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quote:Originally posted by Cherry Bomb:
Hey F to the R-, how are you feeling? Come to my freaked thread, I'm worried about you, having seen all the shit go down and all...
I'm feeling better now... Having some distance from it did a lot of good for me, being with my family and some of my closest friends -- I returned to NYC today, and honestly, if it weren't for all the posters for the missing, people in the streets doing charity type things, and all of the flags (not to mention the towers suddenly not being in the distance), it's more or less the same place as it was before. That's a really nice thing, honestly. People are getting through it... Me, personally, at some point over the weekend a switch went off in my head, and I realized that 'hey --- life can't just stop. you've got to be productive, you've got to stop moping around fearing the future, you've got to be alive'. On Saturday night, I walked over to the high school that I graduated from, three blocks from the house I grew up in, and listened to my discman on the swings -- I was listening to REM, and the song 'It's The End of The World As We Know It (and I feel Fine)' came on, and I knew just then that was *exactly* the way that I felt.
I am alive, and you are alive, and we are alive. We owe it to ourselves as much as we do to the people who died over the past few days to act that way. I don't think anyone is any more or less safe than they already were already in the United States... there are so many ways to die suddenly, so many things in day to day life that could just kill you if it went wrong, with or without terrorists. To suddenly start fearing everything that could go wrong is to be in a living death, I think.
[ 18-09-2001: Message edited by: Flux = R to the Izz-ad ] |
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