I would like to share my experience in summoning a created God-Form and submit it to critical thoughts from without if possible.
I created Romara almost 10 years ago in freshman year of high school. He was a dungeons and dragons character(3rd edition sorcerer) and i liked him enough that i started using his name as my online alias. As ive never had a real role model, it seemed natural to make Romara the embodiment of everything I want to be in life. Calm, caring, wise, powerful and flexible, in mind and body. It dawned on me one night while chemically expanding my mind to invest energy and will into empowering him. I created a symbol /emblem for him long ago, and crafted a stainless steel amulet in that image. Through his symbol i call to him for aid, clarity and open mindedness. Has anyone else had a similar experience? Can anyone see any negative consequences that i might bring on myself? |
