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a day later in ground zero

 
 
Ronald Thomas Clontle
21:34 / 11.09.01
It's just past dawn here in NYC...rapidly approaching the 24 hour mark since this began. I just was looking out the window, and most of the smoke has cleared...there's still a lot, but you can see the skyline now, and it's so strange to see it that way...I woke up every morning of the past ten months seeing the WTC as one of the first things I saw in the day... I suppose the skyline from here looks more like a normal city, lots of tall buildings, but where the WTC was is just a ghost space...if you'd never seen it before you wouldn't immediately know it was gone, but becoming so used to it, it's like the city lost a limb or something.

I just heard a lot of sirens just now...probably no big deal in relative terms. There's a lot of news helicopters in the air... cars are moving slowly around the BQE and the other roads visible from here...limited traffic on the Brooklyn Bridge.

I feel a bit better having slept a bit last night... still quite a bit shaken. How's everyone else holding up?
 
 
Ganesh
21:38 / 11.09.01
Stayed up to hear the situation on Kabul and hear Bush's speech (around 2am here) then went to bed. Surreal quality to work this morning, with some people making no reference to it at all, and others looking tired and anxious because they've yet to hear from US relatives.
 
 
jUne, a sunshiny month
21:41 / 11.09.01
i feel ashamed of this shit.
i feel so glad to get some news from my NYc pals.
i feel fucked up cause i haven't slept 2 hours this nite.
i wonder how it will turn.
i'm kinda traumatized.
i used to be a real optimist about the individual human being, but never anymore for our race. man is evil.
we suck.

oh yeah, the last thing : wanna know that our lith people are okay. and their relatives, too.
 
 
We're The Great Old Ones Now
21:43 / 11.09.01
Sad. Sick. Waiting.
 
 
Ierne
10:29 / 12.09.01
8:29 AM here. I just walked my pal to First Avenue to catch a bus uptown, and The M15 bus is running. Picked up some newspapers for Mom and the Times for myself.

Last night at Bellevue all my pal worked with were firefighters that were wounded from the Towers, and two civilians saved from the wreckage. She didn't mention any casualties or DOAs. She manages a few hours sleep due to sheer exhaustion from a double shift at two hospitals, but I haven't really slept at all. Just thinking about the train ride home, and wondering if anyone plans to bomb the Metropolitan Transit Authority while I'm trying to get home.

Also have to call my boss to see if he made it home.
 
 
Perfect Tommy
10:36 / 12.09.01
I don't know how I could possibly ever be expected to sleep ever again. A three-hour walk and stiff drinks hasn't done it. Worried about you folks.
 
 
Ierne
10:43 / 12.09.01
Good news-- 7 people found alive.

that's a small number, I know. but I'm glad they made it.
 
 
grant
12:40 / 12.09.01
I woke up at 5. All of my friends in New York appeared to have made it, although none of them are happy or entirely well.

Last night, we heard jets flying up the Florida coast. I think it's the air force, patrolling.

Because there are no other jets.
 
 
Ierne
12:56 / 12.09.01
From Kooky's posted link in Part Four:

The towers were the centerpiece of an urban renewal project intended to revitalize lower Manhattan. Construction began in 1966, and the first tower formally opened four years later. The architect was the late Minoru Yamasaki, who also designed the Century Plaza Towers in Los Angeles. The twin 110-story towers cost their owners, the Port Authority of New York and New Jersey, $700 million. Last July, they were leased to a New York real estate firm for $3.25 billion, one of the largest such deals in history. At the time of their opening, the towers were praised as technologically marvelous but aesthetically soulless.

Stung by that reaction, Yamasaki insisted to one architecture critic that his buildings would "soothe" the human spirit. "Above all, with political turmoil, traffic problems and vast increases in populations and the tremendous impact of the machine, we must have serenity. Man needs a serene architecture to save his sanity in today's world."

Tuesday, those humane sentiments were reduced to rubble and ash.


It's really hard to describe exactly what the New York Skyline means to New Yorkers. It's a very different way from how people who visit New York see it, or people who moved here but weren't born here. The Twin Towers opened for business the year I was born. They've always been there, we wake up over in Brooklyn and look out and see them dominating the Skyline, or we take the trains/drive over the bridge (Brooklyn/Manhattan/Williamsburg)and the Skyline is there. It's not just a bunch of buildings or a marketing scheme. It represents my city and my home.

This morning my pal and I were talking about how we couldn't wait to get back to Brooklyn, and she invited me over for a bottle of wine later (in thanks for letting her crash last night), and then stopped short. She then said, "I was just going to say we could look out at the Skyline from my window. But the Towers are gone."

I don't think I'm expressing this well...sorry
 
 
Seth
13:25 / 12.09.01
I thought it was very well expressed, Ierne. Suddenly home doesn’t feel like home anymore.

I wish I could do something to help you guys. Instead I’m stuck in an office pretending that I’m working. I feel useless. It’s days like this that you realise exactly how pointless your working week really is. I'm just praying internally and reading all your reports.

God bless, and please don’t lose hope. That goes for you too, June.
 
 
passer
14:02 / 12.09.01
It's approaching noon here in D.C. and things are ... strange. The cliche eerie calm comes to mind. I work downtown, a block from the White House, and this morning and even now the streets are mostly empty. There are armed guards with military vehicles on almost every block, the sound of fighter jets over head, and police every where you look. I feel very much like I'm in a war zone, but everyone's pretending not to notice. You can actually see passers-by slide their eyes around the police and military presence. I get the distinct sense that people are just in shock.
 
 
deja_vroom
14:39 / 12.09.01
Here we are carrying on with our lives, everybody is concerned about what is going to happen now (US response), but no one is talking too much about it. Everybody holding their breaths to see what the Big Bully, the "police of the world" (my God, what horrible world this turned out to be...) is going to do next...

There are people who cannot hide their happiness to see Amerikkka being challenged - but I suppose this kind of people exist everywhere. Being distant and watching stuff on the TV makes everything feel... I don't know... asseptic and controlled...

Funny (as in "awkward"), if I ever go to New York (rather unlikely), I'll never be able to sense that's someting amiss there, 'cos I've never seen the towers.

My sympathy and condolences to you guys. We are just little people...
 
 
Lothar Tuppan
14:39 / 12.09.01
quote:Originally posted by Ierne:

I don't think I'm expressing this well...sorry


I think you expressed it very well also.

I've never been to New York but the New York skyline (specifically, the WTC, Empire State Building, Statue of Liberty) are part of the U.S. psyche's collective landscape. By having the towers destroyed, every U.S. citizen has experienced it as if they themselves are personally scarred. As if a bit of their own bodies have been removed.

It's gotta be worse for New York residents but I don't think any U.S. citizen is immune from these effects.
 
  
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