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been thinking about this some more. i was totally isolated at school - really badly bullied - and music connected with me, made me realise there were others out there who were similar to me. i listened and read loads of stuff by anarchist punk bands crass and flux of pink indians and it had a profound effect on me. i turned vegetarian, i got the strength to stand up against the racism of the other kids, i got clued up about the cold war and politics and i joined cnd. i also helped clue my parents up about stuff. my sister and my mother both turned veggie soon after i did. crass 'organised' the first stop the city demo in the late 1980s, a forerunner of todays anti capitalist and reclaim the streets stuff.
when i came out, nearly the first thing i did was go to a queercore gig. a hell of a lot of stuff was inspired by that.
music i dislike does, as barry put it, interfere with my thoughts. music i do like enhances them. i have been inspired in my fiction writing by the music of lustmord and coil. i said earlier in this thread that music can open and shut doors. i believe that to be true. i don't only write fiction, i write about politics and mental health issues. my interview with a member of a feminist organisation resulted in more women joining it, and me organising a benefit gig and getting money and more members for the group. an article i did on self harm touched a lot of people who had gone through it, made them feel less isolated. music has inspired and guided me all the way. it has picked me up when i've been terribly low. i dread to think what i'd be like now if i hadn't had music to connect to and it has helped me go out and *do stuff* and make changes, both in myself and the things and people around me.
and yeah, basically, if i can't dance to it, it's not my revolution. |
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