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Animal Magick

 
 
Ierne
17:38 / 05.04.02
From the Conversation Forum:

I fear Komodo dragons. No, really. They scare the bejesus out of me. And the bevishnu and the bebuddha. But the world has cats, big cats and small. And gorillas, and, of course, many, many brands of monkeys, so I still love it. – [monkey-greatest sage of all]

I agree. That's why I think they're the most awesome beings. All monitor lizards can give you that feeling to different degrees if they start looking at you with that hungry gleam.

I was in a Vivarium one time, looking at all the cages, not realizing that the next section of the wall was a huge monitor lizard enclosure. I turned my head and looked right in the eye of an 8 foot long monitor lizard hanging out on a section of tree sunning itself. Since it was so unexpected, for a few seconds I was right back to being prey, it was gonna eat me and I couldn't move or do a damned thing.

Then, the moment passed, I remembered that there was a glass wall separating us, and I laughed nervously at my fear.

It's experiences like that that make me love this world.
(I'm not helping with your fear though am I ) – Lothar Tuppan


Lothar - awesome beings that I wish to stay well the fuck away from. Reptiles seem to have no point of negotiation with humans - too far removed as kin. And they do not care that we're the dominant species. Also, I don't trust any creature that has poisonous saliva because of poor oral hygene, and bites calf muscles to bring down prey.

I actually love big cats because I seem to get along with them well. I spent two hours sitting next to a lion cage, with only a plate of glass and about three inches between me and two lionesses. It was great, because everyone else was shitting themselves at how close they were, and I just sat and traded lazy looks with them. – [monkey-greatest sage of all]


Monkey - I think our thread rot could actually become an interesting thread regarding totems and animal affinities over in the Magick. Whaddaya think? – Lothar Tuppan

I thought it was an excellent idea, so here's the thread. Which creatures (animals, birds, insects, sea dwellers, single-celled organisms...) do you feel a definite spiritual affinity with? Why? Have you had any specific interaction(s) with a certain animal that affected your Magickal worldview?

Discuss.
 
 
Rev. Wright
18:09 / 05.04.02


Thats me on the right with Johnny Morris, I'd forgotten my razor that day. Oh, sorry, you mean Animal Magick. My apologises.

A less thread rottish post in due course.

(Couldn't help myself with the UK TV reference)
 
 
Rev. Wright
18:18 / 05.04.02
quote
'. Reptiles seem to have no point of negotiation with humans'

I'd have to refute that statement frompersonal experience. I have always had an affinity to dragons aince childhood and I have had much Magickal experience in summoning and working with their attributes. My experience refers back to New Years, after ingesting Philosophers Stone (magick truffles) I became acutely aware of our reptilian ancestry, with a hypersense of my nervous system and my acute perception of the sublime motivations of others. The trip showed me how our (human/shaved monkey) primal state is so akin to reptiles. It has alot to do with the lizard part of our brain, whihc is a major filter to our experience of reality, banish teh ego and watch it go. Though I would not suggest psychatropic substances to anyone, unless under parental supervision.

It was on this night that I was fully attuned to my meta-narrative and soul journey, which I have to say was very ancient and very, well green and scaley. (flick flick, goes the tongue)

More to come..........
 
 
cusm
19:04 / 05.04.02
Will, it suprises me less each time I find myself in common with you. One of these days, there are a couple of pints with our names on them.

I've worked a lot with Dragon, getting in touch with all things primal and scaley. Its the first "totem" spirit I have come to know, and I've done a lot of work on the shamanic level with it. Catch me worked up on a dance floor or prancing around a fire, and I'm likely invoking that on some level. My dance gives it away pretty hard. Dragons I get, I could go on to great length on it. Maybe another thread...

But as for animals, the ones I've worked most with are Bear and Horse. Bear was the result of an attempted spirit quest. In the city, the best I could do for that was some LSD and some inner travels. Much to my suprise when something actually stuck around. And just like a thick headed bear, it took be about 2 weeks worth of OBVIOUS signs before I went "oh, heh. right." and realized what was going on. I've learned a lot from that one in the dialogs that followed.

Horse comes from the tribal customs among the degenerates I call family. We all have animal names, like totems. Just like that, in fact. They all sort of happened. Eventually, we realized what we were doing and it became more formalized. Not everyone gets one right away, getting one is kind of like a sign that you've managed to fit in.

I was a toughie to nail down. Definitely a large archetype of some sort, but dragon wouldn't work. That doesn't count, most of us could claim that one. So, animals... Finally, someone figured it out as horse, cause of how I made it possible for other people to do things. Once we realized that, it became obvious, as they tend to be. I mean, if you got a look at how I'm built, you'd wonder how it took so long to see. Though I wan't the hardest. The Jackal amongst us hid for another year before we figured him out.

Anyway, the other big one I work with is Phoenix. That one came to me when I needed it, got me through a terrible depresion, and has continued to be a major energy type within me.

From Phoenix I came to understand Eagle, and then made the connection that Dragon and Phoenix are Horse and Eagle over here in the West (America, specificly).

Snake is another big one for me. Mainly, as the Orouberose, serpent swallowing its tail, a big time symbol for how I understand the process of consciousness. And the usual reasons of aspiring and changing consciousness, shedding skins, going for the deep dark sekrets of things.

I come back to animal and totem spirit work alot, it makes sense to me. I've seen a couple of different systems of them, and I've to some extent nailed down how each aspect represents a part of me, but not in a way I can easily codify. I don't think I've quite dug them all out yet. Its tricky, when the big one for you knows how to shapeshift
 
 
Mr Tricks
19:36 / 05.04.02
here's my ultimate expression of animal magik...

 
 
Lothar Tuppan
21:10 / 05.04.02
Thanks for starting the thread Ierne. I'm heading of to Arizona tomorrow so I'm not gonna have too much time to start threads or post info.

I personally dig reptiles. I think what's [Monkey] was talking about was from an 'ordinary reality' perspective on the ways mammals and reptiles relate which also, to some degree, ties in with some of their ancient spiritual qualities. Ordinary reality reptiles can't be 'tamed' or 'domesticated' in the same way that mammals can. The best you can hope for is that they recognize you, get used to being held by humans, and realize you're not a threat.

In my experience, reptiles, especially snakes, stand against everything the 'demiurges', 'archons', etc. stand for. They don't play the same mammalian games, they don't care that we're 'top of the food chain' and they really don't give a damn about how many cool technological toys we create. If we get on board with what they have to tell us, they'll help us out of our prisons, if we wish to stay in ignorance, we can rot in our fate.

Think of how many different cultures have snakes (usually a male-female pair) as creator or assisting creator deities. Even in Christianity, it was the snake who provided sacred knowledge and in Gnostic versions, the snake is the logos, the Christ energy redeemer and liberator.

Jeremy Narby in his book 'The Cosmic Serpent' likens these early serpent myths and serpent spirits to being our way of interpreting info from our own (and others) DNA. The cosmic serpents entertwined, holding the keys to all our ancestral knowledge.

That being said, I find my pet snake to be very 'affectionate' for a reptile. By that I mean, she feels safe when I hold her (she recognizes my smell as someone who's not a threat) and she enjoys my body heat. When she feeds, she always makes my hackles rise by the ferocity behind her strikes though. I have no idea if I really understand her, or if I really will understand her. I have no idea how much I'm anthropomorphizing. But it's always an education living with her.

Living with the physical forms of animals that you have spiritual affinities to can really enhance your relationship with them on all levels. While I don't think it's impossible to have a great spiritual relationship with the spirits of animals who don't exist in your natural, physical environment, it can really improve your connection if your allies do physically live around you. The more you can observe the physical components (the living animals) that contribute to the collective and individual spirits of the animal world (such as the archetypal spirit of a species) the more you can understand the spirits you work with.

My only caveat about this thread's subject matter is that some animal allies DON'T wish to be spoken of publically, and from a shamanic point of view, giving info on your power animal or other allies can be as stupid as handing out keys to your house to strangers on the street.

Talk about what you allies say is cool to talk about but if you feel at all uneasy about sharing your relationship with trap door spider on the message board, respect those feelings and talk around the specifics, or whatever feels right.

I'll 'see' y'all when I get back.

p.s. anyone going to be in Tuscon for the conference put on by the American Anthropology Association next week? If so, we should try to meet up between presentations.
 
 
Wyrd
22:27 / 05.04.02
Animals Allies, well, yep, I've worked with them a lot. At this point I'd be more likely to say which ones I haven't worked with.

Reptiles are cool. Snake is great, she's got amazing healing, as long as you don't mind being bitten a lot (Spider does that too). I had a dream about Crocodile recently, which was amazing. The Croc was huge and in the water with me. It didn't make a go for me because we recognised one another, but man, that was an amazing experience. Swimming underneath, and seeing its belly and legs hanging above me, immense and leviathian.

Dragons are excellent too, if a bit prone to pomposity, and some of them have a strange sense of humour (or lack of one in some cases). Glorious creatures though, love them to bits.

Initially when I encountered "mythical" creatures in my shamanic journeys I was sceptical myself, thinking I was just getting a bit imaginative. But I guess after a while you get used to it, though I find a great deal of these Spirits to be incredibly wise and fascinating. You can't be blasé about them.

Other than the above I've worked with a lot of animals, but I'm not sure what else to say. It would be boring - and look arrogant - if I listed them all. Plus that doesn't say very much other than I've met them.

My favourite.... now, that would be very hard. My personal "totem" has to get that prize (or else I might get in trouble!), and I'm afraid I'm not naming that on this board!

If you're interested in working with animals then the Druid Animal Oracle is a good deck to get and use as a method of contacting them directly. Though of course it's primarily based on British creatures.
 
 
The Monkey
01:57 / 06.04.02
Erm, the reptiles thing was sort of a throwaway, and more in relation to IRL ecosocial interactions than a spiritual plane - especially the big lizards, who generally give that unnerving impression that you are lunch. Komodo dragons, which are basically the biggest variety of monitor lizard out there, are also one of the few species that attack humans.

Actually, two of the many weird ethnic groups that I spent time around with as a child were nomadic tribes who worked with animals (that my father studied) - the Nath Jhogi, who are snake charmers, and the Qalandar, who train monkeys and bears to dance and perform tricks. by emic fictive kinship, I would actually be Qalandar through my father's "adoption" by an older community member (contestable, though, because I don't/didn't have the requisite skills of a Qalandar child - sufficient aptitude at begging to subsist, nor the rudiments of monkey training). This, again by emic (in-culture) logic, makes me kin to bears and monkeys, who are counted family members not on a spiritual level, but rather on the economic fact that they are the primary revenues generators (an amazingly atheistic people, oddly enough, but, as Kipling would say, that is another story).

[Aside: oddly enough, I recently saw a Jhogi turn up in a Rollins Band video called "Illumination" - there's a bit at the end with Rollins handling a cobra while sitting across from a very dark-skinned S Asian man wearing very bright clothing who couldn't be anything but a Jhogi. The world is waayyy to small.]

So, anyway, the point of that last paragraph was to lay down the grounds for my affinities for snakes (cobras, actually), simians, and bears. this subjective sense of closeness is grounded in lots of childhood exposure, no doubt compounded by a double shot of Hindu mythology, in which all three species hold axial roles. This is a bond felt not in a magico-social sense - working with the Spirit - but rather in the sense of to-tem (a NW Native - Haida? - word, I think) of a blood kinship or fictive kinship by adoption (as is often the case in shamanic initiation, where the god-spirit tests, marks, and adopts the worker). this sense is reinforced by a sort of spiritual genetics, in which I, and others who know me, can see the (admittedly anthropomorphized) "genetic (trait) link" between myself and these species. my affinity for felines, especially big cats, is something that manifested at a much later age, corresponding to adolescent change and the solidification of sexual identity. i have no doubt that as I age and change, my affinities and traits will change, also. I must admit, though, that on some level all of this is personal imagining, which is why it freaks me out when people who know me - or don't - characterize me in terms of the "animal" behavioral traits of these taxonomic groups. The whole thing has a sort of chicken-and-egg quality....

Speaking of anthropomorphism and chicken-egg, working in the realm of the spiritual, does the animal spirit make the traits that invoke it, or vice versa, or is there some sort of subjectivist tensor? Perhaps it varies from person to person...if you go out seeking Monkey, the Monkey that finds you is the sum of the traits that would you would consider essential to "Monkey-ness." Hence there are infinite possible Monkeys, generated and dissipated by the thought-matrix that called them forth...no form being more or less valid, just the lens through which a meme-set can be perceived.

To continue in example, were I to attempt to invoke-interact with the personified spirit of Monkey, what would be drawn in would express the meme-set conflict in my own mind between the qualities of Hanuman and the monkey army of the Ramayana, and the traits of Wu-tsu-Sun, the Monkey King from the (Ramayana-derived) Chinese epic Journey to the West. Not to mention, gods help us all, Mojo-Jojo from the Powerpuff Girls and Monkey! from Dexter's Laboratory [ahhhh, can you smell the promiscuous frames of references?]. Not to mention that Curious George is the benign latter-day incarnation of the Monkey King (and do you really think it's a coincidence that the Man in the Yellow Hat always reins him in?).

On a more macro scale, one could consider totemic affinity that various Khoisian peoples, such as the !Kung, have for the hyrax as a kind of benevolent trickster...I'm not sure anyone else has any characterisation of the hyrax as anything but small and fuzzy, and would be intrigued by the idea of a non-!Kung, uninitiated with !Kung thought, trying to invoke Hyrax within the Spirit.

Similarly, I wonder about textual and traditional derivatives that establish the personification sets/traits that we think of as native qualities of an animal. The case of the Monkey is particularly interesting vis-a-vis Western thinkers, since it is an animal wholly non-native to their surroundings, so their personified thought is somewhat second-order, and often unconscious of the precise routes by which their personification has been shaped.
 
 
The Monkey
02:00 / 06.04.02
Welcome to the Church of the Monkey. We get tax-exempt status AND consider it sacrement to throw feces at people who annoy us...the best of all worlds.
 
 
The Monkey
02:04 / 06.04.02
Question to Dragon invokers - any differentiation between dragons in the European sense and the Asian /lung/ sense, or differentiation within the those sets (wyvern versus wyrm versus grand dragon, etc.)?
 
 
Wyrd
13:46 / 06.04.02
Monkey said:
>>This is a bond felt not in a magico-social sense - working with the Spirit - but rather in the sense of to-tem (a NW Native - Haida? - word, I think) of a blood kinship or fictive kinship by adoption (as is often the case in shamanic initiation, where the god-spirit tests, marks, and adopts the worker). this sense is reinforced by a sort of spiritual genetics, in which I, and others who know me, can see the (admittedly anthropomorphized) "genetic (trait) link" between myself and these species.<<

Yes, Totem is a Haida word, and it means "brother-sister-kin" if I remember correctly. I only use the word in that sense, and therefore don't use it very much. In the Haida mythology the Totems are actually progenitors of the clan, and so there is a blood relationship to them. I personally believe, from my own investigations, that each person belongs to an animal clan, and that animal is therefore his/her Totem. While you can work with lots of Animal Allies, you generally only have one that is your Totem and stays with you for life. I find most people misuse the term Totem all the time, and think that Totem=Animal Guide. In my experience, they are not necessarily the same, though they can be.

>>To continue in example, were I to attempt to invoke-interact with the personified spirit of Monkey, what would be drawn in would express the meme-set conflict in my own mind between the qualities of Hanuman and the monkey army of the Ramayana, and the traits of Wu-tsu-Sun, the Monkey King from the (Ramayana-derived) Chinese epic Journey to the West. Not to mention, gods help us all, Mojo-Jojo from the Powerpuff Girls and Monkey! from Dexter's Laboratory [ahhhh, can you smell the promiscuous frames of references?]. Not to mention that Curious George is the benign latter-day incarnation of the Monkey King (and do you really think it's a coincidence that the Man in the Yellow Hat always reins him in?).<<

Again, I can only speak from personal experience… What I would suggest that there are different avatars of Monkey, and you interact with the one which you need/wish at the time. The overbridging concept of Monkey, contains all these facets and avatars. Monkey, the Head of the Clan, is both the Head of the Clan, and each of these avatars. We're talking about entities that don't conform to our limited time/space.

>>Similarly, I wonder about textual and traditional derivatives that establish the personification sets/traits that we think of as native qualities of an animal. The case of the Monkey is particularly interesting vis-a-vis Western thinkers, since it is an animal wholly non-native to their surroundings, so their personified thought is somewhat second-order, and often unconscious of the precise routes by which their personification has been shaped.<<

You might be surprised how remarkably similar they are. Take the example of Raven, who almost universally appears in every country. There are subtle differences from country to country, but there are elements that stay the same. For example Raven is universally known as a shape shifter. Perhaps as a result of that ability, He is also know to be a rather tricky character - though this is most obvious in the legends about Raven in the American continent.

If you are actually interacting with the Animal Spirit - as opposed to interacting with some internal model - then you'll usually discover that when you investigate the legends they are remarkably similar to your experiences. I've encountered this numerous times with many people.
 
 
Wyrd
13:54 / 06.04.02
monkey said:
>>Question to Dragon invokers - any differentiation between dragons in the European sense and the Asian /lung/ sense, or differentiation within the those sets (wyvern versus wyrm versus grand dragon, etc.)?<<

Hmm, interesting one. First off, Wyrm is not the same as Dragon. Entirely different Clans. Chinese and Western Dragons are People's different views of Dragon. What they probably pick up on are the different aspects of Dragon that are available to us. I do like the look of Eastern Dragons (gotta dig those whiskers), but I've interacted with lots of different types. I tend to just take these Spirits as they present themselves to me, and not go looking for specific types. If I want to work with Dragon, I call upon Dragon and see who turns up. There are individual Dragons who have defined personalities, but they are all connected to the greater Dragon archetype. I find it often quite difficult to describe these concepts. I know how it works, but don't necessarily have the language to explain it - as I've experienced it of course.
 
 
cusm
17:04 / 06.04.02
Aye, I gete a fair mix of east and west when it comes to Dragon. It depends on the situation. Although I generally associate western dragon as more terrestrial, and eastern celestrial. Elementally, western more fire/earth while eastern air/water. But it varies. I understand Dragon almost as something that is mighty and external to this reality by nature, and so must wrap within more natural forms to manifest. Thus, a natural shapeshifter. What I understand as "Dragon" is a at times closer to "Angel". Ita very hard to explain the connection, its sort of like the same thing coming through in different aspects.
 
 
Tuna Ghost: Pratt knot hero
18:11 / 06.04.02
I've always gotten along with cats. All kinds of cats, big or domesticated. I've heard some people can't do that. And my spirit guide is a big cat, so I guess there's something to it.

I've always gotten along with reptiles, too. Snakes or lizards of any kind have never bothered me. I lived with a snake breeder who had numerous huge snakes wandering around our house, and those snakes were pretty cool. It was weird when they would get around your neck and you could feel their muscles and realize they could easily strangle you at that moment, because you got the sense that they were well aware of this. But they were neat pets and kept the dogs in line. And I could stretch out my hand and one would always slither up my arm and around my shoulders. It scared the hell out of a lot of people who weren't ready for it and didn't really know we had seven foot snakes around.

I've decided to look around and see what rituals and what types of magick use snakes either as guides or assistants or what.
 
 
cusm
15:37 / 08.04.02
Try it with a 20' Python sometime

There's something very sensual about snakes. They're real popular in Voodoo, used in rituals sometimes. One of the Loa is a snake, actually. Simbi, who represents Magick.
 
 
Rev. Wright
17:12 / 08.04.02
could it possibly be to do with its phalicness? surely not.

I had this amazing experience whilst in trance with a tarantula and a scorpion, whilst I was sat on a fire throne. It was as if I was meeting guardians, they were twice the height of a man each. Very intense experience.
Arachnids are definitely one animal spirit to get to grips with, them ol' guardians of the very fabric of the universe. I have found spiders to be very poignant and I can now appreciate their style and timing. They are the some of the most biologicaly different to ourselves life forms currently sharing this planet, and hold a very special part in creation mythologies.

If we (shaved monkeys) can be freaked our by our kind so easily, then what chance to we have with non-human creatures?
 
 
grant
20:52 / 08.04.02
I think I explained this in a previous incarnation of the board.

I really dig Monkey (as trickster, Stone King, and Ramayana Warrior Prince), but only in a "that's so cool" way.
Have had good experiences with dogs & wolves and snakes, as pets & in the wild, and in fiction/imaginary daydream space.

But I really only feel an affinity for these guys:




They have an average wingspan over five feet, weigh three pounds, are found from subtropical Florida and Mexico up to Alaska and Scotland, and have a locking mechanism in their claws - so once they grab a fish, they have a lot of trouble letting go. Some have been pulled under by exceptionally large prey. Their name comes from the Latin for "bone breaker" and their scientific name comes from a Greek king whose daughters were turned into (non predatory) birds. Bald Eagles, the totem of the USA, steal food from my buddies. It's how they get by. My buddies catch their own damn food.

I have no idea what these guys are about.

Any folklore about 'em is welcome. Please.

And any "contact" advice is welcome as well.
 
 
ciarconn
13:51 / 11.04.02
The totems wich I have worked with are all mammal. My protector animal(tonal) is a bird, as was my grandfather's. And I do get the heebie jeebies scared out of me with big reptiles.

I suspect that the totem of a friend of mine is the cocroach (seroiusly). And other friend worked with the Orca as a totem.

What about allies/familiars? I have seen my cat in the dreaming, and she does very well there. I dreamt once with my beta fish, real weird.
What about sharing altered states of consciousness with animals?
 
 
Bear
13:56 / 11.04.02
My spirit guide/helper is a bear, not that suprising really, I couldn't be anymore bear like if I tried, well apart from living in a cave...

He lives by a lake in a place that looks sorta like Canada, he's very nice although sometimes a bit harsh....
 
 
Sibelian 2.0
19:52 / 06.06.07
Mouse was my first.

We became friends because he is so tiny and perfect. He taught me ever so much. He taught me that death isn't really all *that* important in the end, that you can be tough without being obnoxious about it, that it's silly to hold grudges, that kindness is the cheapest thing in the world but perhaps the most valuable and that you don't have to spend your entire life dealing with Important Things that Matter and little things that don't matter are often just as good.

Spider has come to visit me tonight. She's sitting under my laptop as I type...

I like the Animals.
 
 
Haloquin
11:58 / 07.06.07
I like the Animals - Sibelian

Couldn't agree more.

I've always had an affinity with Felines, in terms of totemic relationship Big-Cat has always been present, normally presenting as Black Panther, but sometimes other colours, which I put down to the fact that Panther actually covers more than one specific species. Small-Cats have always fascinated me, have always been nearby. I grew up with cats, my mum's rescue cat, Sophie, was put down over a year ago and last Halloween, when we did a ritual to contact the spirits of the dead, with a focus on ancestors, she was the one Spirit that showed up, and keeps turning up occasionally. I always see her as young and fluffier than she ever was, and she always turns up with her tail intact, even though it was surgically removed before we rescued her, but I know its her, she feels right. I get the impression that its how she sees herself.

Thing is, even though they're always around and I sometimes ask Big-Cat for help/protection, I don't really have a formal practice with them. While I have done occasional deliberate works with Cat and other animals its not as regular as I would like.

So I'm wondering; how exactly have others here worked with animals/Animals?

To start, I have;
* Used meditation/guided visualisation/journeying to meet and run with a few Animal spirits.
* Used shapeshifting techniques to deliberately contact certain creatures that have felt right at the time.
* Found myself unable to ignore Cat in awkward situations; when under stress in a crowded place for a long time my immediate response was to "shift" somewhat into Cat mindset and desperately want to escape, and this drive also happened on a fairly regular basis when not under stress. Being a control freak does not sit well with this and I've found a tentative balance, but I'm under the impression that its something I need to deal with.
* Studied cats.
* Used animal based card decks for focus on random animals, I have periods of time where I pull a card on a regular basis and think about the animal pulled for that day/week. Which is often insightful.
* Spent time being "cat-like", which seems to lower frequency of the urges to "shift" (struggling to find a better term for how it feels). By "cat-like" I do mean both the social ideal of cat and how I feel/have found cats IRL actually are/to be like. And no, I don't have a litter tray, the toilet works fine. I have done this for most of my life, the time in my life when I wasn't (while at college, I was trying to be 'grown-up'/vaguely socially acceptable I think) was when I got the feeling I had to "shift", its only recently someone applied the label 'Furry' to my behaviour, and its still sits odd.

What about you? What have people done practically to work with the animals? How do you encounter them? Is it just through vis? Just a feeling of their presence? Do you actively seek them out?

On the topic of "Shapeshifting", I find it interesting that you can keep both an awareness of the animal shape and the physical human body. The urge to move like the animal you are 'being' is strong, but if I remind myself that my body is still human shape the Animal feeling can mould itself a little. Its easiest to do this with Cat, for obvious reasons, but can sometimes bring me out of it especially with animals I'm not as close to. Has anyone else had experience with this dual awareness or is it just another symptom of control-freakery?
 
 
Equal Opportunity Disaster
07:55 / 01.07.07
Hey Bear! We share the same totem. However Bear has always seemed more female than male to me.
 
 
Stigma Enigma
04:48 / 03.07.07
So I'm wondering; how exactly have others here worked with animals/Animals?

Here goes...

1) I am an Eagle Scout and I combined three willed statements into an Eagle shaped sigil. These statements were focused on virtues directly connected to the oath and law I was required to recite many a time during my tender high school years. I was actually inspired by the "Sigils are boring" thread and doing my best to keep it interesting, its new for me so I guess I'm not burned out yet, and they're actually working. Like...all of them.

2) My late grandma on my mother's side had a strong affinity for Owls and they tend to pop up in my life (and my sister and mother's lives) at just the right synchronous moments. Its a reminder of her presence for me and the possibilities life after death has to offer.

3) My Native American name is Calm Panther and I tend to find myself channeling its characteristics, or at least my own perception of the animal's persona

4) I just added a Siamese fighting fish to my room and named him Ueshiba, after the founder of Aikido. He's my banishing assistant.

5) I have two small Japanese chins, a boy and a girl which I affectionately call the yin-yang twins. They are both young and remind me to view the world with the eyes of a child, as if everything is happening for the first time. They are also really cute and playful, and I never come home to an empty house (unless someone from the family has taken them for a walk...)

6) I just started Tai Chi and some of the movements I learned mimic or are named after animals. Modern life, for me, can be just as cutthroat as an African savannah.

7) I'm a Batman fanatic and love the way writers approach his moment of inspiration as the bat flies through his window.

Without warning, it comes...crashing through the window of your study...and mine...I have seen it before...somewhere...it frightened me...as a boy...frightened me..yes. Father. I shall become a bat.
-Frank Miller, Batman: Year One



My dog Yodie, as Yoda last Halloween.
 
 
Fritz K Driftwood
00:37 / 08.08.07
I tend to go with the cats myself. Tigers in particular. Ever since I was a kid, tigers have interested me and I have identified with them. Perhaps because they are mostly loners.

Have always had house cats around and love them, especially the ones that pretend they are too preoccupied to pay any attention to me. I still occasionally see the spirit of my blind cat as she chases gremlins across the house.

Also Raven has a big influence. Not a big fan of birds in general, or even other members of the family Corvus. But ravens, I love to watch interact. There is a clan that lives around Civic Center in San Francisco, and another that lives on the campus of UC Berkeley, so I get to watch them regularly. The only other bird that I am interested in the Mourning Dove. Not really sure why.

I have had an experience with Wolf that was unexpected and has not occurred again, but I remember it clearly. I and a bedmate were slightly stoned, and engaging in sexual acts, when I felt like I was contacted/became Wolf for a short time. Said bedmate didn't notice anything different, but it was so intense I still remember it very clearly. It was probably 12 or 13 years ago, and I have no idea what it meant/means. I have since tried to contact it and get nothing. So maybe it was a random event....

Had never really considered contacting Dragon, but it sounds interesting.
 
  
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