, though I haven't done recently. I like sewing by hand, because it's more relaxing. Although I wouldn't mind having a machine too.
I decorate my flat in un-subtle colours
I try to learn html and Java
I cycle lots - the latest exercise notion to grab me.
I think about starting a blog
I think about starting lots of things..

I would like to be able to sing and to draw but can do neither
 
 
Murray Hamhandler
19:16 / 29.07.02
I am currently a customer service representative in the exciting world of convenience retail. Translation: I run a register at a frickin' gas station. Yes, exciting, I know. This too shall pass, though. I'm currently trying to get back into school in the fall, where I'll be settling into art once again (after flitting between various majors for too long), possibly heading towards an all-grade education major w/a concentration in art (teaching art to young 'uns). And taking as many linguistics/speech therapy/audiology classes as I can on the side. And hopefully (depending on financial aid) not be working at all.

Aside from that, I do a lot of writing that I never do anything with and I draw a lot, also to no particular end (please see "Why is it that I can never finish anyth" thread). I'm told that I have talent in both arenas, but I acknowledge that whatever talent that exists is rough and unpolished at best. I would like to, at some point in the future, be satisfied enough w/my work to do comics that I won't be embarrassed about other people seeing. Nevertheless, I am working on a zine (The Void Is Too Large), which I've set an end date of August 30 for. The thought is that, by getting something (anything) of mine into the public domain, I will have set a precedent and will, therefore, have a much easier time finishing subsequent projects. That's the thought, anyway. I also have an all-amateur noise band project thingy (The Polios) which came to a screeching halt a while back due to having no practice space but that will hopefully be starting up again in the fall when I get my house in the woods (yippee!!!). I've also been teaching myself HTML and Javascript like a madman recently. And that's my exciting life.
 
 
Warewullf
19:24 / 29.07.02
Lesse now;

I'm unemployed,
I create 3D Artwork,
I write some stuff, whatever comes to mind,
I watch too much TV,
I drink vodka like a thirsty stereotypical Russian,
I'm a Chaos Magician and Occultist,
I read a whole lot of books.
 
 
Ellis says:
19:24 / 29.07.02
I am Assistant Community Manager on a teen chat site. Which is exhausting. And now, with two people away in my team my workload has been massively increased and I really need a fucking fucking vacation.
Also studying for a degree (hopefully a doctorate eventually) in Philosophy.
I realized a few days ago that I don't actually have any real hobbies.
I just like to sleep.
I try to write but find I don't have the energy or creativity to write anything more than "life is bad, very bad" in different ways. (But it worked for my favorite authors so who knows...)
 
 
moriarty
19:39 / 29.07.02
In the last week I have gone from having no place to stay as of August, being unemployed and without an education, and seeing my favourite site threatened with closure. I now have a job in a new city with my new apartment that has lots of windows for the kitties and I can chuck my TV because Barbelith isn't going anywhere. Oh, yeah, I just found out I was accepted into my program. I'm going to be an animator.

Sorry. I'm just really happy. Yay!

Other then that, I draw a fair amount. I'm going to try to get Captain Zoom's Shifter story done in the month of August, and if possible, my own Shifter Drag Racing-a-go-go comic. Also, I might draw a few more cartoon diaries. I was just starting to get into a style like Crockett Johnson's Barnaby strip, and I was really enjoying it.

And I play with my kitties. They are fat.
 
 
Fist Fun
19:46 / 29.07.02
Currently I am feeling completely shallow compared to everyone else here...
- I work in IT type stuff
- I do football and am very excited about the new season
- I do the gym
- I like reading
 
 
BioDynamo
21:32 / 29.07.02
I am a student (but don't study).
I am a politician (who makes politics beyond politics, and runs for office out of spite and lack of belief in the system).
I tend to get beaten up by police (most recently last saturday).
I squat (often the spaces of other squatters).
Social benefit and dumpster diving is what sustains me.
I am humouring shortfatdyke.
 
 
Mazarine
21:54 / 29.07.02
I:

Write fiction with sort of an apocalyptic theme. Currently I'm just working with each character individually, since they need to be fleshed out in the worst way.

Am packing. I don't move for another two and a half weeks, but I'm far too excited to wait.

Am applying to grad school for the spring semester. Because school is the only thing I'm actually actively good at.

Am crocheting a bunch of scarves for friends. Currently in the works is a fellow Barbelither, he knows who he is. : )

Am working on designing a tarot deck for my personal use, which I've been doing for quite some time. Thirty one down, forty seven to go. I used to use the Haindl deck up to about a year ago, but the minor arcana just wasn't working for me. So far I've used characters from Japanese animation, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, the Invisibles (of course), other comics, and other snazzy stuff.

That's my current life in a nutshell. Woo.
 
 
illmatic
22:11 / 29.07.02
I:
appear to be developing a addiction to the net and this site in particular

read too much

study/practice tantra and the I Ching

swim and run

listen to too much music

am unemployed and puzzling over my future

drink heavily at weekends
 
 
Irony of Ironies
22:45 / 29.07.02
I edit a computer magazine
I lurk, here, in a lurking kind of way.

And I wonder if the question shouldn't be "what ARE you?" rather than what do you do?
 
 
the Fool
02:55 / 30.07.02
I graphic design. Got some stuff at my afrenasia site and stuff floating around barbelith (tarot cards, various sigils and a new font I made).

I make music.

I do kungfu at this school.

I read a lot of comics.

I am addicted to japcrap!
 
 
Saint Keggers
05:01 / 30.07.02
hmm...
Im currently working on about 10 diffrent projects (all with a zero chance of ever being completed)...so in no particluar order...

1) Working on a cardgame (ala magic the gathering)
2) Many paintings which are currently in pieces, torn and tattered, ripped, rended and shattered, throught my basement after a bout of "I'll never get its"*
3) Working on various photography projects, from Alice in Wonderland computer edited photos to serious portraiture.
4) Making wine and beer (from kits)
5) Attempting to write a story and illustrations for my niece (4yrs old) and her li'l sister (1 later this month) when she gets older. Its turning out something like Stephen King's The Eyes of The Dragon meets Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...
6) Looking for work
7) Contemplating returning to school
8) Various "if we have to work we might as well do something we all love" schemes and plans with close friends.
9)Trying to find ways to get some quickcash so I can get a Wacom tablet and cd burner for my computer and studio equipment for my camera.

* "ill never get its" is a term used by me to describe that feeling of utter despair and hopelessness that come with not having every piece of art meet my expectations. Taken from the Sesame Street character who would constantly try to play songs on the piano...screw them up and then proceed to bash his head against the keys while moaning/screaming "Oh, I'll never get! Never get it!"
 
 
netbanshee
05:41 / 30.07.02
I too do in a market worth a shit. Sucks to know when your potential is high and the pay is an unemployment check every two weeks. Launched a site today and hung with John Digweed at a local club...otherwise my life sucks.

Soon to be (hopefully):

Saving enough cash to move into my own place.
Bring my girl into the fold home-wise.
Get a good paying job for Apple at a local store.
Work on a site for a lighting engineer for Hollywood movies.
See more work from a site launch
today.
 
 
Mourne Kransky
08:57 / 30.07.02
I am doing as little purposeful activity as possible due to a severe case of can't-be-arsed-ness which has lasted for weeks. This does not mean there are not hundreds of things I should be doing. The guilt! The guilt! The panic too! I think my limbs may be paralysed, apart from my typing fingers obviously...

To compound my woes, my "replacement" (as if!) will start in a few weeks and I will have to induct him into the ways of the organisational development consultant. Since this will be my good buddy (known to the Lith as hana_bi, only ever posts about Japanese films) that should be a joy. However, it will quickly become apparent that my desk and my files are in utter chaos and there's a four year filing backlog. Good job I'm bailing out really.

Anybody got a few spare ounces of motivation they could speed my way via broadband?
 
 
Ganesh
09:15 / 30.07.02
If I had motivation to spare, love, I'd happily send it your way. The heat has leached it from my pores...
 
 
w1rebaby
09:24 / 30.07.02
Well, by day I am a programmer for an evil megacorporation. And I'm currently trying to emigrate, which takes up an awful lot of my time, patience and sanity and makes it very hard to concentrate on anything else. This should be over in a couple of months.

Apart from that, though, I try to write funny things for my site which has not really been updated for ages and is surviving on my past efforts. I practice Perl for to try to do clever web things with.

I blog a lot, and I'm trying to keep a fictionblog updated but am rapidly discovering that it's rather a challenge to keep the story going when each entry has to correspond to the time that you post it. (It's a challenge, though.)

I have to say that almost all of my time, work and free, is spent on computers or on the net. I do go out sometimes, but not often.
 
 
w1rebaby
09:29 / 30.07.02
I'm sure I used to have a life, and I hope to get one back soon.
 
 
Mourne Kransky
09:46 / 30.07.02
Big ditto to that, fm. However, in a year's time or so we will both be brand new reinvented people leading utterly changed lives in very different places. And I think I'll rather like that. Happy thought!
 
 
bitchiekittie
11:53 / 30.07.02
well, that's certainly something to be proud of!

thats just a hobby, really. though practice really does make perfect!

Happy thought!

and yet another ditto to that
 
 
Haus about we all give each other a big lovely huggle?
12:11 / 30.07.02
I....fight back waves of nausea at the way this place is turning into one of the middle books of the "Seniors" series of teen romances.
 
 
Shortfatdyke
13:00 / 30.07.02
well, the original point of this thread, i suppose, was really to say that we all talk about politics/revolution/art but how much of that stuff do the individuals here put into practise. sort of 'how are you working to bring about change?', but trying not to be pompous about it. i wouldn't like this thread to submerge itself completely in fluff, but i also think it's interesting that there's a definate feeling of the personal being as important as the political.

being happy, without that happiness directly stemming from someone else's misery, is perhaps radical in itself?
 
 
bitchiekittie
13:18 / 30.07.02
youre so cute when you are winning me a bet, haus
 
 
Haus about we all give each other a big lovely huggle?
13:28 / 30.07.02
It appears we all have ulterior motives. I was setting myself up for an opportunity to use the phrase "blah blah fishcakes", with which I am terribly besotted. For I am curmudgeonly uncle Haus, who is all bitter and twisted and blah blah fishcakes.
 
 
bitchiekittie
13:32 / 30.07.02
ok, enough fluff from me (although its true that I dont do much of anything)

- I work at a media buying firm, accounts payable. Im efficient (at my work as well as avoiding having other lazy fucks fence their work off onto me) so I have lots of extra time, hence my heaps of internet time

- I take pretty pictures. have much work to do

- I raise a kid, the best I can. this involves many many long talks about things.

- I keep a gecko, a dozen fish, and two bad-but-sweet cats

- I help out a bit with my local family crisis center, and am waiting to hear back from the spca about their volunteer needs

- thats about it. I eat a lot...does that count?
 
  

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